When heart breaks

When heart breaks its pain echoes in every essence of your existence. 💔

" Dr. Josef I want you to be present with me", said Dr. Sarita Rane; Chanchal's psychologist.

" She won't speak a word if I am in there", he said.

Sarita knew a troubled past exist between them .

But Chanchal was not responding to any of her treatments. Maybe Dr. Josef's presence could help.

" We shall ask her to write then", she said.

Shaun joined her in the end. Chanchal came in quietly with Sumeet.

" Take a seat Mrs. Singhania", said Dr. Rane.

Chanchal sat.

" How do you feel today"?

She remained quiet.

" Isn't this a lovely morning", said the doctor.

She stared her with empty eyes.

" Did you eat"?

She nodded.

" What did you eat", asked the doctor as she was given a pen and paper.

Chanchal started sketching.

" Lets talk about first love today Mrs. Singhania the tingling feeling of adolescence when you fall in love for the first time.

Chanchal stiffened as her hands stopped drawing.

Sumeet waited with a bated breath. She showed a reaction.

" Did you love anyone when you were young", asked the doctor.

Chanchal stared at her. Slowly peeked at her husband. Sumeet pretended not to notice. Chanchal slowly nodded.

" How old were you", asked the doctor.

With her fingers Chanchal showed 16 years.

" Ohh sweet sixteen", sad the doctor.

Chanchal shook her head vioently.

" You were not 16", asked doctor.

She again showed 16.

" So you were not sweet", asked doctor.

She stared down and nodded weakly.

" Who was he", asked the doctor.

Chanchal started sketching. Her breath was now rapid.

Sumeet peeped what she was drawing.

She drew and drew without a care to how traumatic it was for her.

By the time the sketch finished she was having difficulty in breathing.

" Chanchal", Sumeet tried to stop.

" No Mr. Singhania she needs to get that pain out of her", said Dr. Rane. " Dr. Josef she may need oxygen and probably glucose after this. Even a drip should be reafy".

Chanchal was still sketching vigorously her vitality consumed in making it.

Her breath stopped suddenly.

" Dr. Josef now", said Dr. Rane.

Shaun picked Chanchal up. Immediately an oxygen cylinder was attached to her. Her BP has fallen. The drip started.

" WHAT WAS ALL THIS ABOUT", cried Sumeet.

" Look at the sketch", said Dr. Rane.

They all saw . It was the same shadowed girl with tears...In the picture she drew a beautiful golden haired girl too. There was a bright sunshine as her hands were taken away by a handsome prince charming.

" This happened with her. She was probably in love with this man", said the doctor. " He married this girl", she pointed to the girl.

" She is in love with someone else not me".

Kash had said these wods to him.

HE KNEW THAT HER LOVE WAS UNREQUITED.

" She could never get her love. They are happily married. She is her best friend. She would never harm her. So be assured. You are the only one for her", he had said.

" Then why this circus", said Sumeet. " To give her more pain".

" No Mr..Singhania to make her face it. So that she moves on", said the doctor.

Sumeet's cell rang. It was Kash.

" Kash can you come over", he said picking the call.

" I am on my way", he assured.

Kash and Sumeet came a long way in one year.

He went to Kash's theatre once.

Flashback.

Sumeet was standing in Kash's studio dressed in all black flanked by his lieutinants.

" HEY THUG YOU CAN'T BE HERE", hissed Kash. " You'll scare my artists away. They are sensitive".

" My wife is sensitive too", said Sumeet. " It would be better if you shift your amoral love story to some other girl".

" GIRL", Kadh was open mouthed. Then he laughed out loud.

" Look darling", he drawled coming close to Sumeet. " If its between you and her its you I shall chose for my illicit tyrysts and Chi chi knows it. "

" So you...", Sumeet was dumbfounded.

" Anything else. If not shooo", said Kash.

" You really are a fool talking to dragon like this", said Guru.

" Ohh baby not more than him who compares a diamond like Chi Chi to that rotten sh*t of her sister".said Kash making disgusting faces.

Sumeet stared at him. He stared back. Sumeet's lips curved up.

" I owe an apology then Mr. Kaul. To you and to her. Join us in our house for dinner.'

And they became friends then.

After Chanchal's miscarriage Kash was so agitated he slapped Sumeet.

" You told me you will take care of her", he cried in pain.

Sumeet was speechless. Zeeshan held him back.

" Stop Kash please", he begged.

But he was too gone.

" Those blasted Kapoors forced her to marry a monster. Then you r*pe her".

" I didn't", Sumeet staggered back.

" Then she thinks its her duty to pay you back in your bed", Kash rolled his eyes. 🙄

Sumeet fell to his knees hearing that. SHAUN WAS SHOCKED.

