Spaceship
Keifer's POV
"Have you prepared your things?" Keigan, who was currently dazed, turned to me. He raised his eyebrows while looking at me. "Why should I prepare my things?" He looked so confused. Not again. I release a heavy sighs. "Tell me Keigan, do you have a problem?" He shook his head. "Do I look like I have a problem?" I held my chin. Every day I don't see Keigan, he seems to be a different person. Some days he's bossy and some days he doesn't seem to know us. "What's my name?" I ask him and he laughs. "You don't remember your own name anymore?" He said while laughing. I look at him straight in the eye. "What is my complete name Keigan?" He seemed to sense that I was serious. He scratched his head slightly. "Mark Keifer Watson." "What's the name of your younger brother?" I quickly asked after he answered. "Mike Keiren Watson." "What's your whole name?" "Mir Keigan Watson." "Where did you get the scar on the side of your right big toe ?" "From your broken toy that's scattered around your room." "How old are you when you found out that you have astigmatism?" "14 after having headaches." "Where did you hide Keiren when you decided to scare him?" "Basement. Besides your favorite roomâ€"what is this all about?!" "Just checking your memory." He laughed angrily before standing up and walking away. I felt a pang of guilt. He looked okay but why did something really seem wrong with him. I don't want to force him to tell me. Maybe he'll just distance himself from me even more. "Keifer! You ready?" It was Honey while walking toward me. I stood up and adjusted my necktie. I took the coat that was on the back of the sofa and shook it before putting it on. "I'm ready." I said and walked. She followed me with her expensive bag and a pink brief case. I was the one who looked like a secretary because of her cuteness. "Uncle said that many of their investors withdrew because of the Data breach issue. Why are you still investing in them?" She asked while hiding the paper she was holding in the brief case. "I know their Vice Chairman. He said before that there's no such thing as losing. It's only winning or learning." I press my car key to unlock my car. "I'm going to invest in him because I know he won't give up. That's the kind of person who's hard to bring down in the business world." I got into the car and he did the same. I drive smoothly to our destination. I plan to invest in Angelo's friend's company. Tiger was the one who told me about his company's current problems. Money wasn't the only reason I invested in him. I knew I would need him in the future. We arrived at the address Honey mentioned. Their company's building was large and unusual. I wasn't surprised because he's always shown off his wealth to everyone. "After this, let's eat, huh? I want steak." My forehead creased. Then he'd complain that he's gaining weight but he only eats meat. That's probably why Felix doesn't want to flirt with you. When we got inside, we were immediately greeted by the employees. They smiled at us and greeted us almost simultaneously. "Mr. Richardson is waiting for you." A man said. I simply nodded before following him. We approached the elevator and when it opened, there were only four of us inside. "Do you have any requests? Coffee, tea or cola? Do you also want something to eat during the meeting?" One of them asked me. It was Honey who answered. "Café latte and whiskey." She said while typing on her phone. "Whiskey?" When they conï¬rmed. "If you have none, Champagne or Red wine will do." I adjusted the buttons on my coat. I don't know why but I suddenly felt nervous. I don't usually feel nervous when I'm sure about what I'm going to do. This is the ï¬rst. We arrived at my destination's office floor. The man who assisted us knocked ï¬rst before opening the door. I had only taken two steps when I saw who was inside. It was Mr. Richardson and the one and only.... Angelo. "Mr. Watson. It's good that you've arrived." My destination said. "Mr. Richardson." I said and walked closer to them. He offered his hand for a handshake and I accepted it. I couldn't help but look at Angelo. He was looking at us seriously while sitting on the long sofa. This look was the reason why I felt nervous. "Stop calling me Mr. It's like we have nothing in common. Call me by my nickname." "Don." I said and he nodded. He motioned for us to sit down and that's what Honey did. Don's attention immediately shifted to her. "And who's this beautiful woman?" Don walked up to her and reached out to kiss her back. Honey quickly grabbed her hand. "Keifer's secretary." Don faced me. "Such a shame. You keep her only as a secretary." "We're