Chapter-264

For those who don't notice. The past chapter was just like a flashback to Keifer.

Then this chapter is
back to reality but its timeline is the time he saw David kiss Jay- jay.

Fight & Kiss

Keifer's POV

"Keifer! Where
the hell are you?"
My eyes automatically open. It was Honey's voice echoing in my head.
I tried to move my head and pain immediately kicks in.
I hit my head because of the pain. This is the first time alcohol has hit me like this.
Or maybe because I don't have a proper sleep.
I shook my head to remove the pain. I got up and approached the door.
I stopped when I realized that the door wasn't in front of me.
I forgot!
I was in a different room. Our room was at a different angle from
my room. I opened my eyes and looked for the door outside.
"Keigan! I can't find Keifer!" Honey shouts.
The shrill and annoying voice of this woman greeted me
when I opened the door. But it was better than seeing her
crying again.
"Can you shut your mouth?" I said in an irritating tone.
She looks at me with an arch brow. "Are you just there? Damn it!
Your brother even bothered me!"
He turned his back on me and walked away. I went into
my room. I removed my shirt and threw it away. I didn't care where
it went.
I took off my pants and the rest of my clothes too. I went into the
bathroom and almost bumped into the door.
Open your eyes wide Keifer!
I place myself under the shower and turn it on. I took a cold shower
to get myself ready. I need to go in
now....I need to.
Fvck! I don't like what I feel right now. The weird feeling in my chest is
dragging my whole body in it. Why does it still feel like there's a hole
in my chest?
"Jay... What have you done to me?" I said and started sobbing.
Why am I like this? I'm a man I shouldn't cry like this just
because of a girl and a pain that she'd cause. I shouldn't
eel this way.
She's ruining me. She's breaking me into pieces and the worst part is I'm
letting her do this to me. Why did I let her? Why am I letting her?
She's the only one who did this to me. I've never reacted like this before. Even
with Ella, I just felt angry. Despite knowing that she never
loved me.
Is this the payment for loving Jay-jay too much?
They say Watson are not allowed to fall in love, they will turn into a
beast. But I'm not turning into, I'm breaking like a shuttered glass.
The pain, it's making me feel empty and numb. I don't like this
eeling. But even so, I still want to see her. I badly
wanted to see her.
She's my strength.
Without her I'm completely weak.
"I love you my Jasper Jean..."
I finished my dilemma and turned off the shower. I grabbed a towel and
dried myself. I walked toward my walk in closet. I looked at the
mirror and looked at the things Clyde's men had done. It was now
ading out.
My stupid cousin is a big pain in my ass. In fact,
he's more like my brother than Angelo. We have similar habits when it comes to some
things. One of the things that makes us different is that he always smiles and
looks down on women. He's also better at getting along with
other people, business partners or not.
But I'll admit, sometimes I envy him for having too much confidence.
He's not afraid of anything. He got the position of CEO of Watson
Enterprise without any difficulty.
I got some clothes and got dressed. My regular white polo shirt uniform.
When I wear these clothes, I feel like I'm just a normal person.
A normal student, studying, making friends and falling in love.
Honestly, I could have changed schools a long time ago.
Yuri is the same but we chose to stay. I don't know the reason for that.
I just thought that he was doing the same thing I was doing.
I just wanted to annoy Aries. I wanted to show him that
he could never beat me. It's no wonder that I'm smarter than him and
better at sports. I was planning to beat him. The fool is crazy
, he just enrolled us in Section E. What's worse,
he framed Felix.
He also made sure that the board members would ignore us. They are
ools for following Aries.
After completing my attire, I look at my own reflection.
I look miserable.
I never felt conscious about my looks until now. I can't
see Jay-jay like this. I don't want him to think I was hurt too much.
He'll hurt me too when he does.
I always hurt him. I don't want that to happen.
I tried to fix my hair but I still look the same.
I sighed. I look for a hair comb but I don't see anything.
