I don't feel anything,
I don't know why
But, seems like I'm losing it
I no longer feel desire
Because, they were never granted
It hurts
It hurts like hell
But, strange, isn't it?
I feel no pain
None at all
Even when I'm laughing,
And Even when I'm crying,
I feel like A mask is hanging
Hanging on my face
I guess, this is what you get
This is what you get
For keeping others first
But, I am afraid
Afraid of being left
And afraid of being dead
Not my body, but my soul
But, I guess,
it's already too late
For, my soul was shattered
A long time ago
My soul, which I tried,
Tried so hard to protect
Now, in the end It's dead
Even now, I can't find words
Words, that can express me
For, I'm now devoid of thought
My heart, It seems to beat,
Yet strangely, there's nothing left
I think I'm dead,
For, I can't understand
Anything and nothing at all
Oh, how good and easy,
will it be
To just end things now
But I can't,
Not right now
For, I have things I need to finish
But, I want to cry
I want to flee
And I want to hide
My heart,
It seems to dry up
Oh, but I wonder
What had caused it
Please I beg of you,
Please, just let me be,
But, again, don't leave me
I am scared to have people
By my side,
And I am scared when, there is
No one on my side
Because I'm afraid that,
When I'm alone, the monsters
They will be set lose
And I'm afraid that,
When I am with you those monsters
Of mine, will hurt you too....