John Armando - Infatuated

What was happening to me? Why did my head keep replaying the events with Clara? My memory endlessly played out the sweet scenes of us making love, which drove me crazy.

She was already gone. I should have prevented her from leaving to ensure she wouldn't run away since she repeatedly said she wanted to end the contract with me. After all, if I did, then I would have to choose between her and Hellen.

Hellen didn't like the presence of that girl because, to her, I would definitely forget about her if Clara was present. That wasn't right. Or... I had no idea. Hellen felt that way, while I didn't.

If I slept with Clara, would it be wrong? She was my wife, wasn't she? Even though the contract clearly stated that there would be no physical contact except against my will, it happened and was against my will.