I open one of the drawers to look inside. While rummaging around,
I find something.
It was a wallet size picture of Jay-jay. She's wearing the Sexy Santa
Claus costume that she received on our Christmas Party. I print those
pictures that she sent to me as a souvenir for myself.
I can't stop smiling.
Those are the days I want to bring back. Because those are the days that
we can be happy without risking anything.
"My Jay-jay."
I heard a loud knock on my room door. Sounds like someone wants to
break it.
"Kuya! Are you still there?!" Keigan said while knocking hard.
I put Jay's picture at my chest pocket. I walked over there and
opened it.
Keigan looked so stressed. His hair was messy and his uniform wasn't fixed yet
.
"Let's talk." He said.
I turned away from him and picked up my bag on top of the study table.
"Maybe later." I didn't feel like answering and walked past him.
"Can you see yourself?!" He shouts but I choose to ignore him.
I continue walking until I reach Keiren's room door. I knock and waited
or him to open it.
"What?" He said while rubbing his eyes.
He was still wearing his pajamas. It felt like my knock woke
him up. I can't believe Keigan didn't wake him up.
"Get ready. You're going to be late for school."
"I'm not going to school. I don't want to go." He said in a serious
tone.
I glared at him. "Why? Do you agree? Get ready or I will make
you." I command with authority.
"Brother Keigan said don't go. You won't even
notice."
I immediately look at Keigan who's walking toward us. He looks
different now. He looks clean and he's wearing his uniform properly now.
His hair is also properly combed. He seems like he's become someone else.
"Why did you say that?" I ask trying to remain calm.
"Why not?" He answers in a sarcastic tone. "You're too busy with
your girl, you seem to have forgotten that you still have a brother."
The way he talks makes me think that he's not Keigan. He's different
when he answers me now. If it weren't for his face, I would think
he's someone else.
He suddenly smirks. "Do you think your girlfriend is loyal to you?"
I feel irritated. "What did you just say?"
"See? You can't even pay attention and this all happened because
your head is occupied with your stupid thoughts about her."
"Shut the fuck up Keigan!" I shouted while clenching my fist.
"Why? Afraid to hear that you're not the only man in her life?"
I couldn't stop myself. I grabbed her clothes and
leaned her against the wall. For some reason he doesn't show any fear on me
unlike before. He can still smile while I'm furiously mad at him.
"Don't you dare!"
"You guys are more than a dozen of his male classmates. Most of them are his
riend. You think none of them felt attractions to her, especially that
she's the only girl in your room?" He said and smiled. "...maybe they're
doing something behind your back. Maybe they're fvcking her while
you're busy."
"Shut up! Shut up!"
"Why don't you ask your friends? Maybe one of them already
claimed her before you do." He laughs. "Maybe one of them already
ck her."
"Don't test my patience!"
He laughs again like he's an evil person. "You don't accept it? What
if all this is just nonsense? What if
that Jay-jay has a plan for all of you?" He looks at me seriously. "...maybe
this is Aries' doing. Maybe he sent that girl to ruin
you? To flirt with you all. You're a STUPID fool!"
I'm trying to hold my anger. My breathing feels so heavy.
"He doesn't really love you, he's just teasing you like your Ex
Ella. He's just using you."
"My Jay-jay will never do such a thing!"
He can't do that. He's not that kind of person. He has no reason to
do that to me. He never will.
"Let me guess, you're convincing yourself now that she will never do
that."
I didn't say a thing.
"I knew it! You're just late. She's done itâ€"!"
"No!"
"â€"she's fooled you!â€""
"No! Stop!"
"â€"she's probably flirting with your friends!â€""
"Shut up! Stop!"
"â€"and the next thing you know? She's flirting with someone else!"
"STOP!"
I don't want to hurt Keigan. I'm trying to stop myself from getting angry with
him as much as I can. But I can't control it anymore. His words are making me furious. I
am burning with anger.
