chapter 5

"thump thump thump" was the sound of my heart, I couldn't believe what I saw my mouth widen at the site of what I saw, hot tears started falling from my face, the butterflies in my stomach were replaced by knots, why do I always have to experience pain why does it have to be me I looked over again still trying to think if it was a dream Lucas who I had trusted so much is now on top of a bitch having fun of his life carried away, I hold my mouth trying to suppress the scream that was threatening to come out od my lips I shaked nervously I tried to move but couldn't, I didn't want him to see me in this state he doesn't deserve me no one does, he was busy groaning and enjoying the s*x of his life, I decided to leave without him knowing but I stumbled on the floor.

He quickly looked at the direction he heard the sound and saw me, there was shock written all over his body I quickly looked away because I didn't want him too see my tears "who's that baby" the lady spoke in Italy "oh she, oh yh that's my cousin Mabel, gimme a minute I'll talk to her" I was so shocked he addressed me as his cousin how cruel, my tears increased this time I couldn't hold my pain anymore "Thomas how could you, why did you lie to me, me your cousin" I said "what going on here, Antonio, and who's Thomas" this shocked me more as the very beautiful lady said still stark naked "don't worry baby, just gimme a minute I'll take care of her" Thomas told the lady and gave her a peck on the head before he looked alup to me and said "follow me" for real I didn't want to follow him but I needed explanation, I wanted him to explain and by the way the lady called him Antonio was I having a hearing problem or what it can't be right, I followed quietly behind him, he stopped and faced me he tried to get closer to me but I moved backwards "you look sexy amore" he said his eyes filled with lust on my exposed skin, oh God what a shameless pervert "Thomas just tell me what I saw there wasn't true and I'm going to believe it" I said with a shaking voice "oh poor Mabel, it wasn't a joke that lady you saw in there is my fiancee Chiara" he said with a smirk on his face still checking me out I was shocked beyond explanations "Thomas it can't be true right I thought you said you loved me, huh why please is this a prank because it ain't sounding funny anymore, don't toy with my feelings just tell me it's a joke" tears welled up in my eyes again, my leg felt weak and I might fall at any moment "my dear Mabel, stop calling me Thomas, I'm Antonio not Thomas, I just used the name because I felt like" he said looking less bothered "because you felt like Thomas, you must be kidding right, this ain't true you can't do this too me" I said with pleading eyes "oh would you like to be one of my mistress then" Antonio said shamelessly, "Thomas, no Antonio how dare you say such a word to me what do you take me for a slut" I said with disbelief "oh you might be my little slut" he came nearer and closer to me, the thought of him coming close disgust him because he still had the smell of the s*x he had with Chiara "go away from me Antonio, and we will never meet again after this that I promise you, Antonio mi hai spezzato il cuore" I said and spat beside him pained and disgusted I turned around and walked away hoping he might call me beg, hoping he would come begging, but why does it has to always be me, just when I thought I'd give love a chance it ended in tears again and pain I'm heart broken

FLASHBACK

"Slave, come into my room now" Selena my master called out as angrily as always, I didn't want to face her Roth so I quickly rushed to the room, I opened the door and bowed my head "master what do you need" I said with the most politeness I had in my voice "why do you sound so rude, i know in your mind now you'll be mocking me right" Selena said looking angry, such a witch she was I cursed her in my mind and decided to keep quiet just when I tried my best to be obedient to her she still had the gut to complain I hid the hatred that was in my eyes for her, I couldn't afford the get whipped again, I haven't recovered from the last one so I just stood there frozen not even daring to breath "anyways my daughter is going to be home tommorow, and I need you to do everything she ask you to do, because if you don't, I'll makesure I kill you myself" she said coldly I shivered at the thought of dieing I knew she really meant it and I couldn't risk my life just because of my ego I just nodded slowly "and also I have some task for you to carry out, now you see her room makesure you clean it properly I dont want to see a tiny dirt on the floor makesure everywhere is cleaned then afterr that go into the kitchen and joined the maids to wash all those plate, if anyone helped you I'll makesure I cut off your hands for it" she threatened at the last of her statement I just nodded nervously "now get to work and stop slacking around, if you don't work you don't get food, I don't care if you die" she said and waved her hand dismissing me I bowed again and stepped out of the room immediately, I held my chest and looked at my hand if I wanted to survive here I'll have to do whatever they asked me to do, I wasn't close to anyone here even the maids hates me and doesn't like talking to me they looked at me as if I was a stain, I would just shake my head because I knew the only differences between me and then was freedom, they had freedom to do whatever they want to do since they're just workers but I on the other hand was a slave.

I got into the room of Selena's daughter it was so big and beautiful, I got jealous of how lucky she was, if only dad had hot chosen to be a scumbag all this wouldn't have happened me and my mom would still have been living tears welled up in my eyes again...

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Hey guys how's the story going so far I guess it isn't so bad right, well I'll try to improve more and more, and am sure y'all would be loving it, I hope so, like it add it too library! If you find any mistakes please don't hesitate to correct me because I want y'all to have a nice reading, sorry I couldn't insert much Italian, like I said I attend school as your author is still young sooo.... I'll just try my best

Now let's interpret the words

"Antonio, mi hai spezzato il cuore"---- antonio, you broke my heart.

So that's all for the italy today

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