Dream
Jay-jay's POV
"Let's just sell that. For some proï¬t." Who is that? Who are they selling? Why are they looking at me? "Are you crazy? I haven't even scored on that mother yet and you want me to dispose of it." A man said and lit a cigarette. The person he was talking to laughed and said that I was being sold. "That woman is also different. It seems she hasn't had children. Her body is still beautiful." They looked at me for a moment. " That boy is also a man like his mother." They looked at each other with strange smiles. They were scary. The man with the cigarette in his hand whispered something to the person he was talking to. That man left , leaving the man with the cigarette in his hand. He closed the door before coming to me. Who are you? Don't come closer. "Jay, wake up. Move to the room, it's hot in here." What? I don't want to moveâ€"wait! Why is my body moving on its own ?! "Your mom isn't here yet, let's stay next to each other." He said and grabbed my arms. W-don't touch me! He stood up and grabbed my hand. My body was moving on its own. I was following a man I didn't know. Until we entered a dark place. I don't want to! MOM! ARIES! KUYA! HELP ME! Why can't anyone hear me? Why is there no voice coming out of my mouth? What's going on? Why can't I move my body? I don't want this! Help me! Please! Keifer. "JAY-JAY!" Someone shouted while shaking my arms and shoulders. I opened my eyes and the faces of Aries, Kuya Angelo and Tita Gema appeared before me. "He's awake." Aries said and moved away slightly. Tita Gema came to me and helped me stand up. I noticed Tito Julz at the door and looked like he was ready to call on his cellphone. "Jay, what did you dream about? Tell me." He said and wiped my face. It was then that I noticed that my cheeks were wet and my tears were continuously flowing. My handsâ€"it would be more accurate to say that my whole body was shaking because of the strange feeling. What was happening? Tita Gema held my hands. Kuya Angelo also came to me and sat down slightly so that we could be even. "It's okay, talk." His voice was calm but there was an assurance that I would be ï¬ne. "Go ahead. Tell us." Even if I wanted to speak, I couldn't. It was as if my tongue had become stiff and I couldn't form any words. And when I tried harder, my tears flowed out on their own and I just cried out loud. Aunt Gema immediately hugged me. And that's when the strange feeling I was feeling became clear to me. I was so scared. And because I was so scared, my body didn't agree with what I wanted to do. "Sshh... It's okay. We're just here, no one will hurt you." Auntie said while rubbing my back. I felt Aries hold my hand. Kuya came closer to me and kissed me on the head. "I'll get him some water." Uncle Julz said and went out. I still continued crying. I don't know where that dream came from. But I'd rather it was just a dream because even if I deny it, I know very well that it wasn't just a dream. It was part of my past. I don't understand why they keep coming back. I don't need to remember them anymore. I don't want to know what happened to me so if possible, those things won't come back to my mind. "Auntie... I-I don't want that. Get it out of my mind... Get it out of my mind." I said while continuing to cry. "Sshh... No more. We're here, we won't leave you." Auntie replied as she continued to do what she was doing. I don't know how long I cried. Uncle Julz had already returned with water and the maids had already brought food upstairs just to calm me down. But they only brought fruit. I wanted fried chicken. After drinking the water, I tried to ï¬x my hair. My nose was still blocked from the cold but I think I'm ï¬ne. "Can you talk now?" Kuya Angelo asked. "I don't want to talk to you, Kuya." I said and bowed. She took a deep breath before standing up. "Okay, get some rest. We'll talk tomorrow." She left the room completely and so did Uncle Julz. Auntie Gema followed after making sure I was ï¬ne. He laid me down again and pulled me over. He didn't turn off the lamp. He smiled at me before closing the door completely. The silence was eerie and the sound of someone biting into an apple was also eerie. I looked at Aries who was sitting at the end of the bed. He was still looking at his cellphone while eating. "That's mine." I said almost in a whisper. He looked at me for a moment before going back to what he was doing. "Go to sleep." I turned around and hugged Snorlax. "I can't sleep anymore." I felt him stop and put down the plate on the table. I also heard him walking towards me. "Jay." He called before sitting next to me. "Can you tell me your dream?" I shook my head. "I don't want to remember it again." "Okay then, I won't force you." He said and was about to leave but I grabbed his arm. "Stay here." He stared at me before nodding. He lay down on the other side of the bed. "Did your dream really go so badly that you don't want me to be away from you?" There was a hint of humor in his tone but it was still obvious that he was serious. I adjusted the bed to ace him. Even though I wasn't looking at him, I knew he was staring at me. I might melt. I just kept quiet so Aries chose to keep quiet too. Because of the lamp light, I could at least see the other side of the roomâ€"the horoscope. I closed my eyes after clenching my ï¬st. I couldn't imagine what could have happened in that dark room. I hope that's all I can remember. I hope that what