I punch the wall beside his head. I punch it until it forms a hole. My
knuckle is in pain but it's nothing compared to what I feel in my chest.
I stop when I see him closed his eyes and crying.
He's also shaking with fear.
"I'm ss-sorry. W-whatever I said... Pp-please don't believe it. I
didn't m-mean to s-say it." He said between his sobs.
I let go of him. What is happening to Keigan? He was different when he faced me
earlier. He was also different when he spoke badly. And now
he seems like a different person again.
How many times has he been like this? I can't understand what's
happening.
He sat on the floor while crying. It's like he's so scared of me and
can't move. He's hugging himself.
What have I done?
I pulled myself together. I looked at Keiren who was peeking at us
rom behind his bedroom door. I could see the fear in his eyes.
What is happening to me? I never did this before.
I'm not like this to them.
"H-I didn't mean it Keigan." I said and kneeled down beside him.
He tried to squeeze himself against the wall just to get away from me. I
immediately hugged him. I could feel him shivering. He also tried
to push me away but my hug became tighter.
"I didn't mean to. Believe me."
"P-please... I will n-never do t-that again. Don't s-send me bb-back
to Dad. Pp-please... I don't w-want to be with h-him. Hh-he will hurt
me a-again." He said that broke my heart.
He still carries that fear with him. He thought that if
he did something wrong I would send him back to Dad. I made it clear several times
that I wouldn't do that but there were times when he didn't seem
to understand that.
"Ssshhhh... I-I won't do that. I won't give you to him.
He won't take you from us." I said trying to calm him down.
"H-he will point hh-his gun in m-my head. H-he will kill m-me
just l-likeâ€"."
"No. No. I will never allow him to do that. I won't let him hurt you."
"I w-want Mom. I want h-her."
Shit!
"Keigan... Mom is gone. She was killed."
I heard Keiren slam the door. I knew it hurt
when he heard that. He never experienced having a mother,
he even lost his father.
"Keifer!" Someone called.
It was Honey rushing toward us. With her were the maids who
looked after my siblings when I was gone.
"S-sir... I-I'll take care of Sir Keigan." A Maid said as she
approached us.
"Help me bring him to his room." I commanded.
We helped Keigan stand up. I didn't let go of my hug
as we walked to his room.
He still continued to mutter something. When we got to
his room, we immediately laid him down and hugged him.
His body looked so vulnerable. I felt like I was neglecting
them. I wasn't taking care of them anymore. I was the only one they had but it seemed like
they were losing me too.
Keigan fell asleep while the Maid who helped me was holding him.
"What is your name?"
She looked at me. "Kate Kristine Joy po. I am the one who replaced
Sir Keigan's former caretaker."
I nodded shortly. "T-thank you for taking care of him."
She smiled at me. I'm about to walk out of Keigan's room when I notice
something. There's a few drops of blood on the floor. And now that I notice
it, I look around and I saw scratches on the wall and wooden door.
His belongings on the floor are also in disarray.
"K-kate..." I called the Maid.
"Sir?"
"What happened here?" I ask while looking around.
I didn't hear a response from him so I looked at him.
I immediately noticed his hand being tightly held by
Keigan's hand. My sister was still closed her eyes so it was surprising that
he was holding her like that.
"I-I don't know. S-Maybe it would be better if we left
him to rest." She said. "S-you go ahead, Sir.
I'll keep an eye on him."
I didn't like the way she was talking to me but there's something wrong.
She looks begging by the way she looks at me.
I force myself to nod and leave. When I left the room, Honey
came to me, still with the Maids.
"What the hell is happening? And why is there a hole in the wall?
Are you the one doing it?" She asked me irritably.
"Honey, I want to talk to the Maid who was inside and the people
who used to take care of Keigan. Make sure that he won't know anything
about it." I said and walked away.
She immediately followed me. "What for? Can you answer
my question first."
"There's something wrong with Keigan. The longer
I notice it, the more I feel it's getting worse."
"Are you saying that he's sick?"
