Chapter 21: Tasha

"Really," I say trying to hide my smile. He laid me on the bed gripping both sides of my face.

"How could I not love you?" he said huskily. He kisses my temple then my cheeks. "I..I ah." I groaned feeling his knee nudge between me. He continues to kiss me moving to my neck.

"Touch me." he begged. I move my hands to his chest feeling his abs through his shirt.

He sat up abruptly took off his shirt to give me a better look and pulled off mine. His eyes flickered to my chest and my face. "What," I say insecurely. "You're just so beautiful."

My heartbeat increased making me bite my lip. He licked my lip inviting his tongue. I ached for something I couldn't understand what. Emmett's boner brushed against me and I moaned.

I wrapped my legs tighter pulling him flush against me. The harder he kissed me the more his erection grew."You're g...gonna make me burst." He whispered. He fiddled with my jeans as he continued to kiss me. I kicked my jeans away. Then undid my bra. I was now fully naked.

He took off his jeans and underwear. I couldn't take my eyes off the length and strange twitch. Of course I had seen ducks in bl mangas and a clear description while reading books. But never in real life. "He looks beautiful". "Thank you," he said. I covered my mouth.

"Did I say that out loud". "You did," he smiled. "I've never done this before." I admitted. "Then we can take it slow" he whispered. He ripped a condom sheathing himself.

His finger grazed my stomach then his head dipped. I felt his breath on my heat and I flinched. His tongue slowly licked at me which turned to wet kisses. My breath hitched as his mouth turn into finger slipping into me. I grip the sheets as he continued. My back arched feeling a sort of stuffy feeling build up in my stomach. He thrusted his finger and my eyes grew wide.

I huffed wanting more. I shook my hips practically sucking his finger off. "You like that?" My mind was in a haze and the ball was forming in my stomach. I needed a release and no words could be formed to tell him. I felt his finger curl and he hit the spot. That made me melt. That release was coming like waves crashing.

His finger pulled out after I had climaxed. I felt sweat on my brow and wondered if this was why kids were so sex crazy. However, I now am going to be one of the kids. Something about that fact made me slightly happy. I am now with the guy I have had a crush on for years. He loves me. Wants to make love to me.

My eyes glazed with so much emotion watching as Emmett stared at me. I could tell he cared not only from what he had just done for me but how comfortable he made me.

"This might hurt," he whispered.

I nodded as I felt the tip of him press into me. I hiss as he moved slow into me. We both groaned. He settled and I took a deep breath.

I wrapped my arms around Emmett's neck. "I can't take it anymore," he groaned. He pulled out and thrust back in. As he continued I nipped at his shoulder. The friction, the panting with every thrust. The need I had once wanted. Was this. "Tasha, Pinky." He repeated with a soft fondness. He threw my leg over his shoulder pounding into me.

"Em....Em...oh god" I whispered.

He grunted and as scratched at his skin. He kissed my neck mercilessly. I knew I would have hickeys tomorrow. But I didn't care. I felt like I was on a cliff and I was about to get thrown off.

"A...al...almost there" I rasped. The bed creaked and my back arched. There it was. I was rolling crashing and my eyes rolled. My body twitched with him still pumping into me.

He pulled me up still pounding into me giving me a sloppy kiss. Feeling a little bold I bite his lip holding his chiseled chin. His eyes in a haze I gripped his hair. We looked at each other breathing at a steady tempo when he cummed. We stay that way for I don't how long. With him still inside me just holding me with my chest against his.

He laid down still holding me pulling the sheets over us. He rubbed my back slowly. I tried not to fall asleep. Revel in what just happened.But his touch was lulling me to sleep. I felt a kiss on my head just before my eyes closed.