Facing reality

I slept for 13 hours when I woke up I found my grandfather and Hamel eating breakfast I sat with them and started eating and my grandfather told me

"Just take a break this days."

I was psychologically tired after what I saw and remembered, so I did not answer him and finished eating and went back to bed and kept thinking to myself about that vision and I started imagining scenarios in my head about killing my father in my world and killing the person who pushed me

I found myself losing interest in life and went into a deep depression for 10 days.

Then finally I went out of the house to take a little walk. I saw my face in the river water. I found that my eyes had become black from all the worry. So I tried to do some exercises. I completed half of them. Then I sat on the edge of the mountain. I jumped and tried to commit suicide. When I was close to arriving, I heard my grandfather's voice from my previous life telling me to live for yourself.

I remembered everything that happened to me in the past, as if the tape of my past life and suffering flashed before me.

I adjusted my body until I got down without any damage. At first I was shocked by the strength of my body that I had reached. Despite this, I had not jumped from the edge of a giant mountain to be that surprised. However, I felt that my grandfather's words had affected me, and I decided to complete the rest of the exercises.

I was able to finish reading the last book and thus the fourth month out of six was completed. I finished all the books in the library and decided to return to the waterfall and face reality. Before I left, I told my grandfather that I might be late in returning. He looked at me with a smile and said:

"Good luck"

I reached the waterfall and the flow of water was stronger than the water as if the waterfall sensed me. I sat in a meditative position and became immersed in thought.

I met myself in the form of Tatsuya and he said to me

"You're back so what did you decide to do?"

I answered

"I decided to face the truth about myself and decide what to do."

He looked shocked at first and said,

"What's your choice?"

So I said

"I will build a teleportation machine to return to Tokyo and I will take revenge for my old self but I will return here because I am no longer Tatsuya Takumi and I have nothing left in that world except revenge and here I found a place with a beautiful family and my parents here love me and are proud of me"

"What and what about our father"

"That person no longer matters to me, I forgot about him a long time ago, just like he did."

"Not everyone who makes us suffer should be killed."

"Understand that in this world, as long as people have forgotten you, do the same and do not be like the dog that follows the person who passes in front of him as if he will give him something to eat."

"What?"

"Be a wolf that preys on your enemies, and be cunning like a fox to reveal the true nature of your enemies, and be a lion that looks at your enemies with contempt while preying on them."

"But what about our mother? He betrayed her right after she died."

"You say this as if I can change reality. God gave us freedom of thought, expression, and action. That's why everyone is responsible for their actions, no matter what. That's why I, Tatsuya Takumi, and Aaron Lionheart, will protect my family and loved ones and will not forgive anyone who puts them in danger."

(Tears falling)

"What am I hiding from? Won't you face me?"

"I did not come to face the truth, but I came to accept it. You are me and I am you, and I cannot change this reality. If I could, I would not have done so."

(Hug)

"Thank you very much"

(Smile)

"You're welcome"

(disappearance)

After I finished facing this truth, I entered the depths of the dimensions of thought, a place called the cradle of mana, a place that allows me to see my core, the flow of mana in my body, and my vital points.

The mana core was tightly sealed and only small amounts of mana were entering, causing my body to quickly run out of it due to its scarcity. I had to break the cover, but not forcefully, so that the core wouldn't explode.

That's why I had to open the stone cover of the core, where I would open a small hole for the mana to come out in a big way. After it came out, the stone cover would explode and the core would release more mana.

I made a spirit sword and gathered power into it and started hitting the stone hard because of its hardness after it broke the mana started to come out with greater force

But it created a huge hole in the chamber causing huge amounts of mana to come out until it dragged me.

But since it was too late, I decided to distribute this surplus to a degree that would prevent my body from exploding.

I started using the ice element on all my vital points to receive the excess mana and attract a certain amount and it started to work until I saw the rest of the excess mana rising to the brain

I flew right before the surplus and tried to freeze the pre-brain range but thought the brain was overheating from giving it orders so I tried to create new vital points near the brain to increase the accuracy power and at the same time spend the surplus production

After I put most of the new points and the last one was to increase the size of the point in the eyes and ears and the mana entered and filled the brain and my plan succeeded but I found a lot of surplus mana that went to the ear and eyes points and a beam appeared and I woke up

And when I woke up I started hearing the sounds of birds and the wind and all the things that make a sound I tried hard to control my ears and I did that with difficulty but my eyes were still closed and when I opened my eyes I found my eyes looking at a far place after what happened to my eyes I concluded that my eyes had started to see far places

So I did the same process but with my eyes and when I saw my face in the water I saw my pupils turned white as if I was in a flow then they went back to blue and when I got back to the hut I discovered that I had been in meditation for 5 days