"The shadows don't forget. And neither do the people who lurk within them."
The sun was just starting to rise over the sprawling training grounds, its golden light spilling across the field. Sarang wiped the sweat from her brow, her breath coming in short bursts as she finished another set of drills. Her uniform clung to her from the morning's exertion, but she didn't care. The ache in her muscles was a reminder of her progress—a testament to how far she'd come.
As the trainees were dismissed for a brief break, Sarang wandered toward the small canteen near the barracks. She had a few minutes to herself, and her thoughts drifted, as they often did, to Minho. She imagined him sitting in their small apartment, humming to himself while sketching or flipping through his schoolbooks.
That's when her eyes caught it—the camera in the display window of a tiny shop just beyond the training grounds. It wasn't new or flashy, but it was sturdy and well-made, with just enough character to give it charm. Sarang stopped in her tracks, her lips curling into a small smile. Minho had always loved photography. Even with his phone's limited camera, he managed to capture moments with an eye for detail that amazed her.
She stepped inside, her fingers brushing over the camera's smooth surface as the shopkeeper handed it to her. "A gift?" he asked, his voice friendly.
Sarang nodded, her smile growing softer. "For my brother," she said quietly. "He loves taking pictures."
The shopkeeper wrapped the camera carefully, and Sarang slipped it into her bag, feeling a warmth in her chest. The thought of Minho's face lighting up when he saw the gift filled her with a rare sense of joy. She couldn't wait to send it to him.
The next day, Sarang was in the middle of her training, her body moving with practiced precision through the obstacle course. She climbed, leaped, and landed with calculated grace; her focus unwavering as the commanding officer barked orders from the sidelines. Each bead of sweat that rolled down her face was a testament to her determination.
"Park Sarang!" a sharp voice interrupted, cutting through the rhythm of her movements. She froze, gripping the rope she was about to climb. The officer approached, a rare softness in his otherwise stoic expression. "You've got a call. From home."
Sarang's heart leapt. Minho. She knew it had to be him. Only Minho would call, probably bursting with excitement to share some mundane story about school or a photo he had taken. Her lips curled into a small smile as she wiped her hands on her uniform and jogged toward the communications tent.
Her boots hit the dirt with a steady rhythm, but her thoughts were racing. She had been waiting to hear from him for weeks. She could almost hear his voice in her mind, teasing her about her training or asking when she'd visit next.
When she stepped into the tent, the world seemed to quiet. The officer gestured toward the phone on the desk, and she walked to it slowly, anticipation fluttering in her chest. She reached out, her fingers trembling slightly as they wrapped around the receiver.
She pressed it to her ear. "Hello?" she said softly, her voice carrying the warmth of her excitement.
There was a pause on the other end, a static crackle that made her heart race faster. But the voice that followed wasn't Minho's. It was deep and unfamiliar, cold in a way that sent a chill down her spine.
"Park Sarang," the voice said, slow and deliberate. "I think we need to talk."
Sarang's breath hitched. The phone slipped from her grasp, hitting the desk with a dull clatter. Her hands trembled, and she stared blankly ahead, her chest tightening as if the air had been sucked from the room. Tears welled in her eyes, blurring her vision.
"No…" she whispered to herself; her voice barely audible. Her legs felt weak, and she clutched the edge of the desk to steady herself. This couldn't be happening. It couldn't be real.
The officer stepped forward, concerned. "Are you alright, Park Sarang?"
But she couldn't respond. Her mind was spinning, her heart breaking under the weight of what she had just heard. The voice on the other end of the line wasn't Minho's, and yet it spoke of him in a way that left no room for doubt.
The tears she had been holding back finally spilled over, tracing silent paths down her cheeks. She had prepared for so much—for pain, for sacrifice—but nothing could have readied her for this moment.
Minho… His name echoed in her mind, a lifeline she clung to as her world began to crumble.
The cold air bit at Sarang's skin as the taxi sped toward the hospital, but she hardly noticed. Her vision was blurred, not by the winter wind, but by the tears that refused to stop flowing. Her mind was a storm of panic and disbelief, the words from the phone call echoing endlessly in her head.
"Your brother... Minho... he's in critical condition."
