Chapter 4: Again!?

In Zyanya's third lifetime he was born in a 10 yr old body who died from being murdered by his own parents. It's such a bitter taste to be in this body but he has to live in this lifetime to search for a way to break his own curse. Zyanya left the village where this body resides and he later on tried to find his own son yasuo but he couldn't find him. So he have guess that this is a parallel timeline different from the last world he reincarnated in, years passed by and he continues to search for a way to undo a curse that was bestowed from the gods. Later, zyanya found that the way to undo a curse from gods through an old textbook that he found in a dungeon and that solution is to kill the god who put the curse and make them the curse bearer.

"Bullshit! I may be the protector of mankind but i am not in level of the gods! " zyanya curse and throws the book he is holding in frustration. "I have no choice but to ascend to divine realm.." he sighed.

In his journey he meets many kinds of people and slowly understands humans, he may be a human himself but he is isolated from his people for he thinks he is a destruction. On the day of his 20th birthday, zyanya expected that this day won't be peaceful cause of what happened in his previous life. Unfortunately when he was about to head outside his small cottage he finds himself surrounded by the man in black.

"Fuck. You fuckers again! " he cursed and drew his daggers. Back in the palace he is specialize in close combat but his main weapon isn't a dagger but something else, he wasn't allowed to wield it for he can cost destruction.

The fight lasted half a day for they always multiply in numbers, zyanya was severely injured and is already in the death door when the villagers found Zyanya, he was already so weak sitting on the side of his own home. The villagers know this young man and they always think that he is suspicious, thus the villagers decide to kill him cause they were afraid when they saw many bodies scattered in his home.

'Is that the humans you've trying to protect? '

'Humans are afraid of you'

Fourth lifetime

It took him years to reincarnate again and when he woke up he found himself sweating and injured in his abdomen. "What the fuck? What happened..? " looking at the surroundings it was a glamorous room like in his first life that means he is probably one of the people in the palace but who? Days passed by he found out that he is a second prince and the day he reincarnated was the day the prince had an attempted assassination. Thankfully he survived that day thanks to his light magic that can heal wounds which he learned from his mother. Coincidentally in every reincarnation his name would have the word yan and have the same birthdate as him.This really must be his fate in alternate worlds. This life is gonna be a roller coaster ride for he needs to fight for the throne but like hell he cares for that throne he is already an emperor.

Whenever he thinks about his last life he feels angry and betrayed at the same time but he can't blame humans for being afraid of him. He isn't fully human either for his father is the ruler of demon race in his world so he cannot fully side on one race but he will deliver justice fair and square.

Zyanya got fed up trying to find the solution of his curse cause of the heavy security in the palace and the persistent half brothers fighting for the throne are another level of annoying. One day he snapped, that day also made his curse 'fitting rage' activated and he lost himself to the darkness making him injure the people in the palace, luckily for them zyanya cannot harm humans due to the curse of the gods. Unsatisfied he went and killed ten thousands of demons earning the title "tyrant 2nd prince". He stands on top of the endless corpse and looks up at the sky with an empty look in his eyes. A bloodied sword in his arm and he sighs... " today is my 20th birthday.. " he is definitely convinced that those men in black are also part of a curse. He couldn't live past 20 huh?

Just right before he accepted his fate a man's voice suddenly spoke behind him.

"I finally found you.. Father" this voice was weak but with no one alive around the area this voice was loud and clear for zyanya

Zyanya turns his head back and sees a man in his teens, light blonde hair and crimson eyes. He was shocked, zyanya didn't know how his son found him.

"Yasuo.. " a tears start forming in his eyes when a sharp pain throbs in his stomach, when he look down Zyanya just chuckles and lose his balance making him fall down in the corpse. There behind, a man in black holding a bloodied sword emotionless as if it was programmed to do that.

Yasuo reacts in no time and eliminates all the men in black using his dark magic and catches the growing cold body of his father. "Father-! " he wanted to be angry but he remembers he will activate his curse of emotion if he did. Yasuo remembered when he was a 7 yrs old those people attacked him and his father, he was too weak to fight so he couldn't help his father. Then his father gave him power and left him. Yasuo knows the reason that's why he didn't loathe his father who created him.

"Yasuo.. I'm sorry.. I wasn't so good" zyanya weakly speaks

"Father i knew. Don't speak, i'll heal you" with such an emotionless face but deep down he wants to go crazy and cry. He have live for years and finally know how to travel alternate worlds but all of that for nothing.

"No need..it's my curse i can't escape.. "

"Father.. Just shut up let me heal you.. Please" yasuo plead.

Zyanya smiles and puts a hand on yasuo's face "take care of my soul... I will return.. Find me.. " for that the hand that was warm suddenly turns cold.

"Father..? Father..! Don't joke around.. Fa-.. " yasuo saw a tiny light ascend from his body he wants to grab it but before he could the tiny light disappears in an instant.