Qianshui's Mental Collapse

Coming out of Tiandou City and heading southeast is the City of Slaughter. The atmosphere here makes him extremely uncomfortable. To put it bluntly, this place is a free-moving prison full of crime.

　　Qianshui, who was born on the Blue Star, lives under the red flag and believes in reasonable rules and order. There are no gunfights every day. So although he has no choice but to live in it, he is extremely disgusted with the jungle law of the fantasy world, not to mention the place without bottom line like the City of Slaughter.

　　Qianshui dragged a certain idiot all the way and finally arrived at the City of Slaughter. Although he was disgusted, he came here on his own initiative because of different purposes.

　　But he still stopped in front of the City of Slaughter because someone who shouldn't have appeared appeared.

　　"You shouldn't have come." The golden figure stood in front of him, looking at him without joy or sadness, making it impossible for him to judge Qian Renxue's emotions. He frowned, suppressing the anger that was overwhelming his mind, and walked towards the City of Slaughter again.

　　"Why?"

　　There was only one thing Qian Renxue couldn't figure out: why did Qian Shui break up with her over such a small matter?

　　He was an orphan but was taken back to the Spirit Hall. He refused to recognize the Seven Treasures Glazed Pagoda and would not trace his ancestry back to his roots.

　　But Spirit Hall and she were always his backers, even if he chose not to rely on them, and even if she had refused to judge Gordon at the time, the problem might not be unsolvable by negotiating with her in private.

　　So what if I kill this idiot somewhere deserted?

　　But he was so resolute, which was totally different from the Qianshui that Qian Renxue knew!

　　That incredulous look seemed to create a world of distance between them, making her feel that Qianshui was extremely unfamiliar.

　　"Why?" Qianshui stopped but did not look at Qian Renxue.

　　They are indeed separated by a world, the Blue Planet and the Douluo Planet! The world of the law of the jungle and the civilized world! The feudal era and the modern era! Even the dimensional wall!

　　"Just for such an idiot? You're going to do this? You're going to come to this evil place without even a weapon? Are you punishing him or yourself?!"

　　Qian Renxue clenched her hands, stared at Qian Shui and growled, "I need an explanation!"

　　"Haha, explanation? Just because he can bully civilians with impunity!

　　He can wipe out an entire family with just a casual move!

　　He can do all this without paying any price!

　　You can ignore all this just for the sake of military power!

　　There's nothing I can do about it except kill him!"

　　Even though Qianshui was just a keyboard warrior on Blue Star, there were always things he didn't want to give up in this fantasy world of the law of the jungle!

　　He would never give up his will to fight against those filthy things! He might have been weak and powerless in his previous life, but now he at least has some strength!

　　When he was unable to stop Qian Renxue from carrying out the Tiandou Plan no matter what, he had no choice but to tell Qian Renxue some dragon-slaying techniques. Ordinary people are too easily overlooked!

　　He used to be extremely confident that he could influence this young lady.

　　Qianshui has repeatedly warned and advised Qian Renxue, letting her know the advanced concepts and experiences of the times, but all of it was of no use?

　　He doesn't care about being rejected in public, he only cares about the person who rejects him!

　　He originally thought that Qian Renxue would be the only person in the world who understood him, because no matter what, he was too lonely coming to this world alone with the memories of his past life, and he longed too much for people of the same kind!

　　In this matter, Qianshui thought Qian Renxue would stand on his side, but she didn't.

　　This made him feel betrayed!

　　Although reason told him that perhaps Qian Renxue, who had never stood by her, should not be called a betrayer.

　　In the end, he got a result in this matter, the worst result!

　　This was something Qianshui could never accept. The disparity in the world also made him feel at a loss. From that moment on, Qian Renxue was extremely far away from him.

　　"Even if I can't do what you said, you can just kill him. Even if you make it known to the world, what can it do? The Spirit Hall is right behind us, so what can Ge Long or the Heaven Dou Empire do to us?"

　　Gordon, who was still awake at this time, didn't understand, but he was afraid. What did the beautiful woman in front of him say? Spirit Hall? Kill him? He had been awake since the moment Qianshui took him out of the house silently. Obviously Qianshui didn't intend to knock him out or anything, he just wanted to keep this idiot scared.

