"You wear a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it."
—V from V for Vendetta
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Zane had learned a long time ago that some people just couldn't be saved.
Most didn't deserve to be.
And some—like Lily—never needed saving in the first place.
He arrived just in time to see her standing in the middle of a crowded outpost, surrounded by a group of people who clearly thought they had just found their next easy target.
One of them was already trying to pocket what little currency she had laid out. Another was grinning like he had just scammed a child out of their lunch.
Zane knew the type.
He had been the type.
So, naturally, he stepped in.
"Hey," he called, slipping into his usual lazy, easy-going drawl. "You planning on paying her back, or are we gonna have a problem?"
The men barely spared him a glance.
Then Lily spoke.
"You are here."
Not a question.
Not surprise.
Not even acknowledgment.
Just a statement of fact.
Zane frowned. "You're not even gonna pretend to be shocked?"
Lily finally turned to face him.
"Why would I be?" she asked, as if the very concept was foreign to her.
Zane scoffed, exasperated. "I don't know, maybe because I just traveled half the damn planet to find you?"
Lily blinked. "Of course you came. You are Alekzander."
There it was again.
Alekzander.
Like it was inevitable.
Like it was obvious.
Like there had never been another option.
Zane stared at her for a long moment. Then let out a sharp breath and ran a hand through his hair.
"Yeah, okay, sure. Whatever," he muttered, slipping back into his jovial, easy-going mask.
No point in pushing her.
Not yet.
He turned back to the men, flashing his signature careless grin.
"See, fellas, you made a mistake. This one?" He nodded toward Lily. "Not exactly someone you wanna piss off."
One of them sneered. "She's just some quiet little thing—"
He didn't get to finish that sentence.
Because Lily turned her head and looked at him.
And whatever he saw in her expression—or maybe whatever he didn't see—made him go quiet real fast.
The group dispersed almost immediately.
Zane barely held back a smirk.
Yeah. That checked out.
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They walked in silence for a while.
Zane kept up his usual act. Talking. Joking. Filling the space.
And Lily let him.
Until—
"Alekzander."
He stopped.
Something about the way she said it made him stop.
She took a step forward, her expression unreadable.
Then, slowly, she raised a hand and touched his face.
Zane didn't move.
Didn't breathe.
Her fingertips brushed over his cheek, her gaze flickering over his features, as if memorizing something invisible.
Then, in a voice far too soft, far too steady—
"I don't like this mask."
Her fingers barely ghosted over his skin.
"It looks ugly on you."
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Zane felt something in his chest twist.
It was stupid.
It was ridiculous.
Because it wasn't like she knew him. Not really.
She didn't know the weight he carried.
She didn't know why he had to act this way.
She didn't know that if he ever dropped the act for too long, he wasn't sure if there would be anything left underneath.
She couldn't know.
And yet—
Here she was.
Looking at him like she did.
Like she could see something he didn't want to see himself.
Zane swallowed.
Then he did what he always did.
He smiled.
"Well, that's rude," he said lightly, stepping back, breaking the moment before it could become something else.
Lily watched him for a long moment.
Then she simply nodded.
As if she had expected that answer.
As if she had already known he would run.
Zane didn't know why that bothered him.
But it did.