both taken." We said in unison. My eyebrows almost rose. She doesn't have a boyfriend so how did she get taken. Maybe she has an imaginary one. I looked at Angelo when I gave her a meaningful look. I knew he knew I was talking about Jay-jay. "Really? With each other?" Don said and laughed. I shook my head. "No. With his cousin." I pointed at Angelo. He looked at him in disbelief. He looked back at me before looking at him again. Suddenly Don laughed out loud. He pointed at me and Angelo while shaking his head. "For real?" He asked while laughing so loud. He approached Angelo and laughed right in his face. He remained motionless while looking at me evilly. "Seriously Angelo? You teach him to hit woman and ended up hitting your cousin." He said and Angelo suddenly looked at him deadly. He stopped laughing and adjusted his necktie. "I told you to shut up now." "Let's start the meeting. We have something to talk about so hurry up." Angelo said and Don pressed the intercom to call his secretary. "Send the papers here now." He said. I sit just across Angelo. I couldn't help but feel uneasy because of the stare he was giving me. It was as if he was digesting what he was doing. What the hell is wrong with him? We started the meeting with Mission and Vision. The work done and events that they held before. I ask a few questions that Dan immediately answered. With complete details we ï¬nish our meeting less than two hours. Angelo patiently waiting for us to ï¬nish. He never said a thing while watching us. "So, would you like to close the deal now?" Don asked me. "Sure." Don called his secretary and handed me the contract. Not that long when it came in and handed me the papers. I read it for a moment before signing it and Don did the same. After the meeting we all became silent. An awkward silence. "Miss Beautiful." Don called Honey. "Can you leave us for a while? We have a private matter to discuss." Honey looked at me. I nodded to signal her to leave. She did so with a copy of the contract and her precious bag. We stood up almost at the same time when Honey came out. We were still surprised at ï¬rst but it turned out that we were the only ones doing the same thing. Taking off our coats. Don took off his and then his necktie. "You really are brainwashed, aren't you?" Don said while pointing at me and Angelo. I sat down after hanging my coat on the bench. Angelo did the same, frowning at me. "What are you talking about?" I ask them. They look each other ï¬rst before answering me. "About the fraternity." Angelo said. "I want you to know what they did to us and what they'll do to you." "They'll take advantage of you. That's what they did to us." Don said. I arched a brow. Are they saying this to make me lose interest in joining their group? "They'll come when people are in trouble. Of course, they'll be armed with knives so they can do what they want." He added. "...That's what they did to Angelo and me." "I know what you're doing. You're saying this to encourage me not to join." I chuckled. They exchanged meaningful glances. "Can you kill someone?" Angelo said that makes me stop. "That's their initiation." "You can't be serious." "We're dead serious Keifer." Don answered me. "The more desperate you are the more they'll play with you. Sometimes they will ask you to do the most unexpected thing." I'm out of words. I don't know if they are fooling me or if what they are saying is true. But ending someone else's life is no joke. "What did they do to you?" I ask them. "They asked me to kill someone but I didn't do anything. I'm not that desperate so they gave me a different initiation." Dan said and looked at Angelo. "They asked the same and I almost did." He said and looked at me straight in the eye. "Why didn't you and who is it?" "A kid. An innocent and clueless kid. He doesn't know anything about my agenda and I see no good reason to end his life. So I choose not to." He didn't blink as he stared at me and said those words . I had a strange feeling with every word he said. That kid...is there a possibility? "Why are you saying this to me?" "Introduction." Don said while gesturing his hands. "Get to know the group you're joining." "They only have a few members. Most of them are old money, ï¬lthy rich or tycoon billionaires." Angelo added. "How did you join? You're not that rich." He smirked. "There are things that you haven't discovered about me." "Sometimes it's not just about money." Don said but I doubt that. From joining to becoming a member, there's money involved so why isn't it about money? If what they're saying is true, there's a chance they'll also order me to kill just to be their member. But