As the fleet turned toward a designated neutral zone, Lena retreated to her quarters, the weight of command pressing down on her shoulders. The soft hum of the ship was the only sound as she sat at her desk, staring out the viewport at the distant stars. Her hands gripped the edges of the table as the full emotional toll of the day began to wash over her.
The victory should have felt exhilarating. The Alliance had scored a decisive blow, but it was hard to celebrate when so many lives had been lost. In the heat of battle, she had been focused on the strategies, the quick decisions that had to be made. But now, in the quiet aftermath, it was all too real. The faces of the fallen haunted her thoughts. The people she had commanded, the sacrifices they had made... was it worth it?
She heard a soft knock at the door, and Lena didn't need to look up to know who it was.
"Come in," she said, her voice barely above a whisper.
Tavon stepped into the room, his expression one of concern. He had seen her like this before—cold, withdrawn, after difficult decisions. He knew the cost of being a leader, but it didn't make it easier to witness the toll it took on her.
"We've established a temporary base at the neutral zone. Repairs are underway, but it will take a few days to get the fleet back into fighting shape," Tavon reported. "And, well... the council is asking for you to make a statement to the fleet. Morale is low."
Lena closed her eyes, pinching the bridge of her nose. Morale. She had always known this was coming, the pressure to inspire and lead with a sense of hope. But after so many battles, the victories often felt hollow. What could she say to them that would make it better?
"I don't have words right now," she said softly. "I don't think there's anything I can say that will make any of this feel better."
Tavon hesitated but then walked over and placed a hand on her shoulder. "You don't have to be perfect, Lena. You don't have to make everyone feel better. Just... be real with them. Let them know you feel this too. They'll follow you if you're genuine."
Lena nodded, appreciating Tavon's support, even though part of her wanted to push it away. Being real with her crew, with the soldiers who followed her, felt like an enormous weight. But she knew Tavon was right. They didn't need her to be infallible; they needed her to lead with truth.