Be honest with each other

The deeper the night, the deeper the seaside will be, this kind of profundity is not a kind of imprisonment, but will liberate people's minds, make people unconsciously think about something beyond the scope of life, such as, what is love?

 Is it a colorful butterfly? The peacock with the screen open? Or, just a feeling of ecstasy; Think pessimistically: maybe there is no real love in this world, because it is already a belief beyond life, and we live in a world piled up by desires, after all, we are just mortals.

 Therefore, I am very grateful to Cha Xiaoqing, it was she who gave me this feeling in this moment, even if it can't be eternal, I can spend the rest of my life reminiscing.

 I opened my clothes and let the sea breeze blow wantonly for a while, and I finally opened my mouth and said to Cha Xiaoqing beside me: "I'm really happy to hear what you are talking about... It's not like anything I've experienced before... Along the way, I've never met a woman of your type... We're a mistake, right? ... So, I always feel that all this is untrue, including the impression of you... This feeling is actually quite heart-wrenching... Once, I also fantasized about finding a beautiful, temperamental, and very good woman in all aspects to be my girlfriend, and this fantasy felt like falling in love with a fairy, but when such a woman really appeared in front of me... But I am very weak-hearted... I always feel that I am afraid that I will not be able to hold it... So, sometimes when you think about it, it's better not to touch it! ... Because, men and women, rich and poor, after all, there is still a deviation in the angle of looking at a thing, and I am really sober about this. "

 Cha Xiaoqing was silent, and when she was silent, I lit a cigarette for myself; No matter what the future holds, we can be regarded as honest with each other on this night by the sea... People always have to communicate, and if they don't communicate, how can they understand each other's thoughts.

 A cigarette, halfway through the smoke, I smiled, and then asked Cha Xiaoqing, "When are you going to Germany?" "

 "I'll leave when all the formalities for leaving the country are completed... Probably, a month or so. "

 "Are you really not going to go to Germany with me?"

 "You don't plan to stay in Xiamen... We all have different ideas and different things to do... Have you ever wondered why we have such a disagreement? "

 Cha Xiaoqing thought for a moment, and then replied: "The goals they pursue are different, aren't they?" "

 "That's a reason, guess... The root cause is because everyone's living environment is different. You definitely can't understand, why would I, a man, want to open a bubble tea shop, right? How valuable can a bubble tea shop be in your eyes... However, I dreamed that I could make my bubble tea shop sell 500 cups of milk tea a day, or even more; In this way, I will have an income of tens of thousands of yuan a month, and then I can consider buying a car for about 100,000 yuan, and I don't have to crowd the bus every day; In addition to this, I also want to change a place to live, my dad and I are crammed into a small house of more than 20 square meters every day, his living habits are not good, sleeping and snoring, I am about to be made a nervous breakdown, I have to rent a two-bedroom apartment... As for buying a house in Xiamen, it should be more than ten years later... Hehe, no way, that's how my life is... But, seriously, the restaurant you took me to today tasted really good, especially the Buddha jumping over the wall stewed rice you ordered for me at the end, I especially like to eat it... In other words, it's a Western restaurant, how can there be this dish? "

 "Seeing that you don't like Western food very much, I asked the waiter to go to the Fujian restaurant next door to buy it."

 I looked at Cha Xiaoqing, and couldn't help but have some red eyes, and then forced a smile again: "Don't be so nice to me, really!" ... My parents didn't care, what I liked to eat and what I didn't like to eat! "

 "If it's possible, I just want to be nice to you."

 "Hmm."

 This night, just like that, Cha Xiaoqing and I were separated at the "Fool's Wharf", we said that we would make an appointment another day, which was quite like a couple, but nothing substantive was done, and my current idea was very simple: I would accompany her until she went abroad.

 When I returned to my residence, Lao Yu had already slept, I tried not to make any movement, and after washing lightly, I lay down on the simple bunk, brewing a state of sleep.

 Thinking of those pictures with Cha Xiaoqing, my heart was very warm, and then I unconsciously raised the corners of my mouth and smiled...

 In fact, Cha Xiaoqing is still quite cute, especially some of her small movements, when she is bored, she will wrap her hands together, as if she is playing a game with herself; She doesn't seem to be indifferent, tonight, I saw her laugh a few times, she would pretend to be angry, and when I thought she was really angry, she would laugh again and say that I was stupid...

 And I should be someone who can make her happy, otherwise, she wouldn't stay with me for so long and won't leave... We met at seven o'clock and did not part until half-past twelve in the evening.

 After reminiscing like this for a while, the mobile phone that was put aside suddenly vibrate, and Lao Yu also turned over, I was afraid of waking up Lao Yu, so I hurriedly turned on the phone, it was a voice request sent to me by Tang Guo.

 When I got through, I lowered my voice as low as I could and asked, "Why are you calling me so late?" "

 "Can you come and pick me up... I... I seem to have drunk too much! "

 "You're either a fool or a fool... Do you know what time it is? ... You're drinking with your life! "

 Tang Guo on the other end of the phone yelled at me, "That's why I'm calling you... I don't feel at ease with others... Can you pick me up and take me home... I'm still a little sober at this point... You hurry up. "

 "You have so many fox friends and dogs, can no one send you?"

