The letter left at the dock

When I came out of the police station, it was almost noon, and I was walking alone in the streets, having no appetite and no mood to do anything; In this world, the only thing that makes me feel comfortable is the midday sun, which is very warm and spicy on my body, and then makes me feel in a trance.

 I like this trance-like feeling, it makes me forget a lot of sad things, I feel like a walking tree, take a step, drop a leaf, the leaf is trouble, until there is only a bare branch left, even if I am honest with the world.

 I hope to be forgiven, to be forgiven by the world, and to be forgiven by Cha Xiaoqing... I don't have so much scheming, I don't have such a strong desire for materialism, I'm just a little stupid, so at an inopportune time, I said something I shouldn't have said.

 From beginning to end, I was honest with Cha Xiaoqing, and in front of her, I was a transparent person.

 ...

 At noon, I came to the pier again, I sat by the sea for a while, I didn't expect Cha Xiaoqing to come here, I just wanted to get some memories here.

 That day, I bought two birthday cakes, and we had a birthday together here with no banquet and no wine; It was the first time in my life that someone had celebrated my birthday in this way, and although it was a bitter feeling, it gave me a very subtle sense of security, and I knew that even in the wind and waves, there was a woman who would be with me at this pier.

 But today, when I knew that the man was Cha Xiaoqing's father, and when I watched Cha Xiaoqing get into his Bentley, I had a suspicion of myself, and I felt that the experience of these days was like a dream that was only half done and suddenly woke up.

 When I left the police station, the policeman surnamed Jiang told me that it was Cha Xiaoqing's father who repaid the 15 million bank loan in his own name and promised to give up asking the victim for the money.

 I saw the power of money, and I couldn't believe it even more, for a moment, Cha Xiaoqing thought about being my woman, in fact, if it weren't for such a catastrophe, we would never have had the opportunity to intersect in our lives, because we are not people of the same world at all.

 ...

 After a can of beer, I finally took out paper and pen from my bag, and I wrote a letter to Cha Xiaoqing, I felt that this was the only place where we went, and there was hope that she would come again, and I expected her to see it.

 "Xiaocha, I'm a year older than you, please allow me to call you that... I think that in this life, we may not have the opportunity to meet, so I don't want to leave such a disgraceful impression on you in the last time... I'm not the kind of person you think, I went to rent a car, full of thoughts about taking you to Fuzhou, but my parents called the police, of course, this is also my responsibility, it is I who failed to provide you with an absolutely safe environment, I really regret it... If I ever had the chance to meet you in my life, I would definitely apologize to you in person... I am also very grateful to you, because you are the first woman in this world to give me trust and warmth, and I, like you, cherish this feeling very much... I really hope you can see this letter, this is my phone number XXXXXX, look forward to you contacting me and give me a chance to explain... Aftertaste remains. "

 With a gentle "exhalation", I tucked the letter into the crack of the yacht door, if Cha Xiaoqing would come here, she would definitely see it, and this was my last hope.

 I don't want this experience to become a nightmare with regrets forever.

 I lay on the deck of the yacht, looked up at the blue sky, and muttered to myself, "I'm really happy for you to be free... If this is a deal with God, I must pay such a price, and I admit it! "

 ...

 When I left the pier, it was almost evening, and I ate a bowl of somen noodles at a nearby noodle restaurant, which was the only thing I had eaten that day.

 At night, Tang Guo asked me out for supper again, and I knew that she was worried about me.

 Although this is what happened to Cha Xiaoqing, I was indeed implicated, and even my life was greatly affected, I feel that there has been a serious rift between me and my family that cannot be repaired, I am more lonely than before, and my heart is dead!

 Tang Guo pushed a piece of seafood porridge in front of me, and then asked me again, "Is there any new progress in Cha Xiaoqing's matter?" "

 "She was wronged, and now she has been released on bail pending trial."

 Tang Guo had a disbelieving expression on her face, and she sighed: "It's impossible, if the police can issue a reward notice, it's not a trivial matter, how can she be released on bail pending trial?" "

 I asked rhetorically: "I said that she was wronged, since the investigation has been clear, why didn't the police release her?" "

 "I don't think it's that simple."

