I miss you.

Before eating with Uncle Wei, I went to the island alone, although I was disheartened because of Tang Guo, but I should still come to say goodbye to Tang Ning, Tang Ning is a good girl, I shouldn't have walked so quietly, and then gave her my suspicions, at least, I have to let her understand me.

 Today is the weekend, and there are a lot of tourists on the island, so I stood in the crowd and watched from afar...

 At this time, the milk tea shop already has business, tourists in twos and threes, while standing at the door of the store chatting, waiting for milk tea, Jin Can is not idle, after Tang Ning makes milk tea, he helps Tang Ning pack, although the action is not so skillful, but it can barely cope; Not only that, but the two of them would also take advantage of their leisure time to talk and laugh, looking happy, and I also smiled, but because I suddenly thought of Tang Guo, I couldn't laugh anymore.

 I have known Tang Guo for three years, and I used to think she was a very good woman, but recently I have become more and more ignorant of her, her three views are too strange, and even a little uncompromising, if she can succeed, I will doubt the world because of this...

 I think it's funny, she just betrayed me for her own future, and she looked at ease, but if you really want to say that she is a big traitor, it doesn't seem to be, so this person is very strange, so strange that I want to stay away!

 I walked in front of Tang Ning with my thoughts, she pointed to a few flower baskets at the door, and said to me with a smile: "Aftertaste, our bubble tea shop opened today, and my sister's friend sent a lot of flower baskets, isn't it quite open?" "

 "Very well, when you are not busy later, I will have a few words with you."

 "I've got one more cup of milk tea and I'm done, you wait."

 I nodded, sat down on a chair on the balcony, didn't light a cigarette, and looked out into the distance. Calculating the time, Cha Xiaoqing should also go to Germany at this time, I don't know what kind of life she will start there; But one thing, I'm pretty sure, she went to study abroad for the sake of progress, and I can't help but feel ashamed, what am I doing during this time? And am I doing all this to improve?

 In fact, at the moment when I decided to leave Xiamen, I have returned to the original starting point, when I stood at the fork in the road of life several times, my most correct choice should be to go to Tianjin, continue to be the person who is valued by the old Zhang, but unfortunately I missed it, all my current troubles are because I have no vision and foresight.

 ...

 After waiting like this for a while, Tang Ning finally got busy with the business at hand, she sat down opposite me, and then said to me in a happy tone: "Guess, this morning, how many cups of milk tea were sold in our bubble tea shop." "

 After a moment of silence, I whispered, "Tang Ning, in fact, I came to you to say goodbye... I'm going to leave Xiamen. "

 Tang Ning's expression suddenly froze, and she asked me, "Are you ready to ignore this bubble tea shop?" "

 "It's not about it, it's about quitting."

 "Isn't that worse than nothing... Why? You paid such a big price, we got the business license, and seeing that everything is going in a good direction, why should you quit!? "

 "The conflict between me and your sister can't be reconciled, so someone must quit... The business license is registered with my ID card, and you and I will go to the industrial and commercial bureau with me later to make a change. "

 "Are you stupid? Now a business license on the island can sell for a lot of money, you have to change it to me! "

 "We don't have to worry about this, if it's Tang Guo, it's hard to say, I won't let her take advantage of me again, so the business license can only be transferred to you."

 "What the hell is wrong with you two? I asked my sister, she said that you are tired, just rest and rest, but I don't think you are tired, more like discouragement! "

 It was only at this time that I lit a cigarette, and when I was about to halfway through it, I gently put my hand on Tang Ning's head, and said with a smile: "What I like the most is your simplicity and simplicity, no matter what you do in the future, you don't want to learn from your sister... Because, if she is too tired to live like that, she will be looked down upon... I'm such a person, calculating me, I don't want to take a second look, but if it's you, I feel no regrets about whatever I want to pay... Originally, I was worried that you wouldn't be able to do it alone, but now that Jin Can helps, I'm much more relieved, but in the future, you still have to hire one or two employees, and Jin Can's ambition is not in the bubble tea shop. "

 Tang Ning didn't seem to listen to my advice at all, my decision to leave made her look very flustered, she grabbed my sleeve, choked and said, "I won't let you go, if you're in a bad mood, I can accompany you out for a walk... You can go wherever you want. "

 ...

 "I want to go home."

 "Then I'll accompany you home."

 I felt very uncomfortable, so much so that I took another deep puff of cigarette before I said to Tang Ning: "These are two different things, you are a good bubble tea shop here, so as to live up to the amount we have paid in front of us... Let's go, let's go to the industrial and commercial bureau together and take our ID cards with us. "

 "I'm not going... No matter what you say, I won't go, your name will always be written on the business license. "

 At this time, another tourist came to buy milk tea, and Tang Ning had no choice but to leave temporarily... And I chose to leave quietly while she was making milk tea. Before leaving, I put the mobile phone that Cha Xiaoqing bought for me in the cabinet where the souvenirs were stored, this is the only physical object that Cha Xiaoqing gave me, and I want to leave it here.

 Because the so-called "left" is the legacy of everyone, and it is also my legacy.

 I think at the beginning, in order to get rid of me, Cha Xiaoqing dropped my mobile phone, and then lost me another one, I have always been ashamed, because it is much more expensive than my previous one, staying here is also a good destination, with my guilt and thoughts.

 I miss you, Cha Xiaoqing!

 If I could become the wind of freedom, I would follow the waves and blow to the other side of the sea to see you...

 On the boat leaving the island, I inserted my mobile phone card into the backup phone that I had never used, and then called Uncle Wei; We made an appointment to meet in a commercial street with a billiards club, and this was the last thing I had to do before leaving Xiamen.

 Uncle Wei is a big man, and he must also be a wise man, so it must not hurt to talk to him about the confusion of young people... It's a pity that I'm not Tang Guo, if it's a person like Tang Guo, I will definitely work hard, and then turn this relationship into a resource on my way forward. My thoughts are very simple, I don't want to get anything from Uncle Wei, I just talk to him about Cha Xiaoqing and express my gratitude at the same time.

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