True feelings

 Chapter 73 - True feelings (1)

 Lin Yang a bone from the bed to get up rushed to the old Zeng in front of not bother to ask him how he would find this place urgently: "Zeng big what do you say Qingluan what happened?"

 Old Zeng grabbed his arm and said, "What did you kid do to our Qianqian she hasn't come home until now? She never stays out at night."

 Lin Yang's heart froze remembering that Qingluan was with Chen Jiashu when she left he said, "Isn't she with Chen Jiashu?"

 Old Zeng shook his head and said: "She had long ago sent the family tree away and said she wanted to walk alone. Jia Shu did not worry about her so Jia Shu went to buy a bottle of mineral water who knew that in the blink of an eye she disappeared and has not yet returned to the camp. Her mother and I do not know what happened in the end, and the family tree is not willing to tell you in detail only that they met you in the afternoon, I heard that I met you, I know that it will not be good. Her mother at home are dying of anxiety now Jia Shu they are split up in search of. You kid Xiong Bing give me to tell you in the end to our family Qianqian did what things?"

 Lin Yang hurriedly comforted, "You and sister-in-law don't worry about Qingluan's skill you know she won't be in trouble." Old Zeng bull's eyes glared, "She is my daughter of course you will talk sarcasm you do not give me a clear explanation today I fucking have you to see what Xiong Bing engaged in?"

 Lin Yang hurriedly said, "Then how did you find me?"

 Old Zeng glared at him and said, "You kid still have the face to say to the Tianjing but even a hello do not play if not make today this thing I think you are still in the big green mountain feeding birds fishing it."

 It turns out that Chen Jiashu see Qingluan missing worried about what happened to her hastily to the old Zeng two people called. Lao Zeng heard that Qingluan met Xiong Bing Lin Yang also heard that he and a girl named Yu Zitong look close to shopping know that bad things this thing with Xiong Bing related to surely did not have to run. I also heard that Zeng Rou and Yu Zitong is very familiar with it, so I called Yu Zitong cell phone and then I know where Lin Yang lives. The old Zeng knew that this would have to do with Lin Yang and drove the jeep out of the door straight to Tianjing University.

 Old Zeng breath finished Tiger Tiger glared at him and said, "You quickly say you and Qianqian in the end how you kid if you dare to bully our family Qianqian I I I I fucking peeled your skin."

 Lin Yang sighed and laughed bitterly: "You still don't ask these first let's figure out where we can find Qingluan is serious." Old Zeng savagely said: "I don't care this thing is you caused you can't find Qianqian I'll fucking demolish your small broken house."

 The old had finished sitting on the ground and pulled out a cigarette on the Lin Yang also sat down on his butt to his cigarette box and pulled out a just to burn the old had snatched the past: "Smoking smoke a bird. You quickly give me think of ways to find Qianqian. This girl is stubborn and stubborn, if in case - bah bah bah old man crow's mouth blindly say what it!"

 The old once a stormy rain said: "To say that this is also to blame Qianqian her mother nothing to put her and Chen Jia Shu to a piece of that girl's mind I as a father understand that she as a mother froze can not see no spectrum of the old ladies. If it is not necessary to force them to come out to walk Qianqian how will meet you this bear soldiers? Do not run into you this bear soldiers and how will be stalled in this gear? Damn you this bear soldier is also ate the bear heart and leopard gall how dare to leave us Qianqian to find another new love also let Qianqian to bump into the mother of God how will I whole out you so a useless bear soldier to."

 The old Zeng splits the face of a burst of scolding Lin Yang finally will be the cause and effect of the matter to get a clear heart also some guilt slowly leaned his body against the wall and closed his eyes thinking about Zeng Qian in the end where to go to think about their own and Luan get along with most of the time are in the camp now so big Tianjing to where to go to look for her trail it.

