Huddle together for warmth

Tang Ning was frightened by my extreme actions out of anger, and she looked at me with horror on her face, and I could imagine how hideous my expression was... I shouldn't have lost my temper in front of so many people, but I just can't control myself, it's a huge amount of 170,000 yuan! In order for Yu Lei to get married, they didn't even want to be cheeky... I was angry and miserable, I couldn't stand this family that had raised me, and it was so rotten to the roots... If Cha Xiaoqing remembered this money and wanted to be held responsible, he would be sentenced... They are not only rotten, but also ignorant, unprincipled speculation...

 I gasped heavily, I vented so that I could communicate with her sensibly when I answered the phone later, I had to make the nature of this matter clear to her, I didn't want to talk to her with a heart.

 I have already decided that my mother did this, because Lao Yu does not have such a big idea.

 After a few moments, the phone was finally connected, and she said to me, "If you don't call me, I was about to call you... Your brother is going to have a wedding with Zhao Lin next week, so you can take the time to go home. "

 "Let's not talk about that... I called you just to tell you that Cha Xiaoqing was released on bail pending trial, and the police have confirmed that she was wronged after a preliminary investigation. "

 The other end of the phone was stunned for a moment before saying, "This is a good thing, since there is nothing wrong with her, you will definitely not be implicated." "

 "Mom, I solemnly call you Mom, you yourself are a teacher who teaches and educates, and your moral standards should be higher than those set by ordinary people... But what you're doing really disappoints me... I don't mean anything else, I told you that Cha Xiaoqing was released on bail pending trial, that is, you have to weigh and weigh yourself... The money you took from me is no longer a muddy account, and Cha Xiaoqing now has the ability to hold him accountable... 170,000 is enough for a heavy sentence... If Cha Xiaoqing is really investigated, will I go to jail or will you go? "

 "Aftertaste, what do you mean by that... Do you still suspect that I took that money? "

 "Isn't it?"

 "If there is indeed this money, it is only possible that she will take it herself, and I will not take her money."

 I almost yelled, "Where can she get it?" ... Tell me, where would she get it in that situation? ... She didn't even dare to go out the door! ... Mom, there's no need for us to get this far... Let me ask you, where did Yu Lei get the money for the bride price for buying a house... This is not a small amount, how much money our family has, how many relatives and friends can borrow money, I know very well, you don't have to fool me. "

 There was silence on the other end of the line...

 I was desperate, and my heart felt like something had torn apart... I finally said to the other end of the line, "Okay, I don't want to say anything more to you... Being born into such a family was the biggest mistake I ever made in my life, but I couldn't choose... But for now, I'm going to choose for myself... I don't see a little hope or warmth in this family... I want to cut ties with this family completely... No matter what the consequences of these 170,000 will have in the future, it has nothing to do with you, and I will bear it alone... This is the last time I repay you for your nurturing kindness..."

 I hung up the phone, and then looked at the lighthouse in the distance distractedly, gradually, my eyes blurred, I saw some pictures of the past, in this picture, I am a lonely child, Lao Yu only knows how to gamble all day long, my mother seems to vent her hatred for Lao Yu to me, she will not beat me, but the eyes looking at me have been very cold, this cold violence is precisely the most terrible, it makes me withdrawn, become unconfident, this throughout my childhood, and continue to this day...

 At this moment, I seemed to be relieved, but it hurt my heart!

 ...

 Tang Ning made two cups of milk tea again and delivered them to the customer herself; When I returned, she sat down next to me, and I looked at her apologetically, but I didn't know what to say... I always feel that no matter how much pain I have, it's just my own, and I shouldn't tell anyone else, because there are never two people in this world who can empathize with me.

 I lit a cigarette and looked at the bus stop in the distance in a daze.

 "Stop smoking, drink milk tea, sweet things can make people happy."

 I turned my head to look at Tang Ning, who was already holding a cup of milk tea in her hand and was looking at me with a smile...

