Lena's mind raced as she stood alone in the center of the command room. The soft hum of the core beside her was a constant reminder of what she had become—what she was still becoming. Every day it was harder to see herself clearly, as though the edges of her identity were slipping into shadow. She felt like a stranger in her own skin.
The core pulsed with its eerie rhythm, whispering to her in ways she couldn't ignore. It had become part of her, both a tool and a weight around her neck. Every decision she made now was influenced by its power, and every time she used it, it felt like a piece of her was being consumed.
Is this who I was meant to be? she thought, her heart heavy with uncertainty. Am I supposed to sacrifice everything—myself, my humanity—for this war?
The door to the command room opened, and Elias stepped inside. His expression was strained, as though he, too, was carrying a weight far too heavy for one person. But his eyes softened when they met hers, and for a moment, it felt like the world outside didn't matter.
"Lena," he said quietly, moving toward her. "We need to talk."
Lena didn't move. Her gaze stayed fixed on the core. She couldn't bring herself to look at him fully—couldn't bring herself to face the man she loved when she was unsure of who she even was anymore.
"What is it, Elias?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper, betraying the exhaustion she felt deep within.
Elias came to stand beside her, his hand reaching out to touch hers. He was always the one to bring her back from the edge, to offer a sense of stability when everything seemed to be falling apart. But even now, his presence couldn't erase the weight of what she had become.
"I know it's hard," he said softly, his voice thick with concern. "But you're not alone in this fight. You don't have to do this by yourself."
Lena pulled her hand away, unable to meet his eyes. "I don't know how much longer I can hold on, Elias. The core is changing me. Every time I use it, I feel like I'm slipping further away from the person I used to be."
Elias's face fell, and he gently placed his hand on her shoulder, grounding her with his touch. "I don't want to lose you to this, Lena. We're all in this together, but I need you to fight for yourself too. You can't sacrifice everything just to win."
Lena bit her lip, fighting back tears. She was so tired. So overwhelmed by the weight of her choices, by the constant pressure of being the one everyone depended on. She had always been the one to carry the burden, to stand strong for others. But now, with the war nearing its breaking point, she was unsure of whether she could carry it any longer.
"I'm afraid, Elias," she whispered, her voice trembling. "I'm afraid I'm already lost."
Elias pulled her into an embrace, holding her tightly as she buried her face in his chest. He didn't speak, just held her, offering what little comfort he could.
But as Lena clung to him, she knew the truth: the core's power was slowly consuming her. And no matter how much Elias wanted to help, the real fight was within her.