The best for me

I know that when I began to sympathize with Cha Xiaoqing, I had already let go of the scruples in my heart, and in my character genes, I was always more emotional than rational, in fact, I didn't care about Cha Xiaoqing's experience, what really changed my mind was what Cha Xiaoqing and Lao Yu said...

 I hope she does it from the heart, not to take advantage of me, because I have been touched by her words, and I think that I am also a poor person, and it is because I am not usually cared for, so these words alone make me feel the urge to die.

 I let out a heavy "exhalation", and then said to Cha Xiaoqing neatly: "You stay here, I hope you can clear your name as soon as possible... I believe you are innocent. "

 Cha Xiaoqing looked at me and didn't speak, but there were already tears in her eyes, which was probably also a kind of touch, in such a difficult time, she needed someone who could help and trust her more than me.

 As the night deepened, the moonlight stood out in the night, even brighter than the fifteen-watt light bulb in the room, and I stood in the moonlight to pack my things, Cha Xiaoqing stood by the window and lost her mind for a while, until a cold wind blew, she looked back at me...

 Neither of us spoke, and after that glance, we were each immersed in our own world, and she was still distracted, and I was still busy...

 Packing the toiletries into a convenience bag, I finally packed all my things; It was only at this time that I opened my mouth and asked Cha Xiaoqing, "What do you want to eat tomorrow morning?" I'll send it to you. "

 "Anything goes... You remember to buy me a set of toiletries. "

 ...

 "Okay, there's a set of unused sheets and coverings in the cupboard, you can change them yourself."

 "Then I'm leaving... I'm staying at the Friendship Hotel across the street from the community, so if you have anything urgent, you can go there and find me. "

 Cha Xiaoqing responded to me in the simplest way, she seemed to have suddenly lost the desire to speak, and fell into that melancholy and confused state again; I can understand her, and I often feel the feeling of being abandoned and isolated by the whole world.

 It wasn't until I opened the door and was about to leave that Cha Xiaoqing called out to me, she gave me five thousand yuan in cash, and I didn't ask for it because I didn't want a trading relationship between us.

 "Friendship Hotel" said that it is a hotel, in fact, it is also a renovation of the community house, and I am on the same floor, not only residents, but also barber studios, chess and card rooms, so the environment is dirty and messy, but it is cheaper; I discussed with my boss that I would stay for a week, and the boss calculated that he only charged me 600 yuan.

 After a simple wash, it was already eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, but I didn't feel sleepy at all when I lay in bed, so I lit another cigarette and thought about what had happened in the past two days...

 My thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of my mobile phone, so I picked it up and looked at it, it was Tang Guo calling...

 As soon as I connected, I heard her crying on the other end of the phone, and she shouted at me, "Yuwei, where are you?" ... Hurry up and die and drink with me. "

 "In the middle of the night, the dogs have already slept, what are you going to do?"

 "You call me worse than a dog!"

 "I just wanted to tell you that it's late."

 "Hmm."

 "I don't care, you come and drink with me... I'm out of love again. "

 When Tang Guo used the word again, the matter of drinking was already ridiculous, not to mention that we are all salaried people, and we have to get up to work in the morning tomorrow, so of course I don't want to go; So, I said to her again, "Don't toss, go back to sleep." "

 "You're not coming, are you? ... Okay, then I'll commit suicide by jumping into the sea now, I'm really sad this time... What the hell is wrong with me, I met a female anchor of a TV station and dumped me! ... Before I went to sell cars, I was still an online anchor, what was worse than her? "

 "Okay."

 "Audi and Alto are one word apart, can you get Alto to sell Audi for the price?"

 "Will you comfort people, I want to die even more!"

 "I didn't comfort you... I'm just letting you see the reality. "

 Tang Guo cried loudly again, and in the crying, I also heard the sound of the waves: "Aftertaste, I have already stepped into the sea with one foot... The water is particularly cold... Have pity on me... I don't need you to comfort me, as long as you sit next to me... I was so scared of being alone, like I was going to die! "

 "Can you stop threatening me with death every time?"

 ...

 "Who let me know that you are a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person."

 "I'm really scared of you... You're just in love, and you're not starting a war, is it necessary to make it so desperate every time? "

 "It's more cruel than war, it's already full of corpses, just waiting for you to clean up the battlefield."

 I called a taxi, ran around the "Huandao South Road", and finally found Tang Guo who was drinking near the "Music Square".

 In the years we've known each other, this has happened several times; She likes to find a rich second generation as a boyfriend, but people pay attention to the right person, and once she wants to move seriously, she is always the one who gets hurt... Therefore, she wanted to buy Cha Xiaoqing's Paramela to improve herself, but it backfired, and her good wishes fell through.

 I quietly sat down next to her and lit a cigarette...

 She smirked at me in a daze: "Are you willing to come?" "

 "I'm here, but my heart isn't... Sister, it's already twelve o'clock, do you know how sleepy I am? "

 "It's a big deal to ask for leave tomorrow, what are you afraid of."

 "I'm not a celebrity in front of my boss, it's hard for me to be able to eat... Please fall out of love next time, can you not alarm me, at first, I really sympathized with you, but after many times, I felt like a farce..."

 Tang Guo sneered: "I also think it's a farce... But this time I'm serious, I really like him... Otherwise, I wouldn't have thought about buying Cha Xiaoqing's car, and I had even thought about how to repay the car loan... He was good, and in a blink of an eye, he got involved with the hostess of the TV station... What the hell did he think of me? ... A rag that can be thrown away at any time? "

 I didn't say anything, just smoked silently.

 Tang Guo poured a stomach of bitter water on me again: "Yes, I am a car seller, but I am also struggling with my own hands, not stealing or robbing; Why can't it compare to those bullshit white rich and beautiful who were born with golden keys... Is it just because I've been put on a pauper's hat since the day I was born? ..."

 Seeing that she was really sad, I comforted softly: "Don't think so, you are just a little eager for quick success, in fact, you are essentially a good woman, and many women nowadays are no longer as self-motivated as you." "

 Tang Guo leaned on my shoulder, panting heavily, and I don't know if she heard what I said, she drank too much... Even more drunk than yesterday's tea Xiaoqing!

 The sea breeze was blowing, and I gently pushed Tang Guo away, and then put my coat over her again, and whispered in her ear, "You dig into your pockets and see what good things are inside." "

 Tang Guo closed her eyes and fumbled for a while, then squinted at the things she took out of her pocket, and she laughed out loud: "White Rabbit Milk Candy ..."

 "Eat, eat something sweet, and you'll feel better."

 "I know the aftertaste... You are the best person in this world for me! ..."

 Supporting Tang Guo, who was already completely drunk, I walked on the beach step by step, and the seaview apartment that Tang Guo rented was not far from this beach.

 In fact, she is already very good, she is the only person in our company who can rent a sea-view apartment in Xiamen, but she doesn't like ordinary people, otherwise, she wouldn't make herself as embarrassed as she is now.