Chapter 11 Have fun

" Yeah you cannot get out there to throw the longest, or use your powers unnecessarily.Yeah you know you are not even meant to use your inner strength in any situation. It is not meant for humans you know, it would do you a lot much harm than you can imagine, and I really do t want us getting in any form of troubles you see, I want us to stay all calm as we have always been known for okay, ther really is no need for all of the noise and all that you know, we don't really need dto be all noisy if you ask me you know, and that is just how it should be, but then that does not mean you have not been doing good. You know that, you have been really good in fact, I am not even going to lie to you you boy, you have actually surprised the hell out of me son, and yeah I am the proudest of you. More proud of you than you can even imagine, and yeah I am not even sugar coating it for any reason cause why would I right?" She asked and he nodded." So I can go?" He asked, and she looked around, and nodded. But then, you have to remember what I said to you Ethan you should be of your best behayatvall times, and don't try anything funny or suspicious okay, don't try to impress with your strengths okay, it really is not that much of a necessity in all honesty, and as such you really do not have to do it, but then if you need to my advice you should know how much of a champion you are well on your way to become." She smiled at him, and he nodded. Before making his way to where ethe whole lot of the other children were, and she stared on at him. Her heart torn in between calling him back, and letting him have the fun required of his age. " Whatever it is, I cannot always hold him down forever, there will come a time when he will be a man of his own , and I will not even be able to ibfkuyhis decisions, especially as he has proven to be way different from every other child his age. It is something Worth considering honestly.She sighed as she watched him laugh with the other kids, he was so quick in mingling and socializing. One traist she herself lacked in its totality.Although he presence drew a lot of admiration, she never really knew how to make relationships, or approach people normally, but then, she was the most loyal person that may have ever walked the earth. Loyal to core.She could not even think of an alternative to whatever the tasks she was given would be, she was always going to be focused till the end, and at this point, her task at hand, was to protect her son at every cost from every danger possible, from his own blood. But then it now seemed as though she was getting too much of the job done. She sighed, and she held her face in her hands, as she was still on her knees. She soon heard a familiar voice call her. From her North, " hey miss!" The voice called out, and the voice immediately send her down memory lane, and to a bad memory, as she had recognized this same voice and statement just seconds before she crashed out earlier, and she soon ran into panic .She murmured to herself just before she raised her head up to the direction of the voice. " Yeah I am ready to face this battle right about now, whatever the hell it takes to defend myself I am actually in for it, and I don't really mind or care one bit. Enough of all of this panic attacks and weakness. I need to be bold. " She spoke to herself, before raising her head to the man. He was the man on the see saw with Ethan earlier, and she was immediately shy to actually speak with him since she knew that he would have questions and doubts as regards her son. She soon gathered courage still, and hit up to her face, to meet with the man, and she adjusted her hair, and wiped her face with the sleeve of her coat. As she walked closer to the man who was standing close to the see saw, she immediately recognized him, and it sent a reaction of some sort down her belly, not neccesary flowers cause she could imagine the process of trying the get to know and truly catch feelings for any other living creature after all that she had gone through in the hands of a male, and asides that ,her aim and mission would have to be tampered with eventually with her being powerless to even stop it. Such was the situation at hand, but then she had the feeling in her guts. She got closer to him, and she could already recognize him. He was the man that had come at a certain time when she was at work for a meal, and he had consistently given her these stares. She soon remembered, and she smirked at him, while he smiled at her nodding his head. " Yeah I see you looking all lossy just a few minutes ago. You seem really stressed up I won't lie to you, and I don't think I would be doing myself any good if I don't actually offer you some sort of help at this point. Then it would just be that I have actually failed sa simple task given to me, and yeah I really do not want that to be said of me if you understand. I am always and ever ready offer help in amount as long as I notice that it is genuine need, and that's just happens to be the case her you know." He smiled, and she chuckled." Hey you could have at least taken it easy you know, we haven't exchanged pleasantries yet, and neither have I thanked you for your kind ness, yet you are proposing this already? Come on you need to take it easy already, you are already being too kind, and you are offering too much help already. Dont you get me wrong for any reason. It is perfectly nice of you you know ,the good things you do, infact all of your people in this town are just too much of good people if you ask me. You all are just too good of oeoplez and it is not quite normal every other places . Yeah I appreciate all of the love and all of the support first of all, but then you know you just have to take it easy on yourself at least. Cause e looking at me, I may seem not fine, but then you should know how invalid that would be, cause I am just fine, as a matter of fact, I am way better than I can ever be, and I guess that is what has misled you into thinking that I actually had the need of some sort of urgent help." She chuckled as she spoke, and the man shook his head. " Nah.. that's is wrong Selena, you really don't think you can tell me lies that way and go free you know, well, if you refuse the help, then it is okay I will not even try to force you you know, cause either am away or how unnecessary it will be to compelm you to take up something you really don't want to get engaged in." .he shrugged, and he added.