 The old Zeng surface to commit confusion in the heart of the heart of Qingluan clear as a mirror to see Lin Yang powerless leaning against the wall frowning deeply look can not help but kindly reminded: "You kid think about you and our family Qianqian do not have any memory of the place? For example, the first date place the first dinner place the first--"

 Lin Yang shook his head and laughed bitterly, "Where have you been talking about senior brother how could I date Qingluan-"

 Old Zeng said angrily, "You just know how to have a dinner date with that girl surnamed Yu? Our Qianqian which is not good which is not as good as that surnamed Yu? You kid wings long hard is not look down on our family Qianqian is not it?"

 As soon as Lin Yang heard Lao Zeng talking more and more out of line, he said anxiously, "What are you talking about? We have this relationship, how can I be with Qingluan--"

 Old Zeng big hand swing: "You do not care what our relationship you just think about your relationship with Qianqian's relationship our relationship can be due to your relationship. I fucking do not believe that the Falcon thousand or so bear soldiers are letting me whole obediently still can not handle such a simple relationship."

 The old Zeng's mind is very simple teacher brother into a son-in-law call changed the essence has not changed the family does not talk about two families not to mention that this son-in-law he has long been in the eye of the reliable.

 Lin Yang remembered Qingluan s beautiful and pale cheeks remembered her silent tenderness in front of him seemed to see Qingluan s smiling affectionate face again suddenly his heart was like a knife. Qingluan where are you?

 Xiong Bing and Lao Zeng nestled in the corner of the wall smoke one after another in the darkness of the smoke Lin Yang seemed to see Qingluan gracious smiling face again surfaced in front of himself she stretched out his hand and smiled to himself walked to his side face blossomed a spring flower-like smile blush shyly said: "No. 1-- "

 Lin Yang looked at her dumbfounded and called out softly, "Qingluan--" in a panic, he hurriedly reached out his hand to grab her arm.

 Old Zeng slammed his fist on Lin Yang's arm, "What's a bear soldier doing arresting me."

 Lin Yang anxious under the heart of the illusion busy loosened the old had arm just want to speak in the ear vaguely came a burst of leaves of the Cui chirping sound when big and sometimes small seemingly far like near Lin Yang is trying to concentrate on listening to the sound of the leaves chirping sound has gradually disappeared a trace of a faint rhyme residue in the heart of the Lin Yang.

 This tune Lin Yang familiar can not be familiar in the big green mountain Lin Yang picked leaves favorite blow is this tune. Lin Yang's heart immediately had a vague feeling as if Qingluan was nearby.

 Under the heart of ecstasy, Lin Yang stood up violently ignoring the old Zeng rush out of the house like a withered leaf from the upper floated down straight to the back of the mountain to run. He was surprised under the mood of the whole body power to show his body shape into a thin wisp of smoke in the night straight to the top of the mountain.

 Chapter 73 - True feelings (2)

 Qingluan sitting on a side of the boulder lonely figure in the cold moon as if a thousand years of immortal hope stone silently watching belong to their own dreams of happiness. A piece of verdant young leaves from her lips slipped down like being groomed Luoshui goddess quiet and dignified look elegant.

 Lin Yang stood there dumbfounded at this time Qingluan is like a holy angel under the moonlight every hint of frown can rattle the deepest heart strings of Lin Yang.

 Qingluan slowly turned her head toward Lin Yang and smiled gently, "Number one--"

 Qingluan's heart is as clear and transparent as the moonlight on top of the mountain, every bit of it is exposed in front of Lin Yang. Lin Yang has a confused feeling of happiness slowly stomped to her in front of the Qingluan looked at the Qingluan beautiful face in the heart of the heart a slight pain forced a smile and said: "Qingluan -"

 "Hush--" Qingluan put up her tender white fingers and shook them at her lips with a crystal pure smile hanging at the corner of her mouth, "I'm reviewing the tune you taught me but I'm too stupid to remember it well can you teach me? "

 Lin Yang nodded and took the leaves in her hands and put them on her lips The leaves seemed to still have the faint aroma of her lips Qingluan gently pulled him to sit beside her and sat her body close to his shoulders to see him bite on the leaves A most pure smile spread on her face.

