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The days following the memorial passed in a haze. Kaori's routine became a blur, each morning slipping into the next with little distinction. The pain of losing Ryo was ever-present, but it had transformed into something more insidious—a quiet ache that lingered at the edges of her mind. There were no tears left, no catharsis to be had. Only the heavy weight of an absence that seemed to swallow everything she tried to hold on to.
Her work at the library, once a comforting distraction, now felt like an oppressive routine. She moved through the aisles of books with mechanical precision, cataloging and organizing, but the words on the pages no longer held any meaning. Each title, each sentence, seemed distant, as if she were reading someone else's story—one that had no place for her.
Kaori found herself drawn to the small park near her apartment in the afternoons, a place she and Ryo had often visited together. She would sit on their bench, the one that overlooked the pond where they used to feed the ducks. The memory of his laughter, the warmth of his hand in hers, would wash over her, and for a brief moment, it felt as though he was still there beside her. But then, the weight of reality would crash down, and she would be left alone in the silence.
It was there, on one such afternoon, that she noticed someone watching her from across the park. At first, she thought it was just her imagination, the loneliness making her see things. But when she looked up again, the figure was still there—a tall man standing by the edge of the path, his gaze fixed on her.
Kaori's heart skipped a beat. There was something familiar about him, but she couldn't place it. Her instincts screamed at her to look away, to avoid whatever it was he might represent, but her body didn't respond. Her gaze remained locked with his.
He was older than Ryo, his features sharper, more defined. His dark hair fell loosely around his face, and his eyes were an unsettling shade of blue—piercing, like they could see straight through her.
Before she could react, the man began walking toward her, his steps measured and purposeful. Kaori's breath caught in her throat as he drew nearer, and she instinctively pulled her legs closer to her body, as if trying to protect herself from the sudden unease that settled in her chest.
"Kaori," he said, his voice smooth and calm. "I've been looking for you."
The sound of her name on his lips sent a shiver down her spine. She had never seen this man before in her life, yet there was a strange sense of recognition that tugged at her. It was as though she should know him, as if his presence had been woven into the fabric of her life long before this moment.
"Who are you?" she asked, her voice barely above a whisper. She couldn't help the suspicion that bubbled up inside her. There was something about this encounter that felt wrong, out of place.
He didn't answer immediately, instead lowering himself to sit on the bench beside her. His presence was almost overwhelming, and for a moment, Kaori found it hard to breathe.
"I know you're hurting," he said softly, his voice carrying a weight of understanding that seemed far too deep. "But you don't have to bear it alone. There are things you don't understand—things that go beyond what you can see."
Kaori recoiled slightly, her gaze narrowing as she studied him. "What are you talking about? How do you know what I'm feeling?"
The man sighed, and there was a brief flash of something like sorrow in his eyes. "You're lost in your grief, Kaori. But you're not the only one who has lost someone important."
Kaori's chest tightened at the mention of her pain, but she quickly brushed it off. "You don't know me. You don't know what I've been through."
"I know more than you think," he replied gently. "I've seen the way you've been struggling to move forward. You're trapped, caught between the past and the present. You're trying to hold on to something that isn't there anymore. But it's time to let go, Kaori."
She stood up abruptly, feeling her heart race in her chest. "Who the hell are you? What do you want from me?"
The man didn't move. He simply stared at her, his gaze unwavering, as if he were waiting for her to understand something. "I'm someone who can help you, if you'll let me. You don't have to live in this endless cycle of pain. I can offer you a way out—a way to stop this hurt, to move on."
Her heart was pounding now, the unfamiliarity of the situation making her feel cornered. She couldn't understand what he meant, or why he was here, but there was an unsettling truth in his words. She did feel trapped, like her grief was a cage she could never escape. But the thought of letting go of Ryo completely—of forgetting him, of forgetting their love—felt like a betrayal she wasn't ready to face.
"I don't need your help," Kaori said through gritted teeth, her voice shaking with a mix of fear and defiance. "I'm not ready to let go of him. I can't. I won't."
The man nodded slowly, as if he had expected her response. "I understand. But remember this, Kaori: Grief will not wait forever. Time does not stop for you, no matter how much you wish it would. You will either let it consume you or you will find a way to heal. The choice is yours."
With that, he stood up and began to walk away, his steps silent on the pavement. Kaori watched him go, her heart still racing, her mind spinning. She didn't know what to make of the encounter. Was he a stranger? Or was he someone sent to push her toward something she wasn't ready for?
As he disappeared into the distance, Kaori sat back down on the bench, her hands shaking. The weight of his words lingered in the air like a warning. She had felt lost before, but now, with the echo of his voice still haunting her, she wondered if she was truly lost in a way she couldn't yet comprehend.
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End of Chapter 29.