I'd rewrite everything!

Chapter one…

I could feel the cold wind blowing across my face, my hand cold against the railing, and my glasses fuggy thanks to the cold air.

It was a cold December… and yet I was all alone… my first tightened on the rails, my eyes bleeding tears, and my heart aching at the decision I was about to make.

It has only been 3year's since I had come to NewTonHigh, and I was already regretting that I did. I could feel my hands now shaking from the cold.

no one like me here… no single soul, and it hurts, they used me, bullied me if I did wrong, and most of all, I didn't get the peace I wanted.

My heart kept on throbbing, and I didn't know why, I was about to do a horrible thing.

My feet stood bare on the rooftop of NewTonHigh… my skirt blowing up slightly, and my hair pushing back thanks to the wind…

What was this feeling? I asked to myself. was I sure about my actions? Once again, I asked myself only this time, with more anticipation.

Was death the only way of stopping all this? I smiled, nearly like a psychopath, and soon found myself on top the railings, trying to balance through the thinness of it. It was slightly round, making a perfect fit for me to grip my toe around, just in case I wanted a change of mind.

And when I did, a sudden gush of wind pushed me.

Eyes wide, and air barely escaping my lungs, I turned, and saw… my hand looking for something to grasp, but to my dismay, I wasn't able get a hold of anything… anyone…

And as I fell, my eyes remained wide, my hands still struggling to find a place to hook onto, but none… why? Why? Why?

Why did I climb? Why did I want to kill myself? Why do I want to leave mother so early? Tears sprung out my eyes once more, and I regretted the day I came to this school… I regretted the day, I let them see me weak… one more chance, and I'd make them pay… if not for them making her out like this then… maybe she could have lived a happy life.

My body met with the hard, cold and solid ground, it was once cold, but soon warmed up after my blood began spilling. My mouth, my head, and my legs, all dripping with blood, and the fear that ran through my eyes when I fell still stuck there like they had made sculpture out of it, and my body laying in a dismantling way.

What… was this feeling? Death? Annoyance? Guilt? Which was it?

I opened my eyes, only to get to see a white light, my hand reached out for it, and the further it got, the more I tried moving… maybe that had been my light to heaven.

I grasped it, tight in my palm, it was warm giving me the warmth I failed to get, and when I felt that warmth, my eyes pealed open.

Was it a dream? That was the first thought that ran through my head.

It was a calm, soft, and gentle awake, one most people wished for.

I got greeted by the ceiling of my usual roof, my eyes trying it's best to stay open… was I really in a dream? Suddenly, my head began spinning, pains after pains flooding into my mind, I got up… stumbling to the floor the moment my feet touched it, I lost my balance, my legs gave out, and I collapsed to my knees, my hand over my head, in a way to stop the pain, but it didn't help, not one bit.

It hurts, my hole body, my head. My hand went to my throat, there too equally hurt as much. And next came my air… it went fast, faster than I could even imagine, my lungs felt out of air, and it was only a matter of time, did I process to breath in.

My awaken had been so peaceful I forgot to breath…

My awaken? I looked up, and saw I had fallen right in front of a mirror, my hair covering my pained and distressed face, my heart pounding like before, and my hands digging into the carpet to my group.

What happened? What happened? What happened? Nabie Reigns?!

The door knob twisted, an old looking lady walking in, and her face hold the same distress mine did.

Mother…

"Nabie dear… your late for school."

If it is what I think it is... Then. I lifted from the grounds and smiled.

I'd rewrite everything!