"I can't say that for now."
She suddenly stopped me and stopped me from walking.
"What's going on in your mind? You haven't talked to your brother
or a while and now you're accusing him of being sick." She said annoyed.
"If you talk to him first, you'll know what
his problem is." I stared at her for a moment. She's right. We haven't talked to Keigan
in a while , maybe he has a personal problem. Maybe he's just afraid to tell me. But I'm not putting aside the
idea that he's sick. Dad came back to us with Keigan before but it seems like something is wrong with him. I
try my best to show him that I will never allow someone to hurt our family again. He slowly returned to the
Keigan I knew but he had concerns that wouldn't go away from his mind. "Maybe, I will talk to him later after
school." We both continued walking. I headed to the Dining Area. I needed caffeine to wake up my senses. At
least for now. I needed some energy before I went to school. When I got there I saw Keiren eating breakfast.
He was already dressed in his uniform and carrying his bag. "I thought you're not going to school." I said and
grabbed the cup of coffee. "I don't want to stay here. Kuya Keigan is out of his mind again." "Keiren, don't say
things like that to your Kuya." I scolded him but he ignored me. "...Do you understand?" "I do." He said without
looking at me. I finished my coffee and waited for Keiren to finish. I was the one who would take him to
school. I didn't wait long. After drinking water, he walked out of the house. I followed him. I first bought Keigan
rom the Maids. I knew Honey would also leave because she couldn't stay home long. I put Keiren in the car
and fastened his seatbelt. "I can do it." He said but I didn't let him. After fixing his seatbelt, I got in. I started
the car without saying a word. "Kuya..." He called me. "...Is it true? Dad is a bad person?" I held the steering
wheel tightly. Now he asked about Dad again. "Well, he did bad things." He killed our mother. "How about
Mom? Who killed her?" A monster. I cleared my throat. "You're still young to understand." He no longer says a
thing until we reach his school. I let him go down alone and just watched him enter the gate. Before I leave, I
make sure all Keiren's bodyguards are in their position. I want my brother to be able to move around properly
even though there is someone watching. They are all around the school in various ways. Some of them even
work inside the school. I add them when I confirm that my monster Father is back. The same process goes to
Keigan. They are also far away and my brother is allowed to move around properly. But that's not the case
with me. No one is watching me when I'm in the Philippines. I know for a fact that no one will target me here.
Dad only wants my brother and besides I can defen
d myself. When I got to school, I parked the car right away.
I'm almost late for our first subject. I wonder what that girl will say when Sir Alvin is ahead of me again. I saw
Aries and his classmates looking at me like a predator ready to attack it's prey. I'm not in the mood to give a
ck about him. But if he's here, Jay-jay will be here too. I need to make up with him. I've been acting out my
anger again by mistake. I didn't even listen to him because of the pain I felt. When I'm really ahead of myself
with anger, my mind goes blank. Maybe that's the reason why they call us curses. Because when we're hurt by
someone we love, our minds become closed. I was almost in the room when I saw Mayo and Kit. They were
obviously fighting. They were just about to fight. "Stop it! What if someone hears you?" Kit said. "What if they
hear you? Are you scared?!" Mayo answered. I don't know what their problem is but they're blocking my path.
They don't seem to notice that I'm nearby. Kit tried to walk away from Mayo but the other one kept stopping
her. I rolled my eyes. They were like they were making out in a romantic wayâ€". "Do you like Jay-jay?!" I
stopped. I can't move a muscle from what I heard. Mayo just asked Kit if he likes Jay-jay. "I don't like him! Stop
it!" "Why did you kiss him?!" I felt like I was deaf to what I heard. He kissed Jay-jay. He kissed my Jay- jay.
Everything Keigan said flashed back in my mind. Are my own friends teasing me? They're worse than what
Yuri is doing. Are they just fooling me? Did he just fool me? In just a snap everything happened so fast. I found
myself grabbing Kit and punching his face. And no one can stop me.