Chapter 13: A Question That Changes Everything

It was just another day at school, but something was off. The atmosphere was more carefree, the voices of students louder, and for once, Haruto Kirigami did not feel so completely disconnected from reality.

The class was abuzz with discussion regarding club activities. Some of the students were already looking forward to events, others half-heartedly filled out forms for participation, and Haruto, as always, had no plans on signing up for anything.

"Kirigami, you really have to join a club," Sugimoto said, grinning from behind Haruto's desk while leaning against the desk itself. "You immediately head home after school. What do you actually do there anyway?"

Haruto hardly glanced up from his book. "Nothing."

Sugimoto sighed loudly. "Man, you're hopeless. At least pretend like you have a life outside of class."

Nasaki, who had been eavesdropping from her chair, laughed. "Maybe he likes being mysterious. It becomes him."

Haruto looked over at her, narrowing his eyes slightly. "I don't."

Nasaki leaned her chin on her hand. "Then why don't you prove it? Join a club for once."

"I don't see the point."

"Isn't it boring being alone all the time?"

Haruto paused. The way she asked that question—it wasn't mocking. It was as if she truly wanted to understand.

"I'm used to it," he replied.

Nasaki frowned but didn't push further.

Even though he declined, Haruto found himself being pulled along with Nasaki to check out some clubs. She had no issue signing up for several activities, but Haruto hardly noticed.

The basketball club was too noisy. The literature club too silent. The art club reeked of paint. Nothing caught his attention.

After sixty minutes, he asked Nasaki, "Are we finished?"

She pouted. "You didn't even try."

"Then I told you I'm not interested."

Nasaki let out a sigh, then smiled. "Okay, okay. I won't bother you."

Haruto nodded to himself, figuring that was a wrap. But then—

"Do you have any friends?"

Haruto came to a halt.

Nasaki stood by his side, hands clasped behind her, regarding him quizzically. The corridor was almost deserted, the faint ring of students' voices still floating in the air.

"What are you even asking me that for?" he demanded.

Nasaki shrugged. "I was just wondering."

Haruto looked away. "No."

"No?"

"No."

Nasaki studied his face carefully, her lips curling into a playful smile. "You hesitated."

"I did not."

She giggled. "You totally did."

Haruto clicked his tongue. "You're imagining things."

"Am I?"

"Yes."

Nasaki laughed softly, but she didn't tease him further. Instead, she simply walked beside him, a satisfied look on her face.

Haruto didn't understand why she looked so amused. And for some reason, that irritated him.

Later that night, when Haruto was in bed, he couldn't help but think about Nasaki's question.

"Do you even like anyone?"

He had replied without hesitation. But now, as he thought back on the scene in his mind, he wasn't so certain anymore.

Because when he tried to picture what 'liking someone' was like—

The first person who came to mind was Nasaki.

And that made him uneasy.