Evening prep was usually my time to either sleep or play Sudoku—whichever felt like the better option that day.
I wasn't the type to stress over revision. If I needed to study, I did it efficiently. Otherwise? I'd rather conserve my energy.
But today was different.
Because Nad came to me for help.
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The Unexpected Request
I was halfway through a Sudoku puzzle, casually filling in a 7 in the bottom right corner, when I heard a soft voice.
"Mana."
I looked up.
It was Nad.
She stood beside my desk, holding her Additional Mathematics workbook.
Azri, who was sitting next to me, raised an eyebrow. "Oh? What's this?"
I ignored him. "Uh, yeah?"
She hesitated for a second, then placed her book on my table.
"I need help with this question," she said, pointing to a tricky-looking Integration problem.
I glanced at it. Easy.
I leaned back. "You're good at math. Why are you asking me?"
She sighed. "Because you're better."
Azri silently lost his mind beside me.
I tried to ignore his smirk and picked up my pen. "Alright. Let's see."
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Breaking It Down
I quickly scanned the problem.
"The trick here," I said, "is to factor this part first before you integrate."
Nad leaned closer, watching as I wrote. "Like this?"
She scribbled something down.
I checked her work. "Close, but you forgot to distribute this properly." I pointed at a small mistake.
She frowned slightly, concentrating. Then she nodded. "Ohhh. I get it now."
She grabbed her pen and corrected it.
I sat back. "See? Told you you're good at this."
She smiled. "I have a good teacher."
Azri violently coughed.
I glared at him. He grinned.
"Bro," he whispered, "I've never seen you this focused before."
I ignored him.
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The Aftermath
After solving the question, Nad closed her book. "Thanks, Mana. That really helped."
I shrugged. "Anytime."
She smiled before walking back to her seat.
The moment she was gone, Azri poked my arm. "Bro."
I sighed. "What?"
He smirked. "She smiled at you."
I rolled my eyes. "She smiles at everyone."
Rina, who had apparently been eavesdropping, leaned over. "Yeah, but this time, she smiled at you."
I groaned, shoving my Sudoku book in my bag.
Evening prep was supposed to be for relaxing.
Instead, I was stuck dealing with math and feelings.
March was getting too complicated.
—Mana, March 2017