Chapter 12

This is all new to me. Can I keep up? He's kissing every inch of my body, I don't even know what to do. Should I kiss his body too or just stay still? There's no affection in his touch, just pure desire like a wild animal and I don't think I'm enjoying any bit of it, it hurts so bad. Am I a sex slave? No If I were a sex slave, he wouldnt marry me, would he?

"What are you thinking?", his deep voice whispered against my ear. I just layed still on the bed like a dead body. I wasn't comfortable with how rough he was with me especially with the fact that I hadn't experienced all this before.

"N-nothing", I said as my voice cracked. His face was buried in the crook of my neck but when he heard my voice, he stopped to look at me. My eyes were welling up with tears as I tried to hold them back by swallowing my saliva countless times but it wasn't working.

Tears started to stream down the corners of my eyes as my lips quivered. His eyes widened as he stared at me silently. He took his hands away from my body after seeing my pitiful state. I sniffled as I stared at him, trying to clean the tears on my face but it only got worse.

"Why?", he asked pulling me up by my shoulders to sit. I sniffled, trying to build the resolve to answer him.

I stared at my wrist which had a sore spot which he had sucked on, it was dark like an injury.

"N-nothing sir", I stuttered looking away, trying to avoid his gaze.

"Speak up", he commanded but in a low tone.

"I just... I'm not used to this, you are being rough", I finally managed to say as I covered my chest with my hands.

"I know. I thought you were enjoying it", he said as lines appeared on his forehead.

He stood up immediately and put on his robe, looking away from me.

"Dress up and go to your room", he said sternly. He was cold again. Did I offend him?

I apologized but he only repeated his command once again still looking away from me who was sitted on the bed.

I slowly stood up and put on my robe, I looked at him again before slowly walking to the door and pulling it open.

I looked back at him for the last time before closing the door behind me. I had no right to make him feel that way, I hope he won't send me back. Mr Arnold will punish me if he does.

I sat on my bed slowly reminiscing about what happened earlier in his room. No doubt it felt good at the beginning but as time went on, he started becoming very rough as he kissed my body and sucked my nipples to the extent it hurts. I couldn't take it anymore and it caused me to cry. I didn't mean to make him angry.

As I layed on the bed gently, I felt my empty skin under my robe. I jumped up immediately and untied my robe, my panties.

I didn't put on my panties, I forgot it in his room. I screamed inwardly as I rested my hands on my face.

What if he sees it? Oh my word. I need to go back.

I cleaned underneath my eyes which still had some leftover tears and opened my door but as I was about to step out, I bumped into someone.

"Y-your highness...." He was standing there in front of my door with my panties in his hand. He was holding it so tightly that the sight made my cheeks flush.

"I wanted to come and get this, your highness", I tried reaching out to collect it from him but he moved it away and put his hands over his head.

Is he serious right now? Why is he doing this? My dignityyyy T^T

"You want this?", he bent so he could reach my height. I nodded meekly with my head facing down.

"Look at me Eliana", he commanded as he lifted my chin up with his index finger making me look at him.

"Did I hurt you back there?", his deep voice was dripping with vanilla essence, his eyes looked calm and kinda puppy-ish.

I nodded slowly as I looked into his eyes that seemed to be calling my soul. It looked like it was going to undress me with just a blink.

"That's how I am. You're just gonna have to take it like a good girl, okay?", he said with his face Just inches away from mine. I swallowed hard as the message was sent to my brain. So I have to deal with his rough nature?

"You'll learn to enjoy it, okay? You'll beg for more, I promise. Just don't cry like that in front of me again", he looked like he was trying to persuade a judge to pardon him.

I nodded slowly. He's my owner and I have to obey him no matter what he asked. He let go off my chin and looked at my panties in his hand before looking back at me with a smirk.

He took it close to his nose and sniffed it slowly before burying it in his face and sniffing it deeply while still staring at me with those dark eyes that seemed inviting like he was sending a secret message.. My jaw dropped at the sight and I looked away in Shame.

He opened my hand and dropped it in my palm.

"That'll be you next, Eliana", he whispered in my ear as his hot breathe caressed my skin..

I immediately had flash backs of his lips on my body and his hands doing wonders to me.

Even if it eventually became painful, it was kinda pleasant especially the noises he made, his groans with that deep voice that seemed to hypnotize me. This Greek god, so seductive and commanding. I kinda want those lips on my body again and that huge hands cupping my breasts.

I swallowed hard as I stared at him who still had a wicked grin on his face. He grabbed my neck harshly and pushed me into my room with a good night and closed the door leaving me standing there alone in confusion. Did he really just grab my neck? What the fuck. Everything he did was just too erotic. "I need some sleep" I whispered to myself before I stared at my panties in my hand as my face heated up again, arghhhhh I need a break.