Nightmare

What should I do?

I think I'm falling,

Falling deeper and deeper,

Into the abyss.

What should I do?

The nightmares aren't ending,

No matter what I do,

Sweet dreams are always breaking,

No matter what I do.

What should I do,

Why can't I wake up?

Why can't I wake up from this,

Never-ending cycle,

But, what good is waking,

When the nightmares,

And the reality is no different,

What should I do?

Why can't I wake up,

But do I really want to,

Do I really want to go back to,

The hellish life I lived,

Do I really want to wake up ever again?

At least in nightmares,

I know it's not real,

When I've felt much worse,

Nightmares don't matter much,

They might even be the sweetest of all,

Showing, how monsters too,

Can scare us

But I don't want to wake,

Never ever again...