She clutched the edges of her coat tightly, her knuckles white, her lips trembling as she whispered to herself, "Please, no. Please let him be okay." Her breath came in ragged gasps, the desperation clawing at her chest as the taxi screeched to a stop in front of the hospital.
She threw open the door and ran inside, her boots echoing against the polished floor of the long corridor. The scent of antiseptic hit her, sharp and cold, as she passed nurses and doctors who barely spared her a glance. Her tears blurred her vision, but she didn't care. She couldn't care. All that mattered was reaching him.
"Minho," she whispered, her voice breaking as she hurried past the rows of sterile rooms, her eyes darting to the numbers on the doors. "Minho, please…"
Finally, she stopped in front of the room they had directed her to. Her heart pounded so violently it felt as though it might burst. Her hand reached for the doorknob, but she hesitated, her fingers trembling. A part of her didn't want to open the door, didn't want to see what awaited her on the other side. What if… what if she was too late?
"No," she murmured to herself, shaking her head as if to banish the thought. Her grip tightened on the doorknob, but her body betrayed her, frozen with fear. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she clenched her eyes shut, willing herself to move.
Finally, with a shaky breath, she pushed the door open.
The room was quiet, save for the rhythmic beeping of a heart monitor. The harsh fluorescent lights cast a pale glow over everything, making the scene before her feel unreal—like a nightmare she couldn't wake up from.
There he was. Minho. Her little brother. The boy who had always greeted her with a wide smile, who could light up even her darkest days. But now, he lay lifeless on the hospital bed, his skin pale, his chest rising and falling weakly beneath the thin hospital gown. IV lines snaked from his arms, feeding into machines that beeped and blinked like cold, unfeeling sentinels.
"Minho…" she breathed, her voice barely above a whisper. Her knees buckled, and she stumbled forward, her hands clutching the edge of the bed as though she might fall if she let go. "Minho, no…"
She reached out with trembling hands, brushing the hair from his forehead. He felt so cold. The warmth she had always known—the warmth that was so uniquely his—was gone.
"Wake up," she pleaded, her voice cracking as her tears fell freely. "Minho, it's me. It's noona. Please… wake up."
Her words hung in the air, unanswered. He didn't stir. He didn't open his eyes and grin at her like he always did. The silence was deafening, crushing her under its weight.
Sarang sank to her knees beside the bed, her face buried in her hands as sobs wracked her body. She couldn't hold it in any longer. Every memory of him came flooding back—their childhood games, his bright laughter, the way he would always try to cheer her up even when he was struggling himself.
"You said you'd take care of me one day," she choked out, her voice breaking. "You said I wasn't alone. So why… why are you lying here like this?"
Her hands gripped his arm, shaking him gently, as though her desperation alone could bring him back to her. But he remained still, his face serene, as if he were simply sleeping.
"No," she whispered again, her tears soaking into the sleeve of his hospital gown. "This isn't fair. You don't get to leave me like this, Minho. You're all I have. You promised…"
Her shoulders shook as she pressed her forehead against his arm, her cries filling the small room. For a long time, she stayed like that, her body trembling with grief, clinging to him as though holding him tighter might somehow keep him tethered to her.
When she finally looked up, her tear-streaked face was filled with a desperate kind of hope. She reached for his hand, clutching it tightly, her fingers entwining with his. "Minho," she whispered, her voice trembling. "If you can hear me… if you're still in there… please, come back to me."
The heart monitor beeped steadily, its cold rhythm a stark contrast to the chaos inside her. She pressed his hand to her cheek, her tears soaking into his skin. "You've always been the brave one," she said softly. "Even when things were hard, you smiled. You never gave up. So don't give up now, Minho. Please."
But the room remained silent. The machines hummed, the monitors beeped, and the boy who had once been her light lay still, his fragile body fighting a battle she couldn't see.
Sarang stayed by his side, her head bowed, her tears falling freely. She didn't know how long she stayed there, whispering prayers and promises to the brother who had always been her reason to keep going.
All she knew was that she couldn't leave him. Not now. Not ever.
The hospital room was eerily quiet, save for the steady beeping of the heart monitor. Two weeks had passed since Minho had been admitted, and Sarang had barely left his side. She had claimed the hard plastic chair by his bed as her own, her coat slung over the back, and a small pillow tucked beneath her head for the few moments she allowed herself to rest.