happened back then wouldn't come back to me. Back then. "Aries." I called him softly. "What?" He replied. "Where were you? When I was with my mom?" I felt him turn to look at me. "Why are you asking?" I shook my head. "I just want to know." It took him a while before he answered. It was as if he thought about what to say ï¬rst. He was probably afraid that his answer would make me angry. "Here." He answered softly. I knew. I just want to know if you think about me while you're having fun. "Are you with them?" He didn't answer. "Yuri, Percy, and Keifer." He still didn't speak. He must have fallen asleep. It was past midnight. I don't know how long he helped Kuya Angelo earlier and then he got into a ï¬ght because of my bad dream. "You guys are still friends." I continued even though I knew he was asleep. "You guys are still just babbling. Now just babbling. But Percy is still babbling. Then you're just babbling â€"ouch!" Something suddenly clicked in my head. When I raised my gaze, Aries' eyebrows met while looking at me. Oh, he was still awake. "What the hell are you talking about?" He said annoyed. I pouted as he simply scratched the part of my head he had tapped. "You really don't plan on sleeping?" He asked and adjusted the bed. "Okay, I'm going to sleep and then you watch over me. Maybe someone will suddenly grab me." My eyes widened when I remembered that. It was really a blanket, I was just teasing Ella. Does she think I'm crazy? It's really my sister. It's just a dirty mind that feels good to be teased. "Did I think you were the one who would watch over me?" I asked and scratched her forehead. "That's what you did in the past." She used one arm as a shield. "Let's switch. Well, that's tiring too." Oh wow. I winced at her. "Go to sleep. Your beautiful sibling will watch over you." I said sarcastically. She looked at me seriously. She frowned even more and slowly approached me. "I only have one sibling." She came closer to me. "And she's not beautiful." I slapped my forehead. To my surprise, my hand moved on its own to hit her hard. She was also surprised by what I did. I thought she would be angry with me but she suddenly smiled. "You're okay. You're hurting again." He said after hugging me. "Go to sleep. Whatever your dream is about, I'll make sure that it will never happen again." I hugged him too. "Even if I wanted to sleep, I can't . Your armpits stink, it's hard to wake upâ€" aaarrrraayyyy!" He pinched my back. I immediately let go and was like a ï¬sh out of water, writhing on the bed. "That hurts!" I complained while trying to reach my back which he pinched. "You're all nonsense." He said. "You even got Ella involved in your nonsense." I sat up and looked at him with wide eyes. " Did she report me? It was just a joke." "Don't tease me anymore, maybe next time you'll ï¬ght." He said as if it was a very serious matter. "You too. When you become amilyâ€"." "Oh no! Johnny, Johnny no dad!" I sang and he immediately looked at me with a bad look. "It's night Aries. He's just sleepy." He patted my neck so I immediately blocked my arm as protection. "You! You always have an answer. I hope you're like that in your exams ." He said before standing up and approaching the table where he put down the plate he was holding earlier. He picked it up and handed it to me. It was only half full and the other fruits were gone. Blaspheme this Horoscope, it's not for him and then he ate it. "Finish it." Even if he didn't say I would. I started to chew on the rest of the fruits. And even though I was eating something, I couldn't help but think of my brother and Ella. I really couldn't tell if they really loved each other. It seemed like their relationship wasn't that solid. Aries didn't react much. He wasn't the type of person who would make a big effort for a woman. Then he was often grumpy as if he was carrying a lot of problems. Ella? Damn. There's something I can't pin point about that girl. She told me she made a mistake before. She thought it was still Yuri but it turned out she loved Aries. But it seems like something is missing. I watched Aries who was currently making his bed. I didn't intend to ask about them but I also wanted to know. "Aries..." I called his attention but he still continued what he was doing. "Do you love... Ella?" He looked up at me for a moment before going back to what he was doing. "Isn't it obvious?" I nodded. "So what is Freya to you? Have you become one?" He stopped what he was doing. He sighed and sat down next to me. "You might not believe it. Freya is like my girl best friend. We just ï¬ght more often than we agree." He replied. Girl best friend? "Next time, don't read other people's conversations." He added and I looked away. "Oh, what did you read?" I ate all the remaining apple in my mouth. I didn't want to answer, maybe he'd scold me for good. "You left our conversation open. So whatever you read, tell me so I can explain." I didn't leave it on purpose. I didn't know I would fall asleep right after crying so much. This is the fault of the Demon, the pest, the King of Snakes! It's really his fault! It's his fault, Freya's fault, and Ella's too. It's all their fault because they're flirting. Can't they just date far away or maybe I won't get to know them. It's crazy! A guy's girlfriend, don't study ï¬rst. "Ask questions." He ordered. I bit my lip hard. Aries doesn't have to explain anything to me because it's not his fault. So