 "Her father repaid the loan owed to the bank for her, and promised not to pursue the victim's debt responsibility, the victim changed his story, and there was another suspect who went to the police station to turn himself in, and he took all the responsibility for injuring people and illegal lending, so Cha Xiaoqing could be released on bail pending trial."

 Tang Guo nodded first, and then said to me with a victorious expression: "I'm right, even if a rich person gets into trouble, there are a thousand ways to save himself, but you can't... Therefore, I advise you to stay away from Cha Xiaoqing in the future... Not all teas will have an aftertaste after drinking. "

 I frowned and repeated, "Isn't all tea aftertaste?"

 "Why, do you think my metaphor isn't graphic enough? ... If she hadn't shown up rashly, you wouldn't have been so stiff with your family... I advise you to be more understanding and understanding of your parents... I always feel that if a person has lost even his family relationship, then it is the saddest thing for him to live in the world! "

 I have mixed feelings in my heart, I don't know how to judge the right and wrong of this matter, I just feel regretful, if it wasn't for Lao Yu and my mother who chose to call the police, what kind of situation would it be now?

 I don't dare to hope that a woman like Cha Xiaoqing can be my girlfriend, but at least she won't hate me; Until this moment, when I think of the way she looks at me, I can't help but feel a chill on my body, and I can feel that kind of hatred, which is gritted and painful!

 "Aftertaste, why don't you speak?"

 "There's nothing to say, even if there is no Cha Xiaoqing, my family and I have always had such a relationship..." I said, lighting a cigarette and squinting and inhaling.

 Tang Guo looked at me, and after she was silent for a while, she said to me again: "Forget it, don't poke your sore spots... I asked you out for another thing... You get off work tomorrow and come with me to a client's house, and I made an appointment to see the car. "

 "What do you mean?"

 "This customer has a Range Rover licensed in 2015, and the old man Zhang is only willing to give people 750,000 yuan, and the customer thinks it is not worth it, so he does not sell it to him... I contacted him privately, and he said that the price in his heart was around 800,000, and if anyone could get this price, he would sell it... So, I want to take you to assess whether it's worth it or not. "

 I asked, "Which version of the Range Rover is this?" "

 "5.0, V8, Genesis Extended... The customer said that this car has always been used by his wife, so he didn't drive it much at all, and he didn't care about the 50,000 yuan, but he couldn't get used to the face of a profiteer. "

 I nodded and replied, "If there has been no accident, the market price is around 850,000, or even higher... With this kind of top-of-the-line luxury car, there is still a lot of room for ups and downs... If you meet a buyer customer who doesn't know much about used cars, it is possible to sell it for 1 million... However, it can't be said that the old Zhang Hei, after all, the cost of collecting the car is too high, and now the second-hand car market is sluggish, and it is difficult to say whether it can be sold in a year, and the car will be depreciated in the garage for a year. "

 Tang Guo didn't care about Da Lao Zhang's difficulties at all, she directly grasped the point and asked, "Do you have any customers there who want to buy Range Rover?" ... If you have, we'll make a difference from it, and no matter how much money you make, we'll share half of it. "

 "No, customers who can spend as fast as a million to buy a used car are really hard to find."

 "Come on, you just can't be ruthless to the elder Zhang, I still don't know you! ... I don't care, anyway, you get off work tomorrow and you have to accompany me. "

 "Okay, I'll go with you."

 ...

 After separating from Tang Guo, I went back to my residence; But even though it was late at night, I still didn't feel sleepy at all; As soon as I close my eyes, I am the shadow of Cha Xiaoqing; I always felt that there was still a smell of her in this room...

 It was her makeup and perfume that fell in the bathroom.

 I felt so uncomfortable that I picked up my phone and looked at it in a moment, hoping that she would see the letter I had left at the dock and contact me.

 ...

 I didn't make it to ... after all

 The next morning, I woke up to the vibrating sound of my phone... I couldn't wait to pick it up and look at it, but it was a reminder message from the bank, and I had more than 70,000 yuan in my account, which was a bonus after deducting taxes...

 My account has never been so rich, but I'm not happy at all.

 What I have to wait for is Cha Xiaoqing and her understanding.