Her days blurred together in a haze of worry and exhaustion. She barely ate, her appetite lost to the constant knot of anxiety in her stomach. Each passing moment felt like an eternity as she sat, holding Minho's hand, silently begging for a sign—for anything that told her he was still with her.
"Come back to me," she whispered to him each day, her voice soft and filled with hope. "Please, Minho. I need you."
One afternoon, the room was filled with the warm light of the setting sun. Sarang sat in her usual spot, her fingers gently wrapped around Minho's hand. Her eyes were heavy, the weight of sleepless nights finally catching up to her. Despite her best efforts to stay awake, her head slowly dipped forward, resting against the side of the bed. Her breathing evened out, and for the first time in days, she dozed off.
Her dreams were a mix of memories and longings—images of Minho's laughter, his playful teasing, the way he'd light up their small apartment with his warmth. But suddenly, in the haze of her dream, she felt something. A faint movement against her palm, so subtle it almost didn't register.
Her eyes snapped open, her heart racing as she looked down at Minho's hand. It had moved.
"Minho?" she whispered, her voice trembling, unsure if she had imagined it. She watched him intently, holding her breath, her heart pounding in her chest. Then, ever so slightly, his fingers twitched again, as if responding to her touch.
Her tears welled up instantly, blurring her vision. "Minho!" she cried, her voice breaking as she clung to his hand. "Can you hear me?"
Slowly, Minho's eyes fluttered open, his lashes heavy as if waking from a long, deep sleep. His gaze was unfocused at first, his expression dazed, but when his eyes finally landed on Sarang's tear-streaked face, a faint smile curved his lips.
"Noona…" he rasped, his voice barely above a whisper, hoarse from disuse. It was one word, but it was everything she had been waiting to hear.
Sarang let out a sob, her tears falling freely now as she leaned closer, cupping his face with trembling hands. "Minho… you're awake. You're awake," she repeated, her voice filled with disbelief and overwhelming relief.
Minho's smile grew a little wider, though his strength was clearly limited. "Noona," he said again, his eyes shining despite the exhaustion etched into his face. "You stayed…"
Sarang let out a watery laugh, nodding as she stroked his cheek gently. "Of course I stayed. Where else would I go? I've been waiting for you to wake up, you idiot." Her voice cracked as she tried to keep her emotions in check, but it was impossible. The sight of him awakes, alive, and smiling was almost too much to bear.
Minho's gaze softened as he looked at her, his voice faint but teasing. "You've been crying a lot, noona. Don't tell me you missed me that much."
Sarang let out a shaky laugh, brushing the tears from her cheeks with the back of her hand. "Of course I missed you. Do you have any idea how scared I was? You scared me to death, Minho-yah."
His smile faded slightly, replaced by a look of quiet guilt. "I'm sorry," he murmured. "I didn't mean to… I didn't want to make you worry."
"Don't you dare apologize," Sarang said firmly, her hands still cradling his. "You're here. That's all that matters."
For a moment, they simply looked at each other, the bond between them stronger than ever. Sarang saw the faint traces of his old self—the boy who always tried to lift her spirits, even when he was struggling. And now, even in his weakened state, he was still trying to ease her pain.
"I'm so happy you're back," she said softly, leaning forward to press her forehead against his. "You don't know how much I've missed you."
Minho closed his eyes, his smile returning. "I missed you too, noona," he whispered. "You're the best, you know that?"
Sarang laughed through her tears, her heart swelling with love and relief. "And you're the most annoying little brother. But I wouldn't trade you for anything."
As the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting a warm glow over the room, Sarang stayed by Minho's side, holding his hand as if she might never let go. For the first time in weeks, her heart felt light, filled with hope and gratitude.
Minho was back. He had fought his way back to her, and she would never let him go again.
The days that followed Minho waking up were filled with a bittersweet kind of hope. Sarang stayed by his side, her presence unwavering as if her will alone could keep him tethered to life. He smiled more, talked more, and for fleeting moments, it felt as if things might truly get better.
But the doctors warned her otherwise. His condition was fragile—his body too worn; his recovery uncertain. Sarang didn't want to believe them. She clung to every smile, every laugh he managed, like fragile threads of hope she refused to let slip through her fingers.
