Miho was right that she slept well that night.
She slept like a baby, deeper than she had done on any night leading up to the big job.
I, on the other hand, struggled.
I really struggled.
I was exhausted, and completely drained physically, mentally, and emotionally.
Yet, every time I closed my eyes all I could see was the bloodshed of the night at Club Volta.
I relived every single moment of the night again and again. Every stab, every slash, every fallen body. And it all ended with the lullaby of Miho and Detective Choi's dead body on the ground.
Even in this safe house of Shin, I no longer felt safe. Perhaps there were no outside dangers heading our way, but the inescapable violence was now engraved in my mind. I knew I would probably never be able to erase these images from my mind again. And I wondered what kind of a monster I must be to be able to live a normal life with these memories.