 Tang Guo was stupid at first, and then said to me sharply: "Are you not afraid that I will be slept with by others... You, you don't have to care about anything... I'm telling you, sitting with me right now... They all covet my beauty... None of them are good! "

 "Be quiet when you yell, and be careful that others beat you up."

 Tang Guo seemed to be angry, and she suddenly said loudly, "Don't touch my legs... I'm not drunk yet! "

 That's when I realized that she was talking to someone else... A friend must have been afraid that something would happen to her, so he hurriedly asked her, "What do you say about a place... I'll go pick you up right now. "

 ...

 After Tang Guo finished talking about the name of the place, he laughed again, I felt that I had been tricked by her, but I still put on my coat and prepared to go to her... Just think she's a troublesome friend, who made her feel better, and was really good to me!

 As soon as I opened the door, Lao Yu woke up, and he asked me in a daze, "It's so late, where are you going?" "

 "A friend drank too much, and I sent her back."

 ...

 Lao Yu "hummed" twice, and then said to me: "When you come back later, bring me something to eat... I had dinner early in the morning and was hungry again. "

 "What do you want to eat?"

 "Let's just the Lin Ji downstairs... You bring a bowl of seafood porridge back, his seafood porridge is delicious, you can get a plate of stew. "

 "Don't you look at what time it is, Lin Ji has already closed... I'll bring you a bowl of ramen, Lanzhou ramen is still open. "

 Lao Yu reluctantly replied: "It's also ... You ask the boss to put a little more beef fillet... I don't eat coriander, don't put coriander. "

 "Got it, you sleep a little longer, I'll be back in half an hour, and I'll call you then."

 I called a taxi, I came to the bar that Tang Guo said, and as soon as I arrived at the door, I was shocked, only to see two police cars parked outside the bar, and the alarm lights kept flashing...

 "Aftertaste ..."

 Hearing someone call me, I hurriedly turned my head to look and found Jiang Xiaokai sitting in the police car, he pressed the window, and held a half-smoked cigarette in his hand.

 I walked up to him, and he asked me again, "Why are you here?" "

 "There's a friend who is drinking here, and I'm coming to pick her up... What's going on inside? "

 "We've got reports that someone is taking drugs inside."

 My heart sank, and I was suddenly extremely disappointed in Tang Guo, what the is this!

 At this time, the police brought about seven or eight people out from inside, Jiang Xiaokai stabbed me with a walkie-talkie, and then asked, "Is there any friend of yours here?" "

 I hurriedly identified it, but I didn't find Tang Guo, so I breathed a sigh of relief, and I shook my head at Jiang Xiaokai, indicating that there was no. Jiang Xiaokai said to me with a straight face: "In the future, I advise your friends to come to this kind of place less, there are no serious people in it." "

 I nodded, Tang Guo didn't know where she came from, she looked drunk, and then said to Jiang Xiaokai viciously: "I'm here for a drink, why aren't you a serious person?" ... Are you police officers looking at people like this with colored glasses? "

 Jiang Xiaokai glanced at Tang Guo, and then smiled: "Did you see those people squatting on the ground, are you with them?" "

 "I don't know."

 "Just because you don't know it doesn't mean you're fine..." As he said, Jiang Xiaokai asked me again: "She is the friend you want to pick up?" "

 Jiang Xiaokai pushed his police hat with his hand, then pointed at Tang Guo with the walkie-talkie, and said to another policeman who was on a mission outside: "Xiao Li, take her to the bureau for a urine test, I suspect that she is also taking drugs." "

 I was dumbfounded... I don't know which one Jiang Xiaokai is playing... However, I didn't stop Jiang Xiaokai, because I also wanted to know what Tang Guo was doing in the bar.

 After this toss, it was already half past two in the middle of the night, and I waited in the police station until Tang Guo came out of the laboratory.

 She seemed to be much more sober, but the moment she saw me, she yelled at me again, "Your friend can't be a pervert, right?!" ... I just had a little bit of a drink at the bar... He actually dragged me to the police station for a urine test... Is he insulting my personality? "

 "Shut up for me... If you don't go to that kind of place, can he take you to the police station? ... Tang Guo, I have been wanting to talk about you for a long time... Are you going to die if you don't go to the bar? ... Can you live like a normal woman? ... I've seen it through, like you, in a TV series, you can't survive an episode... You're the one who wasted yourself alive! "

 Tang Guo looked at me, she was panting all the time, obviously hurt by my words, and I did use very derogatory words for her... But I don't regret it, I just want to wake her up and get rid of this bad habit.

 I don't understand why there is such a big gap between her and Cha Xiaoqing, which is not about money, but about the degree of self-love... Cha Xiaoqing already has such a good background, but he still wants to go to Germany to continue his studies and then improve himself; On the other hand, Tang Guo, what is she doing?

 After a while, Jiang Xiaokai finally came to Tang Guo's side and me, he was holding a test sheet in his hand and looking at me with a serious face, which made me feel very nervous, because I didn't know what the final result was!