" Your friends call her a wh*re and gold digger. Let me tell you Mister she does not even want you. She loves someone else".

Kash wished to hurt him. And his jibes did not miss the mark.

Sumeet has fallen for Chanchal.

Finding she loved someone else broke his heart.

When heart breaks there is no sound

And this silence makes you deaf

Chanchal tried to end her life then. TWICE.

And Sumeet couldn't help her. The second time she almost succeeded...

Present

Sumeet sat in the living room. Kash was with Chanchal in her room . She talks to him mostly. Adhiraj too. Sumeet tried everything to bring her out of her shell.

And Failed Miserably.

" S.s.sir. I.I...I ..a.a.am..u.useless. I.its o.okay i.if y.you m.marry s.some..someone e.else", she had said one night to her as she sat on his feet.

Sumeet felt the pain of thosand bullets in his body that night. He scoured the world for that assasin who escaped that night.

Right now he was in a war. To control the underworld of the city and country even. And Chanchal was precious.He would never let her go. And pay for every tear he gave her.

Meanwhile

" Look you little fool you are wasting your life here. So as your elder I have undertaken the task of your well being", Kash scolded Chanchal like a parent.

He made a lot of faces.

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Chanchal said meekly,

" Kash I a.appreciate you h.helping but what can I do"?

" Ohh leave that to papa", he smirked. " For starters select few nice paintings you did and I anm entering them in an exhibition.

" N.no", she cried.

" Nada nada", he made faces again.

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Chanchal acquiesced.

While searching the painting Kash came across one titled Queen.

" Its her right", he said smiling.

Chanchal nodded sadly.

" He is top candidate for chief minister post", said Kash.

" I voted for him", her voice was really small now.

Kash held her hand.

" We can go to her father's house and meet her", he said.

Chanchal refused flatly.

" He won't be around I promise", said Kash.

" K.kash p.please", said Chanchal.

" She is our friend", said Kash.

" And so I want her to be happy", said Chanchal.

" Did you ever try to express your feeling", he asked.

" Ummm once", she replied.

" And"? Kash was eager.

Chanchal laughed sadly as if mocking herself. She still remembered when she realised how stupidly she behaved when she was in love.

Flashback

Jeet smiled at her. Chanchal was scowling at him.

" In which school do you study", he teased.

" Jeet stop teasing Angel", Rash said.

" You look like a papa bear", she threw back an insult at him.

She was so angry she forgot to stammer.

Jeet was enjoying this.

"I bet she is bringing you to our honeymoon too", he said.

" If she marries you. She is so beautiful. And you look like an oaf", Chanchal sneered.

" Then I'll marry you. I the oaf and you the mouse", he chuckled.

She put out her tongue and teased him.

Jeet laughed out loud. But as days passed Angel did not come to his side. Rash had two friends. One of them was muddled up in his personal problems. He met Kash once or twice. A happy go lucky lad he enquired a lot about him. He was fun but the little mouse was hostile.

" Why are you so hostile to me", he asked her one day.

" I hate you", she said.

" Why so", he asked.

" Because you are taking my Rash away", she said.

" I am not you will have both of us after we get married", he had said.

" I will break you both up", she replied.

He accepted the challenge.

Listening to others in her family she realised she loved Rash.

She tried to tell Rash. She gave her roses, sweets, heart ballons.Then one day she dressed like a grown up girl borrowing Sheena's dress. She bought a ring too.

"Ohh chi chi come come", Mr. Sharma greeted her warmly. " You look beautiful beta."

She realised Kash was there too.

She was pleased. Rash praised her too. Jeet raised a brow. She glared at him as he smirked. She gave him a cold shoulder giving Rash the roses she got.

" Red ones", said Jeet. " Love".

She did not reply.

Just as she was about to give the ring Jeet held the mike.

" I want to invite the love of my life to me", he said.

Rash walked to him beaming. He bent on a knee as he gave her a flashy diamond ring.

" Ohh Jeet I love you", cried Rash.

They were engaged that night

She lost.

" I love him so much Chi Chi", Rash had said. " He is like a bright sunshine".

She was leaving in tears when Jeet caught her in the parking.

" L.leave m.me", she stammered.

" Angel listen", he tried.

" S.she l.loves y.you v.very much. P.please k.k.keep her h.happy", she cried.

He looked at her.

" One day you will find a man worthy of you little angel", he said.

Then he kissed her forehead.

She mutely nodded.

She left the city and country next morning for Paris. Kapoors were happy to see her leave.

Present

Even her tears have dried up now.

When heart breaks life becomes a dark cloud with even sunshine giving you nightmares.