Otherwise?
Just as I was about to retort, I suddenly met Xie Yan's deep eyes, and in an instant, I understood what Xie Yan was thinking.
I felt guilty and didn't dare to look at Xie Yan's face. But unexpectedly, the next second, a hand suddenly landed on my forehead.
The touch was slightly cool and overbearing. Xie Yan's fingers pressed against my forehead, forcing me to look at him.
"What are you thinking about, Mianmian? Why don't you dare to look at me?" Xie Yan said casually, with the end of his sentence drawn out, lazy and sexy.
I watched his thin lips open and close, and his voice, like the timbre of a cello, rose and fell beside my ear. My mind turned into a mess.
In the end, I didn't pay attention to what Xie Yan said. I just looked at his clear black and white eyes and nodded stupidly, "Yes, you're right!"
I said this sincerely.
Although I didn't even know what Xie Yan had said.
"Pfft." Xie Yan suddenly laughed, and the unrestrained smile on his lips landed on mine with a hint of helplessness.
Softly fitting together and gently grinding, until the tip of his tongue pressed against my lips and slipped in. I only felt my mind explode like fireworks in the sky.
It seemed that all the strength in my body had been drained by Xie Yan. I was so numb all over that I couldn't muster the slightest bit of strength. All that was left in my mind was Xie Yan's incredibly handsome face.
A hand slowly climbed up my waist. I suddenly opened my eyes wide, and the moment I met Xie Yan's smiling eyes, I froze again.
The hand on my waist moved up along my spine. Xie Yan's fingers traced my butterfly bones delicately. The faint touch made me tremble involuntarily.
"Xie Yan..." I could barely speak.
Xie Yan let out a muffled groan. Suddenly, he forcefully pressed my body against his with his big hand. He held me in his arms, and the plunder of his tongue instantly lost its tenderness.
When he released me, I slumped down, gasping for fresh air, and my heart was almost leaping out of my chest.
I had been single for more than twenty years. When had I ever experienced such a thrilling thing?
I leaned weakly against the pillow, and my red eyes were filled with rippling water.
Xie Yan looked at me with love in his eyes and leaned closer. He lifted my chin with one hand and gently rubbed my moist lips with his thumb.
"Mianmian, do you know how alluring you are right now?" Xie Yan said in a hoarse voice.
I looked into his dark and deep eyes and felt as if I was about to sink into them.
Xie Yan's hands were cold. When my warm lips touched his hands, my mind went blank, and I instinctively stuck out my tender red tongue and licked his hand.
Xie Yan's body stiffened, and a storm suddenly rose in his black eyes. The next second, Xie Yan pressed down on me, and our bodies were pressed together through a thin quilt.
Suddenly, my heart skipped a beat. I clearly felt it.
There was a thud.
My mind went blank, and my face turned as red as if it were bleeding. I even stopped breathing.
"Mianmian..." Xie Yan called my name hoarsely.
I mumbled an "mm" in a daze, and Xie Yan's lips pressed down on mine again. A stormy kiss slowly moved from my lips to my neck.
His hot and wet tongue slid across my sensitive skin. I trembled and tried to hide, to push Xie Yan away.
As soon as my hand fell, Xie Yan caught my wrist. He panted softly, and his voice was filled with a desire that terrified me as he said, "Mianmian, you can't move your hands."
Looking at Xie Yan's face and hearing his voice, the most crucial thing was that I nodded blankly
with a blank mind.
"You're such a good girl." Xie Yan praised me affectionately.
In a moment of distraction, I only felt a hand gently land on my shoulder, and his slightly cool fingertips landed on my clothes buttons.
He gently kissed my forehead, my neck, and my hot ear tips, both domineering and gentle.
I heard the sound of fabric rubbing. Snap. My button opened. I suddenly woke up, shook my head in a panic, and said in a trembling voice, "Xie Yan, no, don't do this. Now... now it's not possible."
Xie Yan's lips suddenly stopped. He retracted his hand and stared at my blushing face. I met his restrained gaze and shook my head timidly, "Xie Yan, today... today it's not okay. I..."
I was scared.
I had never thought that I would give myself to Xie Yan so soon. Although we were already husband and wife, I couldn't get over this psychological hurdle.
I turned my head to the side and didn't dare to look Xie Yan in the eyes. I buried half of my face in the quilt and said in a muffled voice, "Xie Yan, I'm just not ready. Don't think too much. I just think the timing is wrong. I don't mean anything else."
Time passed bit by bit.
Soon, Xie Yan moved and lay on his side beside me. He propped his head up with one hand and looked at me. Although his breathing was still erratic and rapid, his voice had regained some calmness. "I know."
Xie Yan gently ruffled my hair. "I was too hasty. But Mianmian, you're so good, so wonderful that I couldn't help it."
Couldn't help what?
I blinked my eyes, and a gentle breath suddenly landed in my ear. Xie Yan hugged me in his arms and affectionately kissed my earlobe. "What should I do?"
At this moment, my nose was filled with the smell of Xie Yan's body, a slightly cool woody fragrance, like a cedar tree sleeping in the snowy night in the north, deep, cold, and fascinating.
I thought in my heart to wait a little longer.
But in fact, I didn't even know how long I needed to wait, and I didn't know how to explain my current feelings.
I simply closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep. Xie Yan looked down at my closed eyes, shook his head slightly, and called my name affectionately, then kissed my eyes. "Good night, Mianmian."
I thought that Xie Yan would leave after seeing that I was asleep, but unexpectedly, he held me in his arms until the next day.
The warm morning light shone on my face. I woke up in a daze and wanted to rub my eyes, but as soon as I raised my hand, Xie Yan caught my wrist.
"You still have an injury on your hand." Xie Yan reminded me in a low voice.
Oh, right!
I had forgotten if Xie Yan hadn't mentioned it. My hair was all frizzy after sleeping all night, hanging randomly on the side of my face and itching my skin. I couldn't help but want to rub it with my wrist, and Xie Yan reached out to help me.
Xie Yan's hands were big, and his pink fingernails were neatly trimmed. He didn't look like someone who did manual work every day at all.
I squinted my eyes comfortably and thanked Xie Yan, "Xie Yan, you're really a great guy!"
Xie Yan held my face in his hands, and his thin lips kissed my eyes, forehead, and even my nose like a woodpecker before finally landing on my lips.
As expected.
I fell for him again.
It wasn't that I was spineless. It was just that Xie Yan was really good at flirting.
I buried my blushing face in Xie Yan's arms, too embarrassed to show my face. Xie Yan held me and chuckled softly.
We had a simple breakfast. Xie Yan fed me porridge spoon by spoon, making my face turn red and my heart race. At noon, I refused to let Xie Yan feed me anymore. I used Xie Yan's phone to call Xu Xin.