 Lin Yang seems to have returned to the Great Green Mountain back to the days with Qingluan light happiness and sadness converged into the night wind monotonous but crisp tune long aftermath lingering in the hearts of the two long refused to dissipate.

 Qingluan suddenly stood up and laughed cheerfully and delicately and said, "No. 1 I want to dance can you accompany me?" Lin Yang flew back to the room and took out the jade ink flute and flew out like a ghostly shadow.

 Old Zeng blinked a few times eyes anxious mood slowly calmed down good senior brother good son-in-law good boy depends on your look Lin Yang drifted away back old Zeng hee hee laughed: "I was also once young."

 Under the cool moon Qingluan seems to become a good dancing elf gently swinging ear short color flashing beautiful cheeks running jumping soft body accompanied by crisp melodious flute sound to show the girl's charm and beauty. Lin Yang has never seen Qingluan dance with the battlefield valiant different at this time Qingluan is just a youthful and beautiful a girl's delicate body is like a fluttering butterfly fluttering in front of the sweetheart to show off their own charm.

 Qingluan looked at Lin Yang's eyes full of tenderness she smiled and jumped and danced as if she wanted to use up all her energy. Sweating profusely, Qingluan used all her strength to rise up into the air like a moth fighting fire to bloom her most beautiful moment.

 Looking at her pale cheeks Lin Yang s heart was like a knife twisting in the moment she fell to the ground he gathered her trembling body in his arms.

 Qingluan gasped sharply beautiful eyes full of tears looking at his face gently said, "Do you know that in this life I only dance for you."

 Lin Yang's head boomed like a spring thunderstorm in a dry day that shook his ears. Lin Yang could not help but tightly embrace her in his arms and choked out, "I know I know."

 Qingluan buried her head in his arms and gently shook it, ''You don't know what you don't know. I only hate myself why I let you know so late? Is this what is called the will of heaven?"

 Qingluan gently wiped away the teardrops at the corner of her eyes and hugged him tightly around his strong waist and slowly said: ''Do you know that when you said that Chen Jiashu and I were a good match my heart felt like it was being torn apart I wanted so badly to die right at that moment to die in front of you. How can you be so cruel? Why can't you understand my heart why?"

 Qingluan's teardrops fell all over Lin Yang's chest that warmth felt like a hot, roaring fire torturing Lin Yang's heart.

 "I love you / but I don't dare to say it / I'm afraid that after I say it / I'll die / I'm not afraid to die / I'm afraid that after I die / there'll be no one else who loves you as much as I do!" Qingluan looked into Lin Yang's eyes shyly but firmly and softly recited. The tears on her face were not yet dried up just now the release was like she had found courage in the darkness she bravely stared at Lin Yang the blush on her face seemed to reflect the moon in the sky.

 Lin Yang's mouth was dry for a moment bean sized teardrops rolled down his cheeks. Qingluan with tears in her eyes gently wiped away the tear stains on his face smiling, "No. 1 you are not allowed to cry you are my No. 1 my No. 1 alone."

 Lin Yang let the rolling teardrops fall on his chest choking, "It's me who doesn't cry I'll always be your number one."

 Qingluan smiled and said, "Number One do you remember the first time we met? I reported to the detachment without my combat watch and was scolded by you at that time I thought why is such a young kid so fierce."

 A smile floated up on Lin Yang's tear-stained face as she said, "I was also thinking which wild girl this was who didn't look at what kind of place this was to casually barge in."

