Emily staggered out of Ethan's apartment, her mind a tangled mess of shame, relief, and confusion. Her pulse pounded in her ears, drowning out the distant sounds of the city outside. The cold night air hit her like a slap, a stark contrast to the suffocating atmosphere she had just escaped.
Her hands trembled as she gripped the robe tighter around her body. Even though she was no longer exposed, she still felt bare—stripped of something more valuable than clothing. Dignity. Pride. Self-respect.
She bit her lip, fighting the sting of tears.
At least Tabitha and I are safe.
That thought was the only thing keeping her from breaking down completely. No matter what had just happened, no matter how humiliated she felt, they weren't in the hands of that monster Carlos anymore. And that was worth it… wasn't it?
The alternative had been unthinkable.
But even as she told herself that, the weight of what she had done—what she had been willing to do—settled deep inside her, like a stone lodged in her chest.
And Ethan…
Her nails dug into her palms at the memory of his smirk, his knowing, amused expression as he toyed with her like a cat playing with a mouse. She had always seen him as pathetic, someone beneath her, someone she could step on without consequence.
But tonight, she had seen a different side of him.
A side that terrified her.
She had expected desperation, had expected him to jump at the chance to take advantage of her like any other guy would. Instead, he had humiliated her, played her like a fool, and then cast her aside without a second thought.
Not because he wasn't interested.
But because he had wanted to prove a point.
And he had.
She stumbled down the stairs, forcing her legs to keep moving even though they felt like lead. Every step away from his apartment was a step away from the reality of what she had just experienced.
When she finally reached the street, she saw Tabitha pacing near a lamppost, her phone clenched tightly in her hand.
The moment she spotted Emily, she rushed over.
"Emily!" Tabitha's voice was thick with worry. "What the hell happened up there? Did he…?"
Emily shook her head quickly, cutting her off. "No."
Tabitha's shoulders sagged in relief. "Thank God. But what took so long?"
Emily hesitated. What was she supposed to say? That Ethan had played her? That he had seen through her desperation and decided to punish her for it?
She swallowed hard. "I—It doesn't matter. He paid. You're safe now."
Tabitha frowned. "But… are you okay?"
No.
She wasn't.
She felt like her insides had been turned inside out, like she had been stripped down to her ugliest, most desperate self and forced to look in the mirror.
But she couldn't say that.
So she just nodded. "Yeah."
Tabitha didn't look convinced, but she didn't press the issue.
A moment later, her phone buzzed. She checked the screen and exhaled sharply. "It's Carlos' guys. They confirmed the payment went through. We're in the clear."
Emily nodded, barely hearing her.
The weight of the night's events pressed down on her, suffocating her.
Then another thought struck her.
Ethan had the power to ruin her.
Not just tonight, but in the days to come.
He could humiliate her in class, make a spectacle of the fact that the girl who had once tormented him had been willing to sell herself for a measly $15,000.
And there was nothing she could do to stop him.
A fresh wave of nausea rolled through her, but she forced herself to breathe.
No.
She couldn't let that happen.
She had to find a way to keep him quiet.
Even if it meant swallowing her pride all over again.