The days that followed were a blur of meetings, military strategy, and diplomatic talks. Lena's mind was never truly present in any of it. Every time she made a decision, every time she gave an order, she felt the weight of the core pressing down on her. It was like a voice in the back of her mind, whispering its promises of victory and power, but also reminding her of what it was costing her.
The alliance had noticed. They saw the strain in her eyes, the hesitation in her actions. The once-confident leader who had inspired so many was beginning to falter, and they were starting to question whether she was still fit to lead them into the final battle.
At the council table, the mood was tense. The leaders of the allied factions sat around the table, their eyes all on Lena. There were no words for the elephant in the room—the uncertainty about her leadership. The core had become more than just a tool for war; it was a symbol of everything Lena was now.
"What are we doing, Lena?" General Jorvik of the Gorr'Kai spoke bluntly, his voice cutting through the silence. "Every time we get reports from the frontlines, the strategy changes. We can't keep up. We need certainty, not someone who's playing with fire."
Zhen'ara, the Zenth leader, shot him a sharp look. "That's not fair, Jorvik. Lena's been the one pushing us forward. She's still our best chance at victory."
But Jorvik wasn't finished. "Is she, though? Every time she uses that core, it changes her. We've all seen it. The question is, how much of her is left to lead us?"
Lena flinched, the weight of his words hitting her harder than she expected. She had tried to hide it, tried to keep up the facade of strength, but the cracks were showing. And the alliance was starting to feel it.
"I'm still here," Lena said, her voice cold and distant. "And I'm still the one who can end this war. But the core—"
"The core is warping you," Jorvik interrupted, his tone unforgiving. "And we need to make a choice. Do we continue to follow you into oblivion, or do we find another way?"
Lena's pulse quickened as the pressure of the moment mounted. The room seemed to close in on her, and for a moment, all she could hear was the heartbeat of the core, pulsing in the back of her mind.
Her mind flashed to Elias's words: You're still you. But was she? Was the person she used to be still there? Could she ever return to her old self, or was she already too far gone?
"I'm not asking you to follow me blindly," Lena said, her voice a bit stronger now. "But I'm still the one who knows how to end this. I've sacrificed too much to back down now."
There was a heavy silence in the room as the leaders exchanged glances, their doubt hanging thick in the air.
Finally, Zhen'ara spoke, her voice quiet but firm. "We've always followed you, Lena. But the cost is high. We'll stand with you, but you need to find a way to keep the core from consuming you. For the sake of all of us."
Lena nodded slowly, her heart sinking. She had no answers—only the weight of the decisions ahead, and the fear that the very thing meant to save them might be the one to destroy them all