chapter 7-knowledge is key

Chapter 7-

Still my mother did not know that Steve would sometimes come over because I did not tell her and my sister would be asleep by the time he came,I guess I assumed he already discussed with her.steve would normally sleep on our couch the rest of the night and go early in the morning.

Steve and I grew closer and closer..he taught me how to drive.He would normally give me advice.I felt protected,it's was as if another version of my father had came back but only this time he was more attentive.we would normally hug but one time he kissed me.

Steve kissed me,I did not know how to act,what to think all I knew was that it's felt uncomfortable.I became clumsy, perplexed and I ran back home.I ran so hard I landed right in front of our door.I remember standing for a while there trying to understand what had just happened.

My family did notice that I was a bit off but assumed,I'm just being moody.i spent the night thinking.i was constantly touching my lips,I did not know anything about romance because my parents never kissed in our presence and we were always watching cartoons.

To me Steve was my role model,I could not think this could be wrong in anyway because Steve never did anything wrong,and I was kind of feeling funny,it's somehow felt nice.

The following morning I decided to tell my family I was sick so that I would not go to school and process everything.They left me home all alone,but on their way they came across Steve and he asked them about me.They told him I'm home alone and that gave him an idea.

Steve decided to come to my home,to him there was no problem since people knew that he would occasionally come .He came carrying chocolate and alcohol.He knocked on the door and I was clueless who it might be ,I did not expect it could be him and to my surprise it was him.

I was speechless,I remember standing there in my pyjamas,mouth half way opened and eyes wild open.'Can I come in'he requested.I opened the door even more and he came in.'your family said you are sick?'he asked.i nodded.'Are you really sick or is it about yesterday?'.yerstaday?I asked while pretending like I have no clue about what he was talking about.'felicia I kissed you,in fact I want us to talk about it,I think you are beautiful and I want to make you mine'he said.

I felt even more shy than I had already felt.as I was still processing what's going on he came closer he continued to persuade me.He told me he wants to officially be my protector,he want to eliminate all our family problems and all I have to do is to trust him.He said he promised my father that he will take good care of all of us in return he can choose any of us to be his wife and him he thought of me since I was clever and more beautiful.

Those words got me blushing and I finally agreed,he poured alcohol for us to celebrate,he then told me that since now I'm his I have to proof him by making him happy.

I nodded while unaware of the next act.

Steve undressed me,Steve molested me,Steve rape me,and I had given him the permission.i did not know that he had rape me,for me I had fallen in love.Steve insisted that I don't tell anyone about our relationship since they would be jealous since everyone wanted him and he wasn't wrong most were crazy in love.He promised we will tell them as soon as I turned eighteen since I was sixteen at that time.

All never seemed odd to me ,I felt like I was killing two birds with one stone.paying tribute to my father and getting unlimited financial independence for my family.