The way to survive

Cha Xiaoqing handed the lollipop to me again, and I took it from her hand...

 Actually, eating lollipops in this room full of potion smell is not a very good experience, but I only took one bite and was soaked by the sweetness in my heart, which is the taste of sugar and the feeling I gave myself... For a woman with elegant manners, the most difficult thing is probably to do something that damages her image like climbing over the courtyard wall, but even so, she still came to see me, how could I not feel moved by this?

 Because there was still a peculiar smell on my body when I was rummaging through the garbage, I deliberately sat down quite far away from Cha Xiaoqing...

 Cha Xiaoqing took out a roasted sweet potato from his clothes and said to me, "Do you eat this?" "

 I couldn't help but sigh, "Are you a robot cat?" What else can you get out of that dress? "

 After I asked, Cha Xiaoqing took out the things from his inner pocket; Among them, there are lipsticks, powders, card hairpins, various bank cards and documents... The most amazing thing is that there is even a mahjong ...

 I sighed again: "You stuff so many things in your pocket, and your weight sinks to your stomach, no wonder you wrestle... Ask more, what's going on with your mahjong? "

 "This is not mahjong, this is a mini flashlight, which was given to me by a friend on my birthday, and it came in handy today."

 I took the mahjong over and looked at it, and it was really much bigger than the average mahjong, so I sighed again: "You are really armed to the teeth, especially like a spy!" "

 "So am I a robot cat, or a spy?"

 I thought about it for a moment, and then replied with certainty: "It's still a robot cat...

 "If the spy can fall even over a courtyard wall, then he really won't survive an episode in the TV series... Let's be a robot cat, carefree... It's too stressful to be a spy! "

 "Are you praising me or hurting me?"

 "Praise you."

 Cha Xiaoqing smiled, then handed me the roasted sweet potato and said, "Eat sweet potatoes." "

 After I took it from her, she looked at me with her chin in her hands, and suddenly she sighed and said to me, "I shouldn't have come here, but after reading the photos you posted, I knew you were lying to me... You said that you had a fever and were on a drip, but the rules and regulations of the photo said that it was a brain ward... When I came, I asked the nurse and found out that you had been beaten... What the hell is wrong with you? "

 I unconsciously opened my mouth, looking at Cha Xiaoqing on the surface, but my heart was full of indescribable surprise, I didn't expect her to be so detailed, nor did I expect that a seemingly inconspicuous photo would secretly reveal so much!

 I put down the roasted sweet potatoes and replied to her in a relaxed tone: "I have a bad temper and easily offend people, but it's not a big deal. "

 "Who have you offended?"

 "I can figure it out myself."

 "Isn't it my distant cousin, Cha Zhiming?"

 I looked at Cha Xiaoqing, not sure or denial...

 "Why?"

 Cha Xiaoqing whispered to me again: "When you asked me if I knew Cha Zhiming, I already had doubts in my heart, you wouldn't ask this person for no reason... Later, I asked, and my uncle really had an estate on the island... And he is a domineering person, saying that the milk tea industry on the island has been monopolized by him, and even the official does not approve the business license now, presumably your situation must be difficult, if you want to open a milk tea shop, you must challenge him, and this is how the conflict between you comes, right? "

 At this point, I had no need to hide it anymore, so I nodded and said to her, "Yes, but I won't give up because of such a setback." "

 "I know you're a man with a very tough personality, but is it really just a minor setback?"

 As she spoke, Cha Xiaoqing dragged my arm over and looked at it, it was full of bruises and swelling... Cha Xiaoqing was so unbearable that there were tears in his eyes...

 I smiled and said to her, "For me, this is a small setback, just like when I was a child, I would fight with people, and I would have a blue nose and swollen face at that time... Men and women are different, and for me, it's really commonplace. "

 "Okay, what are you going to do next?"

 "We're together, let's not talk about it... I'm going to open a bubble tea shop, so you'll treat me as a stubborn... Anyway, I've been like this since I was a child, and when I decided on one thing, I couldn't listen to other people's words at all, mostly because of this, my mother didn't treat me so much... Because everyone likes obedient people, but in this world, if there are all obedient people, then who will break the routine and who will make society progress? "

 After a deep groan, Cha Xiaoqing replied to me: "Out of selfishness, of course I don't want you to continue to open that bubble tea shop... But if you feel like it's something you have to do, I'd like to support you. "

 I nodded, and fell silent... But this night, I was satisfied, because Cha Xiaoqing came to see me.

 I just don't know what to do when she goes back... I always felt that her relationship with her father was not very good, and she was subject to her father everywhere, especially in the emotional area, otherwise she would not have been locked up because she was too close to me.

 In the morning, the doctor gave me a follow-up test, and after making sure I was okay, I went to pay my medical bills.

 I was about to be blown up, Tang Guo gave me five thousand yuan, instinctively for me to move, and in the end almost all of it was given to the hospital, and my hands immediately became tense again, counting the balance of all the cards, there was only more than a thousand yuan left.

 When I got back to my lodgings, I packed up my clothes, and I decided to go to the store, and then fight with the men who were hiding in the shadows; In the process, I found the black panties that Tang Guo left here... I couldn't help but think of the scene in front of me again, and then I felt confused.

 Although Tang Guo said that he would not let me be responsible, this has always been a hurdle in my heart, and I don't know whether I should confess to Cha Xiaoqing.

 If I don't confess, when I get along with her, I will feel very empty-hearted; But if you confess, it will seem like a lot of this, after all, we are not sure of the relationship...

 Sitting on the sofa and smoking a cigarette, I still decided to completely rot this matter in my stomach, because Cha Xiaoqing will go abroad soon, whether I say it or not, it doesn't make any sense.

 After making a decision, I woke up, at this time, I shouldn't go to enjoy Cha Xiaoqing, I should respect her.

 After packing up, Tang Guo called me, and after connecting, I eagerly asked her, "How is it, have you met Chen Linong?" "

 Tang Guo's voice was a little low: "See." "

 "What did he say after you told him?"

 "He didn't say anything, so he gave me two hundred dollars and asked me to buy some fruit for him to see you..."

 "He didn't say he wanted to meet me?"

 "Didn't say it... Aftertaste, I feel like you may have been overshadowed! "

 I exhaled heavily, and then replied: "Zhejiang people are shrewd, maybe he is just afraid of harming him, so he keeps his distance from me." "

 "I hope so, I'm afraid he's too shrewd."

 "... I'll go to the island later, talk to him again in the afternoon, and figure things out. "

 After ending the call with Tang Guo, I sat on the sofa for a while before picking up the pair of underwear she left behind and throwing it into the garbage basket.

 I just don't want to spend my energy on feelings, which can never be answered, what I am under now is the pressure of survival, which is the most terrible and the most abrasive!

 On the way to the island, I received a text message from Cha Xiaoqing, she said, "Be careful of Chen Linong. "

 A few simple words, but it makes my scalp feel numb, I didn't tell her the name Chen Linong, she can remind me like this, she must have inquired about something... Although I am not sure what role Chen Lenong played in the incident in which I was beaten, my heart is already cold...

 So, what is human nature?

 Why did it awaken the fear in my heart so much?

 I'm really scared, even more terrifying than facing a dozen punches that hit me yesterday!

 In a trance, I seemed to see myself, tore myself apart, and then added delicious spices and brought them to the devil's table to enjoy them... I've always thought I had social experience, but at this point, I still haven't figured out how to survive on the island!