if I don't join, where will I get people like them? Having alliances like theirs is a big win for my side. I have to think wisely. This isn't just for me. This is for my brothers and Jay-jay. If I don't join their group, when will I meet another person like them? I'll just hope for the best. "I still want to join." I said without hesitation. They both sighed deeply. "Stubborn. I'll take it from you." Don said to Angelo. "You spoiled him too much." "Shut up!" Angelo shouted at him before turning to me. "Are you sure you 're there?" I nodded with full of conï¬dence. I'm going to hit the moon but this is all that comes to mind. "I'll give you time Keifer." He said. "After that time, I'll ask you again and if that's still the answer..." He looked at Don ï¬rst then faced me again. "...I'll recruit you." He stood up and walked out of the office. His friend and I were left with just a glance at him. As soon as the door closed, we aced each other again. He smirked at me. "Just a reminder. There's no holding back when you start this." I nodded. "Don't show off or be arrogant to others and above all..." He paused as if he's thinking then smiled wickedly. "...Whoever recruits you, will do your initiation." Fvck! Angelo will recruit me. Fvck this! He'll deï¬nitely make a fan of me. What if it's worse? Shit! I wish I had recruited Ervin instead . I heard Don's loud laughter. "You're turning pale!" He said and laughed so hard. "Whatever. I'm leaving." I picked up my coat from the bench. I gave him a hug while he was still busy laughing. When I left his office, Honey immediately greeted me. "Steak." She said while grinning like a child. My stomach felt like it was spinning when she said that. I suddenly felt hungry. So even though I didn't want to, I just nodded. I walked ahead of her and she followed me. After a while, the employees we met greeted us until we reached the parking lot. "I know a place." She said and while checking her phone. "Just tell me the direction." I drive the car while Honey keeps telling me the direction. I'm not sure about the route we're taking. If I hadn't just nodded at them, I might have driven home. "Turn that corner. Then you'll seeâ€"THERE !" She excitedly pointed to the steak house. I look for a space to park when I notice a familiar car. Is that...Percy's? I immediately parked the car when I found a spot. I immediately got out and Honey did the same. I quickly walked over to Percy's car. "Hey! What are you doing with that? You already have a car like that, right?" Honey said while waiting for me. "I know this car. It belongs to someone I know." I said and looked at the window of steak house hoping to see him....and her. "Who?" My heart suddenly beats faster and louder. She's here with Percy. I can see her talking to him. "What? Who? Is that inside?" He asked again while trying to look inside. "Jay-jay is here with someone." He sighed while looking at me. "Have you changed?" My forehead creased. "No." He straightened himself. He combed his hair with his hand. He also patted his cheek lightly. "I understand. Let's go inside and show him." He looked like he was thinking something else. He also looked like he didn't believe what I said. "What?" He didn't answer. He just grabbed my arm and pulled me inside . I immediately straightened myself. "Table for two?" An usher asked us. "Yes please." It was Honey who answered. Before our conversation could even ï¬nd a seat, I motioned for her to stop. "Sir?" "Follow me and I'll tell you where I wanted to sit." I pulled Honey closer to Percy. They both don't see us which makes it easier for me to walk closer to them. I stopped right in front of them and so did Honey. "Keifer?" Percy asks. "Percy..." I said and turned to Jay. "...Jay." She turned her head to face us and gave us a fake smile. "Are you there ? I didn't notice." "I didn't notice or really didn't care." It was Honey provoking her. "Both..." Jay answered. "Maki..." Honey called me. "...introduce me to your blue-eyed friend." I almost arched a brow. She didn't know Percy? And why would she want to know him? Even though I was surprised, I still did it. "Percy this is Honey Bee Raider. My lawyer's niece." I tap her hands. "...Honey, this is Percy Collâ€"Mariano." She offered her hand for a handshake and Percy accepted it. Honey asks a question but I didn't hear her. My attention are all belong to Jay-jay. I can't look away from her. I don't want to and if I open my eyes, she's gone. "Introductions are over... Let's go." She said while smiling. There's a bitter pain in my chest. I can't help but eel sick. "Rude." It was Honey. I wanted to keep her quiet because I might start