 Qingluan gently smashed his fist and said, "You're the worst. Then the first time you came to my house dad even said you were my senior uncle I couldn't wait to beat the crap out of you." Lin Yang gently stroked her show and said, "So you just called me number one and refused to call me--"

 "Don't say" the bratty Qingluan busy cover his lips said: "If not this what broken identity I will not today--" she said here will no longer be able to say it If not this what uncle and nephew identity she is afraid that the courage will be much more than enough and will not be the first to be taken. What uncle and nephew identity she is afraid that the courage will also be enough a lot of people will not be the first to go.

 "I do not know when the heart has your shadow of eating thinking of you sleeping thinking of you know you like to eat chopped pepper fish head spicy chicken also know that you shirt to wear 42 shoes to wear 41 yards." Qingluan immersed in memories face shot a happy and shy light: "I first cook to you to cook something to eat was also laughed at by mom."

 Lin Yang suddenly realized, "So it was you who did it the first time ah I was just wondering how senior sister-in-law's craftsmanship has gotten worse!" "Don't say it don't say it-" Qingluan raised her small fists and tightly burrowed into his arms.

 Qingluan wriggled a few times in his arms and sighed softly, "If only mom hadn't forced me to come today I wouldn't be able to see anything that way I'd still be thinking about you and looking forward to you like I used to."

 Lin Yang sighed and said, "Qingluan in fact, I'm with Zitong--" how about with Zitong? Did he say he had nothing to do with her? This is not only irresponsible for Zitong, but also irresponsible for Qingluan,abercrombie france, Lin Yang's heart a burst of bitterness this sentence can no longer continue.

 Chapter 73 - True feelings (3)

 Qingluan shook her head and said: ''You don't have to say I know it Miss Yu is a very good girl she genuinely likes you I saw it at first glance. I also don't want to see my sadness today turn into her sadness tomorrow. You know what actually mom is forcing me to go on a blind date with Chen Jia Shu today I was too annoyed by her noise so I had to come out with Jia Shu. Jia Shu's father and my father is an old comrade in arms we grew up in a big home mom to see him back from abroad is busy to make arrangements to put me and him together. I hate mom now if she hadn't forced me I wouldn't have seen anything today I'd still be as happy as before." Lin Yang patted her back and gently said, "I know I know it all."

 Qingluan tightly squeezed into Lin Yang's arms again and softly said: "In fact, now leaning in your arms like this although it's very short, but I'm already very satisfied I wanted to lie in your arms like this a long time ago, even if it's just for a moment, I'll miss it for the rest of my life. Besides you, there is no other embrace in my life. Although it is short, I am very happy No.1 Are you happy?"

 Lin Yang licked his dry lips and nodded with difficulty, "I'm happy!" Qingluan spread a smile and said, "I knew you would be happy. Number one can I ask you for one thing?"

 Lin Yang nodded, "No problem!"

 "Can you--" Qingluan's ghostly gaze gazed at him face blushing but bravely said, "Kiss me!" Qingluan's expression is shy and passionate Lin Yang looked at her tightly closed eyes hot cheeks in his heart surged an impulse slowly probed down just to touch her cheeks déjà vu scene will surface in front of his eyes again.

 Lin Yang is God away from the time two pieces of warm with trembling hot red lips printed on his lips in a flash of hot feeling like the wilderness on the wildfire roused burning two people's hearts. Lin Yang's heart has not had time to think about it has been engulfed by this rolling warmth tightly embraced Qingluan's body seems to be to integrate her into their own tongue in her mouth constantly exploring and chewing on her sweet little tongue.

 Two people's skills are raw, like fire passion but make up for the lack of skill also do not know how long Qingluan only "wooing" a loose mouth to the face like a fire like hot, low head in his chest and then do not dare to look at him.

 Lin Yang gently stroked her head feeling her watery tenderness in his heart was also calm. Qingluan secretly glanced at Lin Yang came to his ear and said, "No. 1 this is my first kiss is also my last kiss."

