Then I'll take it

I already knew what Lao Yu came for, but he was able to say it so without psychological burden, it really surprised me, after all, in my opinion, borrowing money from others is really a difficult thing to talk about, even if the other party is a good friend, or a lover, but as long as it involves borrowing money, I feel that it is a kind of charity.

 I really don't know how Lao Yu did it so unburdened and deserved, could it be that it is really like Tang Guo said, this is a lack of personality? And Yu Lei perfectly inherited this from him.

 Even if I was so dissatisfied in my heart, I didn't say it to Lao Yu, because at this time, I was more concerned about Cha Xiaoqing's whereabouts.

 Lao Yu had seen her forty minutes earlier, and it was the ramen restaurant we had been to before, which was enough to prove that she had not gone far all along.

 I put on my coat and was about to go out, Lao Yu said to me nervously: "Aftertaste, you have to take a good grasp of this girl Xiaocha, I think she is very good, being able to give you the money means that she is sincere to you, and being able to take out so much money casually proves that she is not an ordinary girl... It's definitely a lot stronger than the Qi Fei you used to have! "

 He treated Cha Xiaoqing as a "treasure girl", and used this to slander Qi Fei, I really couldn't bear it, so I replied: "Qi Fei's family conditions are very ordinary, but she at least knows how to forge ahead and how to pursue her life... You've lived so old that you know what life is? Do you know what you're after? "

 "If I don't pursue it, can I go out and gamble like this? ... What am I gambling for? ... It's not like you're hoping to win a little more... Your dad was just out of luck! "

 "You're out of luck!"

 "No, it's been more than 20 years, and I haven't been able to transfer ..."

 "If you can understand the truth of losing nine out of ten bets, you won't be like today... If one day, I am so looked down upon by my son, I will find a crack in the wall to get into, and then reflect and reflect on why I am so hated. "

 "Be careful when talking to you."

 "That's when you remember that it's me... I'm too lazy to talk to you, I'll go out for a while. "

 "I'll go out too, maybe I can help you find Xiaocha."

 "She doesn't want to deal with you, what are you going to do with her?"

 "She doesn't want to deal with me, it's you who are too bastard!"

 "It's because of you, you came to me twice in three days and asked me for money, who can stand it? ... Does she owe me, or does she owe us? "

 Lao Yu was stunned by my question, and I didn't give him a chance to speak again, so before he could distinguish the truth from the fake, he closed the door and left the rental house.

 ...

 In the middle of the night, I walked through every street and alley in the neighborhood, but I didn't find any trace of Cha Xiaoqing, and I even went to the abandoned park, but I still didn't get anything, and finally returned disappointed... I can't remember how many times I took the initiative to go to her, I just felt that my will was being consumed, and then little by little I accepted the fact that Cha Xiaoqing had nothing to do with me anymore.

 I feel that even if I am at fault first, I have already tried, and I really can't find her, so I can only think of it as fate...

 In fact, I know better than anyone else that no matter whether there has been a woman in my world, my life will definitely return to the original trajectory, she is just a stone, falling into my river, our intersection is only the sound of "whoosh", after this, she is her, I am still me.

 ...

 After I went back, I asked Lao Yu to go to the hotel where I stayed before, and told him not to expect to get another penny from me, if this was my mother's idea, let my mother come and ask for it herself, instead of letting him be the microphone again and again, and use the indifference of this family again and again to wear down my patience.

 Probably seeing that I really couldn't find Cha Xiaoqing, Lao Yu didn't force me anymore, and the next morning, he took the train back to Zhangzhou by himself.

 I am even more disdainful of this family, I am not good with Cha Xiaoqing, they have already regarded Cha Xiaoqing as their inexhaustible "treasure girl".

 I think it's not terrible to be poor, it's terrible to be short-minded.

 ...

 When I arrived at the company, I reported the latest sales to Mr. Zhang on behalf of our second-hand car department as usual; As expected, I was reprimanded by the elder Zhang, because for a whole week, except for the sale of Cha Xiaoqing's second-hand car, there was no gain, and this car was still self-produced and sold within the company; Elder Zhang scolded me for eating too many duck eggs recently, and I smelled of rotten duck eggs when I did everything.

 Da Lao Zhang is the most poisonous person in our company, he is laughing at me for not being able to sell the car, and I have eaten zero eggs for a week!

 ...

 As if venting, I sent all the recent second-hand car information in my circle of friends, and called one by one to visit customers who were interested in buying second-hand cars recently... I thought that by doing this, I would be more fulfilled, but in the moment I was free, I was even more at a loss...

 I hope that Da Lao Zhang can become my mentor in life, my Bole, but he is the one who scolds me the worst; I hope that Lao Yu, as a father, can have a pair of broad shoulders, so that his wandering son can rely on it occasionally, but he is the one who will pit me the most; I also wish my mother would think about me when she cooked a good meal, but the truth is, she never gave me a good fruit to eat...

 Thinking of these sore spots, I couldn't help but feel a little sad, I first shook my head and smiled bitterly, and then I wanted to cry a little... I don't know what I'm doing wrong that reality and ideals are so far off.

 ...

 "Aftertaste, what are you up to?"

 I looked up, but I didn't expect that the person standing next to me was Tang Ning, I looked at her in surprise and asked, "Why did you come to our company?" "

 "Come and see my sister... Come and see you too. "

 "I have worked with Tang Guo for more than two years, and I have never seen you come to our company!"

 Tang Ning laughed out of two dimples, she pinned her hand behind her back, and replied, "So, I came here today... I was afraid that I would be busy at night and would not have time to look for you, so I came over at noon... This gift is for you. "

 As she spoke, Tang Ning magically took out a men's wallet from behind her and handed it to me.

 I was a little scared: "Why are you giving me a gift all of a sudden... This wallet isn't cheap, is it?! "

 "Whether it's cheap or expensive, it's all part of my heart... Think of it as a tuition fee I paid to you, thank you for teaching me how to do business. "

 I was even more frightened, I was stunned for a while, and then I smiled awkwardly: "You really think too highly of me, I am the kung fu of the three-legged cat... Just now, our boss scolded me for being a rotten duck egg... Any idea what rotten duck eggs are? ... It's like me, who can't sell a car a week, and I'm embarrassed to get paid in the company. "

 Tang Ning said half-jokingly, half-seriously: "Since you are so unhappy here, then you can go with me to sell milk tea... Earn more and earn less, I will share half of you. "

 "Don't be kidding, I really can't accept such a valuable gift from you, we are purely friends helping each other, regardless of the return."

 "Take it... I saw that your wallet was disconnected yesterday, and I didn't mean anything else, I just thought you could use it..."

 I didn't respond, so Tang Ning took my hand again and said coquettishly: "Take it, take it... It's the first time I've bought a gift for someone... If you don't, I'll be very shameless..."

 "That'... Then I'll take it. "