Kai's world shattered. It wasn't just the loss of a friend; it was the loss of the only person who truly saw him.
The world, Kai thought, a place he already found harsh, now seemed to twist and distort, the edges blurring into a nightmarish landscape.
Kai, from his vantage point at the base of the stairs going up to the auditorium loft, saw Ethan fall. Not a clean drop, but a clumsy, twisting descent. He saw the way Ethan's body contorted unnaturally as it plummeted, a sickening, silent dance against the backdrop of the school fair's cheerful lights, a stark contrast to the darkness engulfing the life of his friend.
The edge… a brush of air against his outstretched fingers. That desperate grab, the slick plastic of the SD card just out of reach. Then, a brutal jolt against his leg—something sent him reeling. An awkward lurch, a desperate flail, and suddenly, the railing was gone. Everything went impossibly fast. A flash of gray against the vibrant fairground below, a sickening tilt. The lights, once a festive blur, now sharp, elongated pinpricks. The taste, just like spun sugar—thick and metallic—coated his tongue, a perverse sweetness that turned bitter, a transition from disbelief to a reality so hard to digest. A twist… a sickening lurch, the world tilting, the ground rushing up. The plush seats, a distorted tapestry of red, growing larger, faster. A silent scream, a tightening in the chest, a rush of cold, and then… a wet, crunching thud."The wet, crunching thud echoed, not just in the auditorium, but in the hollow space inside Kai's chest, a shared, sickening sound.
A scream clawed its way up Kai's throat, but no sound came out. He felt a coldness spread through him, a numbness that threatened to consume him entirely, like a creeping shadow. He started down the stairs, each step heavy, each movement a struggle. He had to reach Ethan. But as he neared the bottom, his legs gave way. It was as if life itself was being sucked out of him, a sudden, devastating emptiness. He stumbled, his momentum carrying him backwards, and collapsed into the auditorium seats, twisted amongst the plush fabric, his body screaming in protest.
Broken. Agony pulsed through Ethan, his own consciousness fading in and out. Each breath a searing reminder of his brokenness. Kai… A strangled whisper, lost in the roar of pain. The thud… that wet, crunching sound that Kai knew, instinctively, would haunt his nightmares, a sound that burrowed into his brain and refused to let go. His stomach lurched, and he tasted bile rising in his throat.
He could feel the wetness spreading beneath him, a sticky warmth that chilled him to the bone. He had to find Kai. He's here… isn't he? A faint presence in the shadows. Kai, help…
Kai squeezed his eyes shut, but the image of Ethan falling, landing awkwardly amongst the plush auditorium seats, his limbs twisted at impossible angles, was seared into his mind, an indelible mark of his failure, a brand.
He didn't see the full extent of the damage from where he stood, but he saw enough. He saw the dark, spreading stain blooming beneath him like a grotesque flower, a pool of blood seeping into the plush fabric of the seats. He saw the glint of metal, the polished steel of a mop handle, a cruel spike, protruding from—he couldn't bring himself to think where.
His vision swam, the lights of the fair now a distorted, mocking kaleidoscope. He could hear voices, the sounds of panicked students and teachers, distant and muffled, as if he were underwater. He tried to focus, to make sense of the chaos, but his mind was slipping away, succumbing to the overwhelming pain. Kai… He sensed him there, in the shadows, watching. He wasn't alone. He wasn't… The darkness was closing in. His breath hitched in his chest, and he felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if a physical blow had been struck, a wound that would never heal.
Even though they were only a few feet apart, they both felt a vast, echoing loneliness, as if they were in different worlds.
Kai stumbled back, a strangled sob caught in his throat. He knew, with a chilling certainty, that Ethan's final thought, like his own, was a desperate, unanswered 'Why? He knew, with a chilling certainty that burrowed deep into his bones, that Ethan was… broken. Not gone yet, but broken, clinging to life by a thread. And a part of him, he suspected, had broken with him, lost in the abyss of guilt and horror.
He pictured it again, the way the steel had pierced through Ethan's shoulder, the way his body had jerked with the force of the impact. The unnatural angle of his arm, the way his face had contorted in a silent scream. The sheer, impossible agony…