It's gonna make a difference

I sat on the floor against the corner and stared at the cakes and meals all over the floor... Lao Yu lowered his head and didn't speak, and Cha Xiaoqing stood among us at a loss, and the situation was so frozen...

 Thinking of the scene when Lao Yu will lose a lot of RMB, I was angry again, but this time, I didn't drop anything again, I clenched my fist and hit my head violently, I was blaming myself, I shouldn't have let Lao Yu take away the 20,000 yuan in cash, this is my negligence, I forgot how terrible a person who is addicted to gambling is.

 Cha Xiaoqing quickly grabbed my arm, and she said to me in a pleading tone: "Yuwei, don't do this to yourself, you can say something well... Uncle, what the hell is wrong with him? "

 I glared at Lao Yu and asked with difficulty: "You say, did you take the 20,000 yuan in cash to gamble again?" And there is not a single point left to lose. "

 "I ... I didn't expect to lose... I won 10,000 yuan at the beginning, I blamed myself for being too greedy, if I stopped earlier, I could bring 10,000 more back to Yu Lei... I don't really want to gamble, I just want to help your mother share a little more pressure so that she can look up to me in the future. "

 "The money has been lost, isn't what you're talking about?!"

 "If you want to scold, scold, anyway, everyone knows that your dad is a wreck."

 I clenched my fist and slammed it against the wall, I was so painful and angry that I couldn't do anything with Lao Yu, so I could only calm down by hurting myself...

 I almost choked up and said to Cha Xiaoqing who was standing aside: "See, this is my dad... That's my family... It's a mess, it's a mess! "

 Cha Xiaoqing sighed softly, and after she was silent for a while, she replied to me: "It's not too serious, I'll give you another 20,000, and this time you send it back to your home yourself." "

 Lao Yu, who had been keeping his head down, seemed to have received an amnesty order because of Cha Xiaoqing's words, and he hurriedly echoed: "This proposal is good, Yuwei, don't tell your mother that I went to gamble, you just said that I went to a friend's house for a day, and let you send the money back by yourself... Your mom must believe it. "

 "Do you still talk and act like a man? ... You lost your money yourself, why should you let someone else carry it for you? ... Do you think that other people's money is blown by the wind? "

 Lao Yu muttered back: "If you don't say that, I don't dare to go back... You don't know your mother's temper. "

 I lit a cigarette, closed my eyes and smoked, and suddenly I didn't want to say anything more; I already feel that there is no warmth in this world at all, and I seem to see another self, buried in the darkest corner, hugging my head and crying because of despair!

 The person who broke the silence was Cha Xiaoqing, and she said to Lao Yu who was sitting on the sofa: "Uncle, I am willing to give 20,000 yuan... But this time it can't be counted on the aftertaste, you have to pay it back to me, and you have to calculate the interest to me according to the bank's interest rate, if you agree, I will give the money to the aftertaste. "

 Lao Yu first looked at me, and then nodded with great determination.

 "Then you can write me an IOU... Uncle, I have to explain to you in advance, once you give me an IOU, it means that we have formed a debt-creditor relationship, which has legal effect, and if you fail to fulfill your repayment obligation in the end, I can hold you legally responsible. "

 I took over and said, "If you ask him to write an IOU, you might as well just let him go to jail, if he has a reliable source of income, will he be like this?" ... Cha Xiaoqing, I know you want to help me share the pressure, but I sincerely advise you, don't jump into my pit, that is a bottomless pit, as long as you fall into it, you will either die or be disabled! "

 "Xiaocha, don't listen to aftertaste nonsense... I will write you an IOU, I admit the money, and I will definitely pay you back with interest in the future. "

 I sneered, and then shook my head at Cha Xiaoqing, signaling her not to trust Lao Yu.

 Cha Xiaoqing took me to a dock by the sea, and then got on a yacht alone, and when she returned, she had already had 20,000 yuan in cash.

 It turned out that this was the place where she put her money, no wonder she would have seen her on the road around the island that day, she really trusted me, otherwise she would not have brought me to this place where her economic lifeline was hidden.

