Two faces

There is no light in this abandoned park, but the light that shines from a distance swayed, reflecting on my face for a while, and then falling on Cha Xiaoqing's face; I put my hands in my trouser pockets, and looked into the distance, and the light was coming from the sea, and the freighters, hidden behind the light, passed by silently, and sailed silently into the distance...

 Corresponding to this busyness was the silence between me and Cha Xiaoqing, I didn't think she would come here, and she should be the same.

 With a gentle breath, I finally opened my mouth and said to Cha Xiaoqing: "Although I haven't done anything wrong from beginning to end, I still thank you for letting me go... I never want to go into that place again. "

 "Did you really do nothing wrong?"

 At this time, I had completely calmed down, so my thinking became very clear, and I said to Cha Xiaoqing in a very calm tone: "Many things are well documented... That weekend, I went to the car rental company and rented a Magotan and wanted to accompany you to Fuzhou... The car rental company has my rental record... After you were taken away by the police, I was anxious like an ant on a hot pot, I didn't have any effective information, but I still drove to Fuzhou alone, trying to find that person for you, there is a dash cam in the car, the track can be seen, and I still have toll bills at the high-speed toll station at home... That's enough to make you believe, right? ... If I really want something from you, why should I go to the extra mile to rent a car? "

 "I only believe what I hear with my own ears..."

 "I want to see you, but I'm afraid that the police will suspect me, so I can only dispel his doubts by asking about the bonus... If you think about my situation at that time, I was walking on thin ice just like you... I did get that prize later... But ..."

 Cha Xiaoqing suddenly interrupted me, and she said, "You don't have to explain it to me. "

 "Why don't you let me explain?"

 "By the time I was willing to sign that mediation letter with you, I didn't care about the so-called truth... Like you, I thought it was a dream... A nightmare! "

 "Don't worry, I won't pester you... I feel relaxed now because I've told you all the things I've never had a chance to say... Tang Guo: She's right, the Cha Xiaoqing I know is not the real Cha Xiaoqing... Today, I had the privilege of seeing your true side... Ruthless, revenge will be avenged... Of course you don't want me to explain it to you... You're afraid I'll get close to you after I've explained it clearly... Especially after you've regained your freedom... You know how troublesome I am, and we don't belong to the same world in the first place, I can imagine what kind of relationships are in your world... You certainly don't want your friends and family to know that I am a person... But something did happen between us..."

 As I spoke, I pulled my hand out of my pocket, then pointed to the bench behind me and said, "Even in this place, you lean on me, and we talk about the future and life together... You must regret it when you think about these images now, right? ... How did you end up with a man like me? I'm not handsome enough, I don't have superior talent, and I have a messy family... You're a lady of the sky, you sold a Paramela and in the blink of an eye you drove a better Porsche 911... How can a person like me deserve to appear in your world! ... Right? "

 "You don't have to figure out what I'm thinking."

 "I didn't figure it out, it's all on the surface... Yes, I am indeed a man who does not have much to shine with, but I also have things that I want to stick to... Don't worry, I will never pester your tea Xiaoqing, let alone try to squeeze into your world... Because, although my world is small, it also has its interesting parts... I'm not unfamiliar with your drunken gold fans at all! "

 "You're good at saying things that are good for you..."

 Cha Xiaoqing let out such an exclamation, and I waited for her to continue, but she suddenly fell silent...

 I had the upper hand, and said to her again: "I still owe you 20,000 yuan, you can leave me a contact information... When I have saved enough, I will return it to you. "

 "No need."

 "You don't need to pay it back, it's your freedom... But you owe me, and I have to settle it with you... In order to give you the room, I rented a hotel outside for a week, and there was also the money for renting a car, and the cost of passing the highway... By the way, you also used my ex-girlfriend's sanitary napkin, if my ex-girlfriend finds it one day and settles accounts with me, how should I explain it to her? ... I'm the worst at explaining to others, so she'll definitely think there's something wrong with my character! "

 "I don't like it when you joke with me like that."

 "I don't think it's a joke at all... Because that's the logic of how you look at me as a person. "

 "You're really sick!"

 "I was annoyed and angry when I exposed the true face of your feminism?"

 Cha Xiaoqing didn't pay any more attention to me, she turned around and left... Of course I didn't go after her... I think it's good to break up so unhappily, Tang Guo is really prescient, this night, I saw another side of Cha Xiaoqing... So, the one who gave me all her tenderness was not her at all.

 Leaving the abandoned park, I wandered the streets for a long time, but I never found Lao Yu, and by the time I returned to my accommodation, it was already half past one in the middle of the night.

 I was so sleepy and tired that I was yawning when I opened the door, but I didn't want to think that Lao Yu actually went and returned, and was already asleep in bed.

 I don't know whether to cry or laugh, I just think this world is really too all-encompassing, not only is Lao Yu so unreliable, but also Tang Guo is a delicate egoist, as well as the simple Tang Ning, the two-faced Cha Xiaoqing... And what about me, what kind of person am I?

 My brain flashed suddenly, and then I began to think about it: In Cha Xiaoqing's eyes, do I also have two faces... What I said to her tonight was probably also subversive of her perception.

 I knew that Lao Yu was pretending to be asleep, so I simply fulfilled him, I didn't call him, I just sat on the recliner alone in a daze, I don't know where the 170,000 cash was put by Cha Xiaoqing... I even suspect that this is a bureau set up by Cha Xiaoqing in order to take revenge on me... But I feel that this guess is not very reliable, if she can get those policemen to cooperate with her to set up a situation, then she is really terrible.

 So, I was even more puzzled...

 The next morning, I went to the dock, the letter I had left was really gone, I can't describe how I felt, but I thought it was time to end the matter, and I probably wouldn't come back to the dock called "Fool", and I would forget the abandoned park.

 All in all, I will forget everything about Cha Xiaoqing and start a new life, but I don't know why, when a gust of sea breeze blows, I suddenly have a painful feeling that hurts my muscles and bones.

 I seem to have been used by Cha Xiaoqing!