 I took another puff of the cigarette, and she pulled it out of my mouth and said with a frown, "I don't know exactly what happened, but I really don't like the way you are... If you're sad, you can tell me so I know how to make you happy. "

 I whispered back, "I'm not sad... I've never had it easier, can you believe it? "

 "I don't believe it... Your mood is already written on your face. "

 I smiled.

 After a period of silence, Tang Ning said to me again: "Listen to my sister, your family conflict is very big... Your pain must have been paid by your family, right? "

 "... In the future, I won't worry about this family anymore... Just now, I completely distanced myself from them, and I felt liberated. "

 Tang Ning looked at me with wide eyes, and she was speechless for a long time...

 Yes, those who have not experienced it may never be able to imagine that a person will completely cut off ties with the family that gave birth to him because of something... If it's not too much at home, it's because I'm too rebellious!

 "You... Why did you cut ties with your family? "

 "Disappointed... Maybe it's because I'm not tolerant enough, I remember your sister told me that I'm a person who looks enthusiastic, but I'm very cold at heart. "

 "She's not going to say that about you... Do you know? My sister is actually a very difficult person to get along with, and she doesn't have a close friend around her at all... But you're an exception... If you are really as cold as you say, how can my sister regard you as the most sincere friend? After a slight pause, Tang Ning said again: "My sister is very calculating, and she never wants to suffer... The fact that you can be friends with her is enough to prove that you are a very accommodating person! "

 "Really? ..."

 I lit another cigarette and took a puff... At this moment, my heart is filled with unspeakable loneliness, and my life seems to have suddenly lost its place, just like duckweed in the water, where the water goes, I will follow it.

 I lowered my head, Tang Ning gently pulled my arm, and said softly: "I don't know how to comfort you, but seeing you like this, I feel really sad in my heart!" "

 "I'm fine, this feeling of loss, everyone will have ... I'll just take it easy. "

 "Well, if you feel like you're right, you just let it go... It's a big city, and sometimes it can feel lonely, but don't be afraid, don't you still have me as a friend... You treat me as your own family, and I will also care about your well-being and whether you are doing well... In fact, as long as there are two people huddling together to keep warm, this city is not as terrible as imagined! "

 I looked at Tang Ning, and I couldn't tell what it was like, but she did say what I always wanted to say in my heart, which should be a kind of empathy that has been interpreted...

 I opened my mouth, but I still couldn't speak, but I smiled at Tang Ning, I was grateful to her from the bottom of my heart, and thanked her for giving me a trace of warmth at this time.

 "Aftertaste, do you know why my sister always feels that her life is particularly miserable?"

 "I don't know."

 "Her heart is too big and she wants too much, so she will never find the feeling that she can be in a group with someone to keep warm."

 Listening to Tang Ning say these words, I was a little surprised in my heart... She is actually not as simple as we see, she knows everything, but she is not used to fighting for ... Such a girl is a treasure! Because she is too sensible and sensible, she seems simple.

 I let out a soft "exhale" and finally felt a little better.

 Tang Ning stretched out her arms, stretched her body, and then said to me with a smile: "Don't talk about these unhappy things, let's enjoy today's results together, I just calculated, a total of three hundred and ninety-eight cups of milk tea were sold today, according to what I said before, I have to give you three hundred and ninety-eight yuan, you WeChat collect it." "

 "No, I'm just here to help."

 "Accept, must accept ..."

 Tang Ning said as she snatched the phone from me, opened WeChat, and accepted the money for me; Then, she smiled and said to me, "You're so lucky, aftertaste... Where can others find a boss like me? ... Not only does the salary give you a daily settlement, but I also care so much about your psychological construction, for fear that I will make you depressed! "

 I finally responded with a smile to Tang Ning, and said to her sincerely: "Thank you, it's really easy to chat with you." "

 "Thank you, you have to invite me to dinner."

 ...

 At half past eleven o'clock in the evening, the bubble tea shop closed for business, and I helped Tang Ning install the wooden doors one by one, and she helped me hold my coat...

 I thought: Although these are trivial things, they must be the newspaper group in her mouth to keep warm, right?!