　　"Then he was dead the moment he met me!"

　　Qianshui didn't want to explain anymore. He was tired. Let it be destroyed. His mentality exploded.

　　More than ten years of daily practice had exhausted him physically and mentally. If he was alone, nothing would matter. His habit of lying down on Blue Star had become a huge behavioral inertia.

I came to this world alone. Since my mentality is exploded, just let it go. Do something exciting. Whether it is disgust for killing or fear of killing, when I stand here, nothing matters anymore.

　　If you survive, you can try to become the Shura God. If not, then you will die, but it will be a miserable life.

　　As he said this, he walked towards the City of Slaughter again, but was stopped by someone.

　　"So have you tried to pick the Acacia Heartbreak Red?"

　　Qianshui was very surprised. Why did he suddenly bring up the Acacia Heartbroken Red? Why did he talk about this in this situation and atmosphere? What was he doing?

　　Although Qianshui was surprised, he did think about picking it, but he was not sure, and he did not think he had a lover who would have such feelings. Perhaps it was because people usually choose to escape before facing the reality, so Qianshui escaped.

　　Qianshui was conflicted. If he tried, there would be only two results: being able to take it off and not being able to take it off. If he couldn't take it off, it would be very chaotic. Is it possible to have a harem?

　　But what if he took it off? A life together? Does he have it? Is he worthy?

　　Even if it is a fantasy floor tile, he is currently only a soul king. Even the Slaughter City has stopped. Qian Renxue is destined to become a god. How can he talk about the godhood now? Without an absolute plug-in, he himself does not have this confidence.

　　Some inherent thinking on Blue Star limits Qianshui. Those who are involved are often confused. Even if he knows the plot, in the absence of things like plug-in systems, it is better not to do things that he is not sure of.

　　If you can't make a decision, just don't try.

　　What happened later made him explode, not to mention these.

　　Just like men can never understand women's thought processes, Qian Renxue roughly understands it.

　　She has been with Qianshui since she was a child. Qianshui is always very dignified, so she always laughs at Qianshui for acting like an old man all day long and always saying things that she couldn't understand at all at that time.

　　People always grow up, and she now understands a little bit. Qianshui insisted on saying those difficult to understand words like 'water can carry a boat' and 'without rules, there will be no order'.

　　'So he cares about this.'

　　Qianshui's life experience, self-denial, and the collapse of reason made him choose to abandon everything.

　　This is because Qianshui feels that he has no roots or wings, and has no ties or concerns. In his heart, he still has himself.

　　But for some reason, he suddenly thought that even he didn't care about it now, so what else could he care about?

　　Even if he had parents and a home, he would not be like this, but now he is all alone!

　　Therefore, if you want to win the relationship back, you have to let him know that he has ties, he has concerns, he is loved, and someone is longing for his love!

　　"So," Qian Renxue took out the Acacia Heartbreak Red, feeling sad and a little shy, "I picked it!"

　　She looked at the Acacia Heartbroken Red and felt a little overwhelmed. This was equivalent to a confession!

　　"What?" Qianshui exploded again in an instant. From the Big Bang to bananas, oranges, apples, mobile phones, computer keyboards, everything exploded.

　　Single from birth! Bro!

　　Just like all those who have been single since birth, Qianshui is no exception. With all these twisted thoughts, the final conclusion is: am I worthy?

　　Then it's just no! No! No! And then just refuse to face reality.

　　Her face turned slightly red, and she laughed at herself weakly and said, "So, so, so what?" So the introverted and reserved monster would become tsundere!

　　Qianshui was a little confused, so he started walking again on his own, but towards the City of Slaughter.

　　"Qianshui! You still want to go? Does this idiot deserve it? And what right do those civilians have!?"

　　Qian Renxue was really anxious, and tears flowed down her face uncontrollably. The fear she had before leaving the house came back again. As a girl, even in this situation, she still couldn't stop her lover from dying!

　　She babbled in a panic, some words came out without thinking! But she didn't want to take Qianshui away by force, just like taking away a body without a soul?

　　But as a final resort, if Qianshui is determined to die in this state, we can only enforce it!