The stale air hung heavy in May's small apartment, thick with the scent of dust motes dancing in the weak moonlight filtering through the grimy window. The silence was oppressive, broken only by the rhythmic tick-tock of the clock on her nightstand—a relentless metronome marking the passage of time, each second an agonizing reminder of her isolation. It was 2:00 AM. She hadn't slept. She'd tried. She'd curled up under her thin blanket, the rough cotton scratching against her skin, but sleep evaded her, replaced by a gnawing emptiness that mirrored the hollow ache in her chest.
She'd picked up her worn copy of The Sunken City, hoping the familiar words would offer solace, but the vibrant descriptions of a bustling underwater kingdom only mocked her bleak reality. The characters' adventures felt like a cruel joke, a stark contrast to her own stagnant existence. She closed the book, the smooth, worn cover cold against her fingertips.
She got up and walked to the kitchen, the worn linoleum cold beneath her bare feet. The faint scent of last night's instant noodles clung to the air, a reminder of her meager meal and the constant struggle to make ends meet. She stared out the window, the city lights a blurry, indifferent tapestry in the distance. Tomorrow loomed, a terrifying prospect. The memory of the canteen, the humiliation, the cold, sticky gravy staining her uniform, replayed in her mind, each detail a searing brand on her soul. She imagined the whispers that would follow her through the school hallways, the pointed stares, the renewed torment. The thought sent a fresh wave of nausea through her, a bitter taste coating her tongue.
She moved towards the closet, her steps slow, deliberate. Her gaze fell on the rope, a thick, hemp cord, its coarse texture rough against her fingertips. It was heavy, surprisingly so, the weight a physical manifestation of the burden she carried. Each fiber seemed to pulse with a grim determination, a silent promise of release. She ran her fingers along its length, tracing the tightly woven strands, the rough texture a stark contrast to the smooth, worn pages of her fantasy novels.
The thought of facing another day at school, of enduring the relentless bullying, the constant humiliation, felt unbearable. She pictured Victoria's perfectly applied makeup, her flawless smile, the way she commanded the attention of everyone around her. The contrast between Victoria's effortless grace and May's own crippling self-doubt was a chasm that seemed impossible to bridge. The fantasy worlds she'd read about, with their powerful magic systems and valiant heroes, felt like a cruel mirage, a tantalizing glimpse of a reality she could never attain.
A single tear escaped, tracing a path down her cheek. She felt a strange mixture of fear and relief, a morbid acceptance of the only escape she could envision. She thought of her mother, her sacrifices, the endless hours of work in a foreign land. She thought of the silent chasm that separated them, a gulf that seemed too wide to bridge. The guilt gnawed at her, a sharp, bitter pain that added to the weight in her chest.
With trembling hands, she tied the rope to the ceiling beam, the cold metal sending a shiver down her spine. The rope felt heavy, almost impossibly so, in her weakened hands. The knot felt clumsy, insecure, a reflection of her own fragile state. As the noose tightened around her neck, she closed her eyes, tears streaming down her face. The smell of dust and despair filled her nostrils, a final, suffocating embrace.
She thought of her mother, of the sacrifices she had made. She thought of the fantasy worlds she had escaped into, the heroes who had overcome impossible odds. She wished, with all her might, that it were real. That some magical system would intervene, that she, too, could be a hero.
And then, she took a step forward, a final, desperate leap into the abyss.
A gasp. A strangled cry. And then, a complete and utter silence. But the silence was not the end. It was the beginning.
A faint, mechanical voice whispered in her ear, a voice that sounded like the hum of a computer, a voice that carried a strange, almost tangible energy.
[ "Failed suicide attempt. System activating." ]
The rope loosened around her neck, as if severed by an unseen force. The world spun, a dizzying kaleidoscope of blurred colors and muffled sounds. May's vision flickered, a broken filmstrip of her last moments—the rough texture of the rope against her skin, the chilling metal of the ceiling beam, the overwhelming sense of despair, all blurring into a single, terrifying memory. Then, silence. An absolute, crushing void that swallowed the last vestiges of her consciousness. It was a terrifying silence, the silence of the grave, the silence of a world where her story had come to an abrupt end.
But then, a subtle hum, like a distant engine, vibrated through the darkness. It grew louder, clearer, a steady thrumming that resonated deep within her being. A voice. A metallic voice, cool and detached, a voice that sounded like a computer from a distant future. It was the voice of the System.
[ "System initializing…" ]
[ "Subject: May Bornilla." ]
[ "Status: Critical." ]
[ "System core online." ]
[ "Initiating emergency protocol: Reanimation." ]
The voice echoed through the darkness, each word a jolt of energy, a lifeline in the abyss. It felt like a cold, metallic hand reaching through the void, grasping her soul and pulling her back from the brink. A wave of nausea, a bitter taste in her mouth, accompanied the sudden return of sensation.
[ "Subject stabilized." ]
[ "Vitals returning to normal." ]
May felt a tingling sensation spreading throughout her body, a warmth that counteracted the chilling darkness. It was like a spark igniting within her, a faint flicker of life that was fighting to rekindle the dying ember of her consciousness.
[ "Subject regaining consciousness." ]
The world began to focus, the blurriness fading to reveal a stark white space. It was a room, sterile and clinical, devoid of any human touch. The harsh fluorescent lights hummed, a stark contrast to the dim, dusty light of her apartment. But it felt different, charged with a hidden energy, a sense of something new, something extraordinary.
[ "Welcome, May Bornilla," ] the System's voice echoed again, a symphony of synthesized tones. The words hung in the air, heavy with an unnerving neutrality.
[ "You have been chosen." ]
The words resonated with a chilling finality. Chosen? For what? The memory of the male protagonist's betrayal in her last-read fantasy novel—the crushing weight of his deceit, the sharp sting of his lies—flashed through her mind. The contrast between that fictional betrayal and her own reality was jarring. In the novel, the hero had eventually found redemption, had overcome his failings. But in her life, there had been no redemption, no hero, only relentless cruelty and crushing despair.
[ "You have failed to die," ] the System continued, its voice devoid of emotion. The statement hung in the air, a stark, clinical assessment of her failed suicide attempt. The words were devoid of judgment, yet they carried the weight of her own failure, her own inadequacy.
[ "However, your desperate desire for change, your longing for a system, a power beyond your comprehension, has resonated with the core. You have been granted a second chance, a chance to rewrite your story." ]
May's mind struggled to process this impossible reality. The sterile white room, the emotionless voice, the very concept of a "system" granting her a second chance—it all felt surreal, a stark contrast to the raw, visceral pain she'd felt moments before. The bitter taste of despair lingered on her tongue, a reminder of her near-death experience.
Then, a holographic display flickered to life before her, a complex interface of glowing symbols and text. It wasn't the usual menu of her smartphone; this was something else entirely—a system menu, similar to the ones she'd read about in her fantasy novels, the ones that had always seemed too good to be true. The symbols pulsed with an ethereal light, a mesmerizing dance of color that seemed to shimmer and shift before her eyes. They weren't the clean, geometric lines of her smartphone's icons, but rather intricate, flowing glyphs reminiscent of ancient languages, their meaning both alluring and unsettling. A subtle hum resonated from the display, a low thrumming that seemed to vibrate through her very being. It felt like a window into a realm beyond her comprehension, a portal to a power she could only dream of wielding. A faint tremor ran through her, a mixture of fear and a strange, nascent hope. The system was real. Her second chance was real. But what would it cost her?
And the world faded to black..