chapter 16-i shall find you

Since the two men insisted on joining us ,we did not want to prolong it any Futher since it's was starting to attract attention from the rest of the room,we ended up agreeing to their plea.we were curious as to why they wanted to join us.The room was full of people of different genders and nationalities we would have assumed that they would have been eager to join any of the other people.we were considered successful women but those two men were definitely out of our league,they were classier than us.probably even monied than us.Hence we gaze at them trying to figure out what could have been their intention.

They requested the waiter to add two chairs to the table so to accomodate them.

Before they could introduce themselves we already knew that they were not from Africa as much as there are Africans who are considered white by the north,them they were whiter.Their style described their roots,their hair was very flawless and long.They were dressed in three piece suits which had cloth on their blazers pocket.

They each introduced them selves as friends from the united kingdom.They had been on the cruise because they had came to explore Africa.They were both business men,each specialising in different industries.

The fact that they were from afar did not interest us at all especially because now we were obligated to communicate in a forean language which is something we had not planned for our dinner date.we had have enough of communicating in a language that wasn't our native one back at home.for us we were out and having fun.the vacation was our chance to bond and enjoy our company.

Matt and John was their names.They sat on each of our side and started ordering food just after we had all introduced ourselves to each other.All along me and Lisa were just watching on and waiting to see what could they be on to.

To our suprise they aet their food while we all had a casual conversation .They never brought out any significant topic,they were just cool dudes asking general questions about our whereabouts and stay at the cruise.we had a lovely time unexpectly.

We later departed from the restaurant in separate ways.matt and John we assumed that they went to sleep whilst Lisa and I took a walk by the pool.during this time we were scouting for a good place for us to gossip about what had just happened.There wasn't much to it but since me and Lisa never miss out on an opportunity we were ready to iron it out right away.

Lisa was more intrigued by them than I was,for me I just saw random people as long as they did not make me feel uncomfortable let alone touch me then I would have been more sensitive.After some few years of taking therapy I was able to differentiate between Normal and uncomfortable.Hence I wasn't as tricked as I would have been before after we had experienced what we had experienced as a family.

As a family we decided to distance ourselves as much as it was possible from men.its was not just a matter of feeling unsafe only but to regain our strength, probably even wisen up abit so that we can be clever enough to predict what was to come in terms of dealing with men.

We finally got a cool place to chill at.its was by the jacuzzi.since it's was a first night there were no people hence we felt comfortable taking the spot.That is when we managed to talk and reflect on our journeys.Lisa and I disclosed alot that night about our selves.

Lisa expressed her fears to me which she constantly reflected on.Something that did not just only affected her but her entire family as a whole.They were a happy family in the eyes of everyone until one had to dive in to their personal life.I realised that each family had their own skeletons and we were all just roaming around trying to keep a straight face and act strong.truth is majority of us were dying inside.

Lisa's parents whom we all considered privileged and loved birds were not what we thought they were.Lisa's father was a cheater from his young age,he was a lady's men.Lisa's mother was aware of this and she kept on forgiving him for his actions with the hope that he will change but he never did.The situation made Lisa's mother very angry,she felt very lonely hence she got comfort from Lisa uncle who was a brother to his father.

Lisa's mother started not paying attention to her father.she enjoyed the company of his brother.As they were meeting and enjoying each others company Lisa's father caught them in his house.

He was furious,he was puzzled.Dissapointment was written all over his face,he couldn't bare to see his brother together with his wife in acts which were only Destined for him.what tricked him even more was the fact that his wife had finally betrayed him.He could have never anticipated this.He trusted his dear wife whole heartedly.

He quickly grab his brother out and away of his wife and that is when they realised that he had finally caught them.Lisa's father punched and kicked his brother.on the face,on the butt,on all limbs and sides.Lisa's mother screamed in terror.she knew her husband anger issues,she knew how he idolised his brother.

At that moment she did not know what to do hence she was grabbing and finding behind the sheets which they had laid apon whilst in their complete nakedness.joining in wasn't an option ,who was she to defend because she was now in love with both.she again feared for her life in that room,both those men were related hence they could come to terms sooner or later.Her she was just a random girl who married into the family .