Regret

Rian's POV 

The next day when I woke up I was not feeling good, even after 8 hours of sleep I felt tired and had no strength to do anything. I somehow managed to take a bath change my cloths and went down for breakfast today I was not in my right mind. When I was going downstairs I suddenly felt a sharp pain in my head and was about to fall down but somehow managed to hold the wall for support. I thought that this might be because I didn't ate anything yesterday and ignored it cause I was already heading to eat breakfast. Today I woke up late so my father would have already gone to his work. I quietly went downstairs my sister was still in kitchen maybe washing dishes my brother was no where to be found assuming he went somewhere I moved myself towards the kitchen my sister was back facing me she cant see me I slowly approach or more accurately dragged myself towards her and told her to give me breakfast which almost came out as whisper. To which she got startled

Ling- OMG! Rian why are you like this I almost got a heart attack anyways what is wrong with you and what you want (concerned) 

Rian- food 

Ling- bu- ok wait you go and sit first I am feeling like you will fall any minute. I will reheat the food so wait for sometime. 

She made me sit on the dinning table. I wanted to laugh at my pathetic situation caused by a stranger who should have almost nil effect on me but just look at me. My sister was continuously blabbing about how I am not taking care of myself yesterday at night also I slept without eating anything. She was saying something else also but suddenly I heard unfamiliar sound after which my eyes shut slowly and my whole body went numb the last thing which I was able to hear was Ling shouting and calling Loki, I felt like I fell into a deep void from which I was not able to come out, I really regret making Leo my friend, I regret going out to meet him yesterday , I regret every fucking thing that is happening in my life. 

Papa's POV

I was in my office doing my work but my mind was somewhere else. Even though I don't know Rian that much I still noticed a change in his behavior since yesterday. He told me yesterday when he was here in office to go to house before him as he wanted some more time. I was kind of sad but still agreed anyways I was going to see him at him while doing dinner. But when he came back he directly went to his room when Ling asked him to eat he said that he had no appetite and wanted to sleep which was quite suspicious cause he was totally like my wife and I was able to know that he was sad about something cause both sleep and food including painting are his favorite activates until and unless he is sad he won't skip them, but me being me I had no courage to ask him or go and comfort him cause I was so strict and didn't cared about him till now though I did, so I can't go and ask him directly we didn't share that bond.

The next also we were all sited on the dinning table waiting for Rian but he didn't came it was unusual cause daily he would be the first one to start eating so I asked Ling to ask. When se came back she told that he was sleeping and said he will eat later. I was quite worried about him so before leaving the house I told Ling to talk to him. I was in my own thoughts when I got informed that Rian was unconscious so I quickly left and also called doctor.

Leo's POV

The next day I woke up feeling quite uneasy I guess due to worrying and overthinking I ignored the feeling did my regular routine, did my assigned tasks and went to bath. While bathing I was thinking the way of how to apologize to Rian and explain my point and that uneasy feeling was also there making me quite frustrated. I was feeling that something bad is going to happen which I was going to regret. Anyways I quickly had breakfast today my dad quickly went to his work as he had some work and so didn't taunt me which was a good sign so now I would be in my right mind and won't mess up. I had the plan to quickly eat and go to Rian's place I already knew where he lived so I ws having my breakfast hurriedly.

Mom- Slow down Leo or you will chock on your food, why are you in such a hurry 

Scorp- Let him be mom he is fast cause he doesn't want to regret more right

Leo- First time in your life you had said something good and right, Proud of you. Anyways I am going somewhere don't worry I will be back at evening before dad comes 

With that I took some of my important stuff and gave my mom a soft hug and runed out of the house or more like jumping like some fairy. I had already regrated making him hurt now I don't want to regret more. 

After the journey of twenty minutes I was standing infront of him house, and I was damn sure it was him house cause it had his father's name plate. I was quite hesitant and nervous entering his house but if I had to keep our friendship I need to overcome my fear. If you don't know I am very shy and introvert type of person who doesn't even talk to friends parents if not necessary. Anyways I gathered all courage and knocked the main door after a min the door was opened and there was a female 

??- how may I help you ?

Her voice was soft similar to Rian and I assume that she might be her sister Rian told about her name was something Ling. 

Leo- Are Rian's sister?

??- yes, how do you know 

Leo- oh hi I am Leo Rian's friend. I am here to meet him 

??- Oh so you are Leo nice to meet you my name is Ling. Come inside why are you standing there. 

I then entered their house, It was almost as big as ours but it looked more lively then ours though our house has more expensive and decorative items it still doesn't give a house vibe. 

Ling- Make yourself at home, do want anything to eat 

Leo- no, its ok I will just talk to Rian 

His sister came out of the kitchen and gave me a glass of water and sat on the opposite sofa. 

Ling- Leo I don't think you can talk to him right now, actually he is sick 

I felt like my heart was broken into pieces, I can't imagine him in this state also when I saw him yesterday he was all fine and in one night what had happened to him, maybe the reason behind his this state is me. 

Leo- wh-what happened to him, is it something serious 

In the last line my tone was completely changed quite hurt and I think she noticed it 

Ling- There is no need to worry now the doctor visited, he has fever 

Leo- can I meet him, 

Ling- you can but he is still unconscious right now 

Leo- UNCONSCIOUS! I am sorry I mean you said no need to worry but he is unconscious 

Ling- the doctor gave pills and told that he will come to him conscious in sometime don't know exactly when. 

I felt my heart torn into pieces Rian was lying unconscious because of me maybe even I am not sure. Anyways I will think about it later or ask him directly, now I wanted to see his face, I NEED to visit him 

Leo- can you plz take me to him 

Ling- ya of course 

After that she took me to a room and I immediately knew it was Rian's cause of the drawings and the decor suited his personality well. Might sound overexaggerating but my heart almost stopped when I saw him lying all unconscious in the bed his face was all pale it didn't had his cheerful smile which I like, even though I don't know him well so it might sound weird but I was really hurt seeing him like that but I didn't knew the reason but from bottom of my heart I really really Regret saying all those things to such an angle, I Regret ditching him and talking rudely, I Regret being such a brat to him.