a ï¬ght again . "Jay, don't do that." Percy scolded her. She obviously don't like it but choose to say nothing. "We'll eat here too, mind if we share a table?" Finally! Honey ask the thing that I wanted to ask before. I knew they were against each other so I immediately went ahead. "That's a great idea." I hand signal the usher and tell them my request. They immediately set up a pair of benches and a table for us. Jay immediately moved when he saw me sitting next to him. The waiter gave us the menu. "Red wine for four people." I said and handed the menu. Honey was the one who said the type of steak I wanted. I didn't want to take my eyes off my partner. Her short hair is waving a bit every time she moves. I saw her hair on Ci-N's birthday . I just ignored it because to me any hair is beautiful. Even bald. "So, how did you become step-siblings?" Honey broke the silence. Jay answered her."Please." I almost slapped my forehead. They started again. "I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to him." Honey pointed her ï¬nger to Percy. "I'm not talking to you too, I'm talking to..." Searching for someone to point her ï¬nger. "...him." Ended up to Percy. They exchanged glances before he agreed. "O-oh... I'm talking to her." I shook my head in disbelief. She just had to nod. Our order arrived and we started to eat. Except for Jay-jay. She's obviously having trouble slicing it. "Let me slice it for you." I said and about to grab her plate but she handed it to Percy. "Please slice it... Thank you!" She said while grinning. I wanted to throw my plate in Percy's ace. I just want to treat her like a queen. My Queen to be exact. "Percy, do you have a girlfriend?" I almost arch a brow to Honey. She was obviously interested in the person in front of her. What if she knew this was Felix's brother? "W-nothing..." Percy answered uncomfortably. Someone still haven't moved on. I can't blame her either, she loves Freya too much. "I'm just in the comfort room." He said and left. I still couldn't take my eyes off Jay. This was my chance to talk to her properly. "Honey..." I called her. "...make him busy." Honey quickly stood up. "My pleasure." She said and followed Percy. I saw that Jay was no longer restless. He couldn't leave. Not now was my chance. "We need to talk." I said. "You're already talking." So savage. "Listen to me..." I started. "...I don't know where to startâ€"." "At the starting line." She cut me off. My forehead creased and I'm starting to feel irritated. I loosened my necktie so much that I could barely take it off. "Okay..." I released a heavy sigh. "...I was there from the beginning." "At the end to be happy." She said while grinning. She's testing my patience. "Jay... I'm trying to be nice here." I said with authority. I also ï¬nished drinking from the glass of wine in front of me. I don't want to get angry now. Not here and not in front of him. "Please Jay. I want to explain everything to you. So please calm down and listen to me." She became quiet, which is why it entered my mind that she was letting me speak but I saw her sad eyes. "That's enough Keifer. Don't explain." She said calmly but I can hear a bit of shake on her voice. I don't want to see her cry again because of the suffering I'm causing her. I'm ready to tell her everything, just don't lose her to me. "I have to. I want you to know everything." "I don't want to..." She looks down. "...I don't want to listen to you." I bit my lips. I don't want to force her because I might just hurt her more. But if I don't tell her, when will it be? "That's enough... Please. I'm tired. I'm tired of loving you even though I'm doing nothing. I'm trying to stay away from you but you're pulling me back." I saw tears fall from her eyes. Don't stay away. You don't have to stay away. You have no reason to stay away rom me. It's my fault. I'm the reason for your pain. "Why? Why are you running away from me?" I'm the one who should give you space. "Because that's the right thing to do. There's no reason for me to stay, right? I love you but you don't love me. I was right once to be fooled by your deceit, I don't want to do it again." No. That's not the right thing to do. You have lots and lots of reason to stay. I don't love you? Impossible! Truly impossible! I didn't say a thing. I let her speak. I'm letting her say the things that she wanted to say before. All the pain and agony inside her . " If it were up to me, I'd leave your Section. Because your presence torments me. When you're there, it feels like my heart is breaking. Coming in is torture for me , c- c I badly want to wipe her tears. "Just please Keifer." She looks at me. "...That's