3 In the AV World, Mom Gets Excited Thinking About Her Son's XX
"Seo-jin is a man after all..."
Ha-rin, Seo-jin's adoptive mother, sighed as she watched him go out, feeling regretful about what happened earlier.
Though he seems interested in women, his very shy and introverted personality prevents him from properly talking to or dating women, which disappoints her as a mother.
Still, she was relieved that he at least showed interest in women.
"I should have taught him properly about women..."
When he lost his parents in an accident at age 10 and was about to go to an orphanage, Ha-rin, who knew him, adopted and raised him as her son.
She was only 26 at the time, so people around her tried to dissuade her, but she couldn't bear to send the grieving boy to an orphanage and volunteered to be his mother instead.
She didn't mind him calling her "auntie" before, but recently she's been wondering if he might start calling her "mom". However, after 10 years of using "auntie", it feels awkward to suddenly change, so she's just waiting.
When she first adopted him, everything felt awkward and difficult with a sudden 10-year-old son, and she felt very inadequate.
Of course, she has never regretted adopting him, but she does regret not fully fulfilling her role as a mother.
Though she's very grateful he grew up without becoming twisted, there were many things she should have taught him as a mother but didn't, including about women.
He entered puberty not long after she adopted him, so she knew he was interested in women and secretly watched porn, but she didn't know what to do as a mother and just left him alone, resulting in his passive personality.
She felt bad, thinking his passivity was because she didn't teach him properly, but it's too late to teach him now, so her worries only deepen.
"I'm not one to talk..."
Focused on adopting and raising him at a young age, she didn't have proper relationships either.
After adopting him, she had no time to meet men, and she wasn't interested in relationships before that either. Her lack of knowledge about men made it difficult to deal with him.
Though they're getting along fine now, there are still times when she doesn't understand what he's thinking.
"Maybe I should start looking too..."
Now in her mid-30s, she's at an age where it's a bit late to marry.
While raising Seo-jin, she paid no attention to men, but now that he's grown up, she's starting to become interested and think about marriage.
She's not sure if Seo-jin would welcome this, but her interest in the opposite sex is growing, as if going through a late puberty.
"Come to think of it... are all men that big?"
Recalling Seo-jin's penis she saw earlier when opening his room, she roughly estimated the size with her hand.
"I must be crazy... no matter what, it's my son's... well... it was big though..."
Though she's seen many penises in porn, this was her first time seeing one in real life, and the fact that it was her son's made her feel complicated, but the image wouldn't leave her mind.
"It's different from when he was young..."
She had seen it when helping him change clothes until he was 12.
She was surprised by how different it looked now, but it gave her a sense that he had truly grown into a man, which relieved her as a mother.
"It was much bigger than the men in porn..."
Her son's penis seemed 1.5 to 2 times larger than the men she saw in porn, so it kept coming to mind.
"I'm crazy... no matter what, he's my son..."
Her cheeks flushed slightly and her body heated up without her realizing. She felt some self-loathing for thinking about her son's penis, but as it was the first adult penis she'd seen in real life, she couldn't get it out of her mind.
"I'll just clean his room"
Thinking it wasn't right to have such impure thoughts about her son, she decided to clean his room instead.
She used to clean his room until middle school, but since high school he's been cleaning it himself, so she hasn't been in much. But when she looked earlier, it seemed to need cleaning.
To avoid more impure thoughts, she entered his room to clean, and noticed a different smell than before.
"It smells like night flowers..."
Ha-rin knew what this smell was and unconsciously blushed, but told herself not to think strange thoughts as she started cleaning.
She took the scattered clothes to wash, but the floor was clean without even dust.
"He's keeping it cleaner than I thought"
Though it was a bit disorganized, it wasn't bad enough to worry about, so she just planned to empty the trash can.
"W-what..."
The trash can was full of used tissues, all giving off a stronger scent than the room.
"Gulp♥"
Knowing what these were used for, she picked up a tissue that looked recently used with trembling hands. When she opened it, it was still damp and sticky with semen.
"D-do they normally release this much?"
When she opened the crumpled tissue, the semen flowed out in a sticky stream. She was surprised by how much there was and how viscous it was compared to what she knew about semen.
"Hah♥... hah♥... w-what am I thinking!!"
She almost brought her face close to smell the semen without realizing, but barely came to her senses and hurriedly emptied the trash can.
"Right, this is just proof that my son is healthy... t-that's all"
As if hypnotizing herself, she tried to rationalize and forget what just happened, feeling herself heat up as she finished cleaning and left her son's room.
Unintentionally confirming her son's virility, she tried to forget what she saw in the morning, but ended up imprinting it even more clearly in her mind.
"Ugh... it'll be okay, right?"
There was only one way to relieve her overheated body now, and since her son had conveniently gone out for a bit, she had enough time.
Having obtained the ultimate masturbation material, she entered her room intending to masturbate to calm her aroused body.
She felt the need to relieve herself, worried she'd remain in this aroused state in front of her son if she didn't masturbate before he returned.
Of course, masturbating while thinking of her son's penis and the smell of his semen was terribly sinful, but her mind was so full of those thoughts that nothing else came to mind.
"This is just a f-fantasy♥"
Though she knew it was terribly sinful, she felt nothing else could calm her excitement right now.
She immediately entered her room, took out the vibrator she secretly used for nighttime masturbation, and lay on the bed.
Whirrr
"Uh♥"
Her pussy was already wet enough to not need foreplay, and started feeling good as soon as she pressed the vibrator against it. She began making lewd moans she could never let her son hear.
"Ahh♥... hah♥... penis♥... big... hnn♥... penis♥"
Closing her eyes made her son's penis shape, size, and smell appear even more vividly, making her body heat up even more.
Knowing she shouldn't be doing this made her more excited by the sinfulness, and before long she was lost in pleasure as she continued masturbating.
"Ahhh♥"
Not realizing she had left the door slightly open...
......
"I'm home"
I returned home after taking a walk to adjust to this body and get a clear sense of what the "Golden Sun's Intuition" was like.
'Hm? This feeling...'
I couldn't understand it well when I was first in the house, but now the intuition is clearly telling me there's a female I can have sex with inside.
"Ahh♥... hnn♥"
Following the moans without needing to rely on the intuition, I carefully went to a room and realized it was my adoptive mother's room.
'No way, in broad daylight?!'
Carefully peeking into the slightly open room, I saw my adoptive mother masturbating while making lewd moans.
She was so lost in masturbation that she didn't even hear the door open, and all I could see was a lewd female lost in pleasure with a vibrator pressed against her panties over her pussy.
I got an erection without realizing, more aroused by this sight than the naked woman masturbating I saw outside earlier.
'But it's still not time yet...'
The intuition instinctively tells me I shouldn't pounce on her now.
Though I felt a bit disappointed, I could sense through the intuition that the time wasn't far off, so I smiled and watched her masturbate a bit longer.
A lewd mother lost in masturbation, not knowing her son is watching from outside the door.
Suppressing the urge to pounce on her right away, I quietly returned to my room before she noticed, leaving with some regret.