 Lin Yang was shocked in his heart and said, "Qingluan--"

 Qingluan shook her head and revealed a poignant smile and said: ''No.1 belongs to me but Lin Yang belongs to Yu Zitong it's like two parallel worlds. I want both No.1 and Lin Yang to belong to me, but I can't be so selfish as to let another girl who loves you so much make the same mistake as I did. With this brief moment tonight I have no more regrets in my life."

 Qingluan revealed a yearning smile and said, "You know what? I was so scared when you hit the block on the last mission I was so scared I was so scared that you would never come back."

 She hugged Lin Yang tightly and murmured, "You're so hateful that you won't let me stay I I hate you so much." Her tears flowed down again, "I was thinking that if you couldn't come back, I would apply to be stationed at the post there to watch over you and wait for you for the rest of my life." The corners of Lin Yang's eyes became wetter and wetter, and his face was pressed against her face as he tenderly said, "What a silly girl."

 Qingluan smiled gently and shyly, "I'm not stupid at all. Heaven has sent you back into my life again this is heaven's favor to me I'm satisfied really satisfied."

 After a pause Qingluan's face floated a yearning smile slowly said: ''Tomorrow I will apply to go to the border station of the Yunbei military region I will always be there to watch over the person I am most attached to. If number one forgets me I have nothing to complain about I just need to always miss the number one that belongs to me. Of course if you still remember I can come to see me once in a while I'll be very contented really I don't want anything I just want you to live a good life I'll be satisfied--"

 A bitter smile appeared on Qingluan's face, "Miss Yu is a very good girl she loves you so much you must treat her well. When the time comes for you to visit me make sure to bring her with you watching you two be happy I will feel happy."

 Lin Yang mumbled and tried to say something but couldn't. Should I persuade Qingluan to stay? What about Zitong? Yu Zitong is also a poor girl she is alone in the shopping mall to fight lonely and helpless and now put all the hope on their own if this time to leave her not only emotionally can not get over conscience can not get over. On the one hand, there is moral justice and conscience, and on the other hand, there is the deepest true love, so what to do? Both girls are beautiful and kind can not hurt Lin Yang heart like a mess of hemp do not know how to choose.

 Qingluan seems to see through his mind smiled and shook his head: "You do not retain me that will make me more difficult. You should know by now that for you I am completely defenseless I will only fall in love with you alone in my life and no one else will ever be able to enter my heart. Tonight we are like this already very sorry Miss Yu for hurting others for myself I can't be so selfish." Sighed and added: "In fact, the border station is a good place ah birds and flowers air fresh climate pleasant I wait for you there is really a good choice."

 Qingluan face showed a most brilliant smile and said, "When you go to visit me you must bring Miss Yu ah watch you guys be happy so I can be happy. By the time you have a child you must send her to me let her call me auntie I'll tell her the story of number one I'll also abduct her to call me mom gasp!" Qingluan smiled mischievously all things are the most beautiful visions in her eyes.

 Lin Yang just wrapped his arms around her Qingluan was like the most innocent child chirping in Lin Yang's arms until she finally raised her head and looked at Lin Yang and softly said, "No. 1 I'm tired!"

 Qingluan curled up in Lin Yang's arms like a wounded kitten and wrapped her arms around him so tightly that Lin Yang felt suffocated Her hot teardrops fell drop by drop on Lin Yang's chest and landed in his heart.

 Old Zeng in a blur in the corner of the wall leaned all night as soon as he woke up to see Lin Yang lying on the ground in a tired body spitting out smoke rings in a series of chains.

 Old Zeng did not care about the heartache of his own special supply rushed to say, "How about whether I should now call you senior brother or female - that what?"

 Lin Yang laughed bitterly, "Things are not as simple as you think you still call me Bear Soldier I am more used to it." Old Zeng heart disappointed hate cursed: "Bear soldiers so simple things can not handle. Qianqian where is she?"

 A hazy mist in Lin Yang's eyes slowly sighed and said, "Qingluan, she's - gone!"