chapter 7-knowledge is key

Chapter 7-

On one specific night,the movements became more hence I called Steve and requested that he came over.within a blink of an eye Steve was already on our door step and I felt relieved .I was impressed by his dedication since he did not waste any time,to my perspective he left whatsoever he was doing just to come and protect us.Steve told me jokes until I felt asleep and for the first time in a long time I managed to sleep well,I was reminded of when our father was still alive.father was our protector and we felt safe whenever he was around.father was a calm man but once someone would try to mess with us he would immediately change in to a beast.

From that time Steve would normally come over every night whenever my mother was away with my sister.Still my mother did not know that Steve would sometimes come over because I did not tell her and my sister would be asleep by the time he came,I guess I assumed he already discussed with her.steve would normally sleep on our couch the rest of the night and go early in the morning.what was odd is that the sounds and movements stopped just when Steve came more often,I guess it's feared him, whatever it was knew of Steve presence.

Steve and I grew closer and closer even during the day,we had a bond and we would normally spend sometime together after school whenever our mother was not around..he taught me how to drive.He would normally give me advice about life.I felt protected,it's was as if another version of my father had came back but only this time he was more attentive.we would normally hug whenever we would depart.Its was normal to me because I saw him as my father until he kissed me.its was mushy and I felt a bit of his saliva on the tip of my lips.its was watery!

Steve kissed me and I did not know how to act,what to think all I knew was that it's felt uncomfortable.I became clumsy, perplexed and I ran back home.I ran so hard I landed right in front of our door.I remember standing for a while there in front of our door before I could enter.I was trying to understand what had just happened and probably calm myself down abit.

My family did notice that I was a bit off but assumed,I'm just being moody since I would normally be moody when ever I was on my period.i spent the night thinking.i was constantly touching my lips,I did not know anything about romance because my parents never kissed in our presence and we were always watching cartoons.

To me Steve was my role model,I could not think this could be wrong in anyway because Steve never did anything wrong,and I was kind of feeling funny,it's somehow felt nice.

The following morning I decided to tell my family I was sick so that I would not go to school and process everything.They left me home all alone,but on their way they came across Steve and he asked them about me.They told him I'm home alone and that gave him an idea.

Steve decided to come to my home,to him there was no problem since people knew that he would occasionally come .He came carrying chocolate and alcohol.He knocked on the door and I was clueless who it might be ,I did not expect it could be him and to my surprise it was him.

I was speechless,I remember standing there in my pyjamas,mouth half way opened and eyes wild open.'Can I come in'he requested.I opened the door even more and he came in.'your family said you are sick?'he asked.i nodded.'Are you really sick or is it about yesterday?'.yerstaday?I asked while pretending like I had no clue about what he was talking about.'felicia I kissed you,in fact I want us to talk about it,I think you are beautiful and I want to make you mine'he said.

I felt even more shy than I had already felt.as I was still processing what's going on he came closer he continued to persuade me.He told me he wants to officially be my protector,he want to eliminate all our family problems and all I have to do is to trust him.He said he promised my father that he will take good care of all of us in return he can choose any of us to be his wife and him he thought of me since I was clever and more beautiful.

Those words got me blushing and I finally agreed,he poured alcohol for us to celebrate,he then told me that since now I'm his I have to proof him by making him happy.

I nodded while unaware of the next act.

Steve undressed me,he laid me on my father's sofa.Steve molested me,Steve rape me,and I had given him the permission.i did not know that he had rape me,for me I had fallen in love.Steve insisted that I don't tell anyone about our relationship since they would be jealous since everyone wanted him and I believed him .He wasn't wrong most were crazy in love with him.He promised we will tell them as soon as I turned eighteen since I was sixteen at that time which was so naive of me.

All never seemed odd to me ,I felt like I was killing two birds with one stone.paying tribute to my father and getting unlimited financial independence for my family.To me it's was a victory.my family could no longer be stress since now I have stable income from Steve.All I wanted was for them to be happy.