 While handing me the money, Cha Xiaoqing said, "This is a yacht bought by one of my classmates, and he went abroad to develop, so he entrusted the yacht to me... It's not necessarily safe to live here, but it's safe to put money. "

 I subconsciously looked around, this is a very remote marina, not only private yachts, but also many fishing boats, it is indeed a very safe place, especially at night, the dock is almost not lit, so no one will notice at all.

 Cha Xiaoqing handed the money to me again, and I was forced to accept the 20,000 yuan in the end, but I didn't expect Lao Yu to pay it back, so I could only tighten my belt in the future and save this money little by little.

 Seeing that I accepted the money, Cha Xiaoqing smiled slightly, and then said to me: "Today is your birthday, be happy..."

 "I forgot that today was my birthday."

 "Your dad remembers... He bought a lot of vegetables, made them himself, and was busy all night. "

 ...

 "He made a mistake so I don't blame him."

 "Then it's a fact that he remembered your birthday... If you don't have this person in your heart, how can you remember his birthday... I think your dad should be a good father too, but he himself has taken the wrong path and is unable to express it to you. "

 I forced a smile: "Pull it down... He's going to be a good father?! ... In my life, the biggest shadow is him... If it weren't for his gambling abuse, our family would not have come to this point... I hate him. "

 Cha Xiaoqing sat on the reef before me, and after she was silent for a while, she took my words and said, "I don't think this is necessarily a bad thing, at least his fault has also made you strong... It is precisely because you know that no one will help you and there is no way back that you will force yourself to be independent and strong... I have come into contact with a lot of people, and you are the most special one... Trust me, you're going to do something about it in the future. "

 "Why do you feel that?"

 "Because you have the strongest heart in the world... The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold, believe in yourself, aftertaste. "

 I let out a heavy "sigh" and then smiled, "I know you're just comforting me, but I still find it useful, and this is probably the best birthday present I've ever received." "

 They were silent for a while, and Cha Xiaoqing said to me as if she remembered something: "Let's go buy another cake, your birthday is not over yet." "

 "Forget it, I just want to be quiet for a while now."

 "No, people must have a sense of ritual in life, you wait for me here, I'll buy ..."

 "It's so adventurous! Really don't go. "

 Cha Xiaoqing had already stood up from the reef, and she said to me again: "There is still a week, it is my birthday, I bring it up, let's spend it together... There's a cake shop nearby, so it's going to be fine. "

 When Cha Xiaoqing said that she had a birthday in a week, I couldn't help but feel a sense of sympathy in my heart, and then I was even more reluctant to let her take risks, so I also got up and said to her: "You wait for me here, I'll buy it... Since we have a birthday together, I have to give you a birthday cake. "

 ...

 Cha Xiaoqing finally stopped insisting, and she whispered to me, "Okay, then I'll wait for you here." "

 Time, ten o'clock in the evening. I went to the cake shop not far from the pier, and I asked for two boxes of cakes, one fruity and one chocolate; The cake needed to be freshly made, so I sat in front of the cake shop and waited...

 Suddenly I remembered that there was another person waiting for me at the pier, and I was not so lonely anymore, so I didn't smoke anymore, I just watched the traffic on the street for a while... Speaking of which, I already regard Cha Xiaoqing as a friend in my heart.

 Even though I knew that she was using me, I just ate her because what she gave me was what I lacked most in my life.

 In a trance, the WeChat prompt on the mobile phone sounded...

 When I opened it and looked at it, our boss actually transferred me 20,000 yuan; and sent a voice message, he said: "Yuwei, I transferred this money to you for Tang Guo... She bought the Paramela you had received before, saying that she must pay you a commission; Of course, the commission is only 8,000 yuan, and the remaining 12,000 yuan is advanced from Tang Guo's next month's salary... She said, today is your birthday, what to give, I didn't send this... I wish you a happy birthday here, and I hope you can achieve better results in your future work! "

 Putting down the phone, my eyes couldn't help but moisten a little... Tang Guo is really, he has to come to this set, but it really seems that there is a warm current flowing into my heart.