Devastated

John and I went home—yes, to John's mansion. John was good at manipulating and controlling. He had many ways of getting me to eventually comply with all his wishes. I had never submitted to any man, not even Jayme, who had been a man I liked. However, with John, it was different.

One might say that I fall in love easily. That was true, and it was always with mature men, even though I was once the kind of Hell and Jenna who destroyed someone's household. That happened after Blake left. I seemed to lose my grip, lost my best friend, who had always been my protector, and eventually met a guy who looked like him. We spent the night and did the same thing again the next day.

It all went on for a month before the man's wife finally found out and ruined my life for the millionth time.