I won't ask anything. I shook my head after taking a bite of the remaining fruit on my plate. I chewed it ï¬rst before swallowing it and handed him the plate. "I won't ask anything. I think so." He looked at me with a bad look before accepting the plate and placing it on the table he had taken it from. When he returned to his place, he continued to lie down while using one of his arms as a pillow. "It's up to you, you too." He said with a tone of remorse. "If I had to ask you something, it would probably be about you." His eyebrow raised as he looked at me. I sat up and faced him. "The times when we didn't see each other because you were angry with me. What happened to you?" He took a deep breath and stared at the ceiling. "That incident happened. Keifer got mad at me, Yuri and Brother Angelo tried to mediate but nothing happened. Many people got mad at me, investors in the company backed down. I pulled some strings to make sure that no one would surpass me because I know people would bully me. I met my classmates, Rakki became my friend, Freya became my girlfriend, Ella became my girlfriend. Our conflict got worse then you came and the rest is history." He explained as if he was just reporting to class. Wow, a lot happened. "Why are the investors like that? Why did they back down?" "Because everyone thought I left Percy. They quickly judged me and said I was a bad person. Of course they thought my brother was my brother, they attributed what happened to what Kuya could do in the future of the company." I nodded. They were judgmental. They would do that right away? Why would they have the same mindset and gut feeling to know that Kuya Angelo was the same? They weren't at the scene of the incident either so they don't know the real story. Judgement, really! Is it because they have money that they have the right to do that? That's not how it is! That's not how it is! But I, even though I don't know the whole story, know that Aries can't just leave Percy like that. Those stupid step-brothers of mine are important to him, even if it's not obvious. That's why he didn't reach out to me when I needed him because he was busy with his friends. "I know you didn't really leave him." I said and he looked at me again . "Because every time you mention that accident. Your eyes twinkle." Little star. She laughed a little. "What?" "Your eyes look like they're about to cry and then they close their eyes like this." I said and imitated her blinking. "Because if you really left her. You wouldn't have the courage to tell me that and the pain in your eyes wouldn't show." Yesss, she knows a lot. She smiled at me shyly. "Maybe. Where did you get that idea? From Percy?" "No, I already knew that. He's smart." She laughed a little. "Is that why you're not reviewing? The exam is just around the corner." I stopped when I remembered the 4th grading exam. "Wait a minute, you just asked about the accident. It's like you're Percy, you keep mentioning it." Those blue eyes? "Why?" "Just. He's weird. He feels like I'm going to talk to him." What's wrong with Percy asking about the accident? That one is really stupid. Maybe he forgot that the two of them were together so what Aries knows, that's all he knows. Aries looked at his phone. He looked like he was just checking the time. "You really don't plan on sleeping?" I shook my head. "There's no school tomorrow, don't sleep either." It was already painful. "Whatever. Find a way to keep me from falling asleep." He said and closed his eyes. I smiled before placing my hand on his stomach to grab itâ€" well, pinch his skin. He immediately sat up in shock and pain. You woke up. He immediately looked at me evilly as if he was hugging his own stomach. "What the hell! What's wrong with you?!" "There! You're awake!" I said while smiling in a way that made him laugh. Suddenly he wrapped his arm around my neck. "Ouch! Let go!" I complained while slapping his arm. He didn't answer and tightened his strangulation on me even more. He just let go of me when I was about to cough from lack of air. "You're just being silly." Who would have said to wake him up. I stood up with my head in my hands to ï¬x the bed. He did the same . When he was properly back in bed, I sat down again while hugging Snorlax. I noticed him tossing and turning and changing places. Not satisï¬ed, he sat down again and looked at me annoyed. "It's your fault, I'm sleepy now." He blamed me. This Horoscope is a joke. Who is waking us both up? And now he's blaming me. "Yes, it's my fault. I'm a sinner," I said sarcastically. "Are you like that to your classmates? And to Keifer?" He asked while raising an eyebrow. "Don't mention that guy!" I replied annoyed. "Why are you suddenly angryâ€"." He didn't ï¬nish what he was saying. He seemed to have thought of something and looked at me. "Because of what Freya and I talked about ?" I didn't answer. I turned my back on him after lying down. I had no intention of ï¬nding out about that. I would rather hear it from him myself. "Didn't I say I'll explain? Ask me instead of acting like that." He said and pushed me away with his ï¬nger. He quickly pulled his hand away. "What? I'll just ask him." He didn't say anything more and I also fell silent. I felt him lying down. We were silent for a few minutes when he spoke again. I didn't intend to pay attention but what he said meant a lot to me. "Keifer is not the guy. He's not the one Freya is crazy about."