That night, the room was quiet except for the steady hum of the machines. Sarang sat in her usual spot, Minho's hand cradled in hers, her thumb absentmindedly brushing over his knuckles. His skin was cold to the touch, a stark contrast to the warmth she remembered from when they were kids.
"Noona," he said softly, his voice weaker than it had been earlier that day.
Sarang straightened in her chair, her heart skipping a beat at the sound of his voice. "Yes, Minho-yah?" she asked, leaning closer.
He gave her a faint smile, his eyelids heavy but his gaze steady. "You look so tired. You should get some rest."
Sarang let out a soft laugh, though tears stung the corners of her eyes. "And leave you here alone? Not a chance. I'm not going anywhere, Minho."
His smile faltered, his eyes growing distant for a moment. "Noona… you've always done so much for me. Too much. I… I don't deserve you."
"Don't say that," Sarang said quickly, her voice firm but trembling. She cupped his face gently, her thumb brushing over his pale cheek. "You're my little brother. You've always been my reason to keep going. Everything I've done… it's because I love you."
Minho's lips trembled, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I love you too, Noona. So much. I just… I wish I could've done more for you. You've always been so strong, and I… I wish I could've taken care of you the way you took care of me."
Sarang shook her head, her tears spilling over now. "You've done more for me than you know, Minho-yah. Just by being here. Just by being you."
The silence stretched between them, heavy and fragile. Minho's breathing grew shallower, each breath a struggle. Sarang noticed the change immediately, panic gripping her chest. "Minho?" she whispered, her voice shaking.
His fingers tightened slightly around hers—a small but deliberate gesture. "Noona," he murmured, his voice barely audible now. "Don't cry, okay? I hate it when you cry."
"I'm not crying," she lied, her tears falling freely down her cheeks.
Minho's smile returned, faint but genuine. "You're such a bad liar."
Sarang let out a choked laugh, her head bowing as she pressed her forehead against his hand. "Minho, please," she whispered, her voice breaking. "Stay with me. Please. I can't do this without you."
His grip loosened slightly, his strength fading. "You can," he whispered. "You're stronger than anyone I know. You always have been, Noona. You'll be okay. Promise me… you'll be okay."
Sarang shook her head, her sobs escaping now. "I can't promise that, Minho. I can't…"
"You can," he said softly, his eyes fluttering closed. "For me."
The machines began to beep erratically, the sound sharp and piercing. Sarang's heart raced as she looked at the monitors, panic flooding her. "Minho!" she cried, shaking him gently. "Minho, stay with me! Don't leave me!"
He opened his eyes one last time, his gaze locking with hers. His lips curved into a faint smile, his voice barely a whisper as he said, "Noona… thank you… for everything."
And then, his hand slipped from hers.
Sarang froze, the world around her falling into a deafening silence. The steady beep of the heart monitor flatlined, the sound piercing through her like a blade.
"No…" she whispered, her voice trembling as she shook his lifeless hand. "No, Minho, please… don't do this to me. Don't leave me."
Her sobs broke through, raw and uncontrollable as she clung to him, her forehead resting against his chest. The warmth she had always found in him was gone, replaced by a cold, hollow stillness that shattered her heart into a thousand pieces.
"You can't leave me," she whispered, her voice barely audible now. "You promised, Minho. You promised…"
But he was gone. The boy who had always smiled for her, who had always tried to lift her spirits even when he was hurting, was gone.
Sarang stayed like that for what felt like hours, her tears soaking into the hospital gown as her body trembled with grief. She didn't notice the nurses who came in, their voices gentle but distant as they tried to pull her away. She didn't notice the world outside the room, moving on as if nothing had happened.
All she could feel was the emptiness—the void left by the one person who had always been her reason to keep going.
As the room grew quiet again, Sarang finally lifted her head, her face streaked with tears. Her hand reached out, trembling as she brushed the hair from Minho's face one last time.
"I love you, Minho-yah," she whispered, her voice steady despite the pain. "I always will. And I'll keep going… for you."
With that, she pressed a trembling kiss to his forehead, her tears falling onto his skin. She didn't know how she would move forward, but one thing was certain: she would carry him with her, in every step she took, in every battle she fought.
Minho might have been gone, but his love—the bond they shared—would stay with her forever.