enough." Maybe it's not the right time to tell her the truth. My presence gives her pain and every word from my mouth are like daggers that stab her. I want to tell her the truth because I might lose her but if I insist, she might just walk away from me. Right now her brain is still closed because everything I did is still fresh in her mind. She can't let go but since my presence is what hurts her, it might be better if I leave. I put down the table napkin and stood up to slightly approach her. "You..." I started and leaned closer to her. "...You're making me crazy." She wipes her tear while looking at me confusedly. I'm leaving like she wants but not to stop her. I'm doing this to make sure she won't have any more trouble because of me. I will work hard for us. I will do anything for us. Because.... "I'm Mark Keifer Watson. I'm smarter than you think. I'm stronger than you know..." I smirked. "...And I'm the King of Ulupongs." From where I was standing I walked over to her. I hold her nape to push her closer to me. Closer to my lips. I am marking her now. Sealing a promise with our lips. She's mine and I am hers. I pulled a minute after to catch our breath. I leaned my head on her. I don't want to let go but I have to. This is making me crazy but the hell I care. Being in love makes everybody loose their sanity. They're just denying it. "You're the only one Jay... You're the only one who's made me suffer like this." I let go her nape and sit at the chair next to her. "You're the one who's making me suffer." She said with irritation. I hold her hand before kissing the back of it. I pressed it to my cheek while staring at her. I'm exhausted but I will work hard just to win this game. As I stare at her. It all comes back to me. Why am I doing this and if I'm still doing it. "I'm scared." I said and forced my lips to smile. "...I'm scared of many things..." But what scared me the most... Is losing you. I close my eyes while feeling the numbness in my throat. My eyes have a mind of its own. My tears fall naturally in front of her. In front of Jay- jay, the woman I love more than myself. "Yuri is right. I lied to him, I lied to you and I lied to myself. I have eelings for you that you can never imagine." I confess. This is the right thing to do. "K-keifer..." I touched her cheek with one hand. She stiffened. "I'm afraid to touch you even if I want to. I don't want to hurt you like I did to Freya. But when I'm consumed by jealousy, I can't control myself." My lips form in a thin line thinking that I will become like my father. Remembering those moments that I made her cry because of my too much anger. "...I won't let that happen again." I said and suddenly remembered that we're leaving tonight. I can't even celebrate my birthday with her. I smiled and closed my eyes. "My birthday is coming up and you're the gift I want." I felt her hesitation. She's having doubts and it's normal. I let her go and wipe my fave using my bare hands. "You want me to stop? Then I will." I paused and looked at her reaction. "...but that's only for a while." "What..." She released a heavy sighs. "...I'll stop but only for a while? W-why? What are you thinking about?" Her forehead creased with so much confusion. "I'm giving you space." I know she's probably thinking about spaceship now. "...But when I return. You're officially mine either you like it or not." She's about to complain when someone jumps in front of us. It was Percy with a messy hair and clothes. He tried to pull Jay-jay away and hurried away. I just let them go because that one looked scared. "Where's Percy?" Honey asked before sitting by my side. "Leave. He got scared of you." I said and took a sip from my glass of wine. She pouted her lips. "I thought he was enjoying himself. I'm still in full performance." I arched a brow. Full performance where? What did he do? "Maybe he don't like it." She looked at me in horror. "He did like it." "What did you do?" She smiled foolishly. "What do you think?" I didn't answer but more like I don't want to answer. My imagination will not stop playing with me once I found out what it is. So better keep it in the dark. "You didn't answer." She said and picked up her phone. "What's his full name? I'll add him on facebook." "Percy Rey Collins." I intentionally used her previous last name. As I expected Honey looked at me in shock. I smirked. "OMG! He's the brother of â€"aaaaahhhhkkkk!" I held my ear to my ear because of the loudness of her scream. People immediately looked at us. I just let her go. I was more worried about leaving later. I haven't seen her in a long time. I hope I can last a day without seeing her.