Chapter 6:my life has ended

Andy's pov:

"Why did the devil use you to spoil my life"

I looked at myself in the mirror not knowing who I am anymore" I couldn't feel what girls felt as a lady,I don't even look like one

I ambled and layed down on my bed,I couldn't think of anything other than my mom selfishness

"Why should I stay here,how would I face my friends,how can my life be fine after knowing this" "this is all your fault!!" I screamed and cried out loud,no one could understand the pain and feeling I was going through at the moment,the ache on my head pounds more and more,i laid on my bed as tears gently falls out of my eyes soon enough I fell deep into my sleep while thinking

Amber sits on the floor in the sitting room still crying, it's been over 3 hours the weird incident took place but it felt like it happened just then,the fear of loosing her child gripped her more

Jason watched her cry ,he was very disappointed in her, he touch his head every minute like a habit, his eyes constantly went to the stair case,he hoped to see her coming down from the stairs

"You should have let her enjoy her life as a lady, I wonder if she feels like a girl now or agree to have a sex with a guy"

"My poor child, I shouldn't have done this"

Jason stares at her for a while

"Amber, you know " sighs "I still miss you, even though I see a demon in you,I still find myself loving you

"Then why did you destroy my life" she stared at him with disgust

"You spoilt it your self,you did, I should have come sooner but I didn't tell my wife that I had a wife before and she had a child for me also"

"You have a family?"

"What did you expect,stay single for 19 years?" Amber faced down

"I'm sorry I made life hard, now I see my actions, I don't deserve any forgiveness from anyone not you or her"

"You did a good job as a mother" he stretch his hands towards her,Amber eyes flickered as she raised her heads up and puts her hands on his to stand up, Jason stares at her as she sat next to him

"Can you forgive me?"

Amber prayed

"Only if you promise to make things right and never be a devil's shield " Jason glanced at her "but I'm really angry at you, what were you thinking changing a small girl to a boy "

Andy's pov

I packed my clothes smoothly inside my luggage, I couldn't bear it ,I had to go, leaving the city was the only thing on my mind, clearing my head was what I needed at the moment...my 20th birthday had to be the worst of all "God please help me, I'm a mess" What am I saying, God watched my mother destroy me and I'm begging him "you, my mom and the man that calls himself my father,you three broke my heart,you killed me,maybe you don't exist...maybe you are just a myth like the rest " I hated myself, the mirror was annoying me too,I couldn't stare at myself for too long,I felt ashamed all of a sudden

After a long thought to my self,I played music so loud so they wouldn't hear any other noise from my room,I opened my window, It was the best for sneaking out,I threw my bags gently to the ground ,made sure I wasn't forgetting anything and "my keys!" I opened my small shelf next to the mirror and took it out,then turned of the music playing,one last time I glanced at my reflection "Goodbye mom"

I rushed out through the window,sneaked my bags at the back of my car,I opened the gate and ran back to my car, I looked around before entering my new car,my heart trembled as I start the car,I drove out immediately before I attract any one attention

Jason pov

I opened my eyes and watched Amber sleep,I was glad I had successfully calmed her down,we will both talk to Anna in the morning,"why do I still love her after many years" I said to my self,her skin looked nice,even while ageing,I sighed "she really is a devil" I relaxed back and slept off

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In the morning

Amber pov

I washed my face in the bathroom "what was I thinking,how selfish can a woman be towards her child,I really need to talk to Andy,no!, Anna,Her name is Anna and she is a woman"I inhaled accepting my wrongs and ready to make things right,I wiped off my face and went back to the room,Jason was still sleeping on my bed, "why does everything feels calm to him" I walk up to the window and opened the curtains , allowing the sun rays brighten up my room

"Why is the gate opened and where is Anna's Car" I shouted in disbelief,I wasn't ready to believe what my mind was telling me,my noise woke Jason up

"What is wrong?" He stood up in fear

"Anna's car is gone!!!," I picked up my phone and ran out of the room "Anna!!?, Anna!!? "I opened her room and couldn't find her in there too, " I went straight to her wardrope and found very few clothes in it "no!,no ,no!"

"Calm down, maybe she went to meet her friends" Jason said while entering the room

"She doesn't keep friends but one, Anna is gone, no!,my baby !" I ran out in tears ,the tears were much I could see clearly anymore, Anna!!, please I'm sorry, don't do this to me please!!,I cried out and laid on the floor next to the gate,Jason held me ,

"Amber please"

"Don't you please me,you always wanna be calm,I wanted to talk to her last night,you said I should let her relax and take things in,now see...my child is not here!!"

"Just calm down and call her phone,"

I immediately sat down and picked up my phone from the ground ,I called her line but it wasn't connecting ,I had to call James her friends line, after a while he picked up

"James ,James has Andy called you today?"

"No he didn't,he only dropped a text"

"What did the text say"

"It's said I'll miss you buddy, I sent a reply but he didn't respond to it"

"Oh good Lord"

"It's anything wrong"

I hanged up the call immediately

"Jason, where could Anna have gone to,when did she leave, please tell me my child hasn't cut ties me with me"

"Amber, It's a lot to take in for now, you didn't do right as a mother, you just have to suffer the consequences and respect her decisions,if she wanna go,let her go,so she can fix her life, now you know how it felt when you ran away from me,you will have to accept it"

I couldn't hold back my tears

My life has ended