1 year-old

It's been 5 months since I finally figured out how to use chantless magic freely and since that day my life almost felt repeated everyday like this.

Wake up in the morning with just trying to move out of the crib. Just to find 2 hands carrying me getting me to the kitchen. Where either mom or Lilla feed me after that. Lilla starts cleaning me and changing my clothes and if the room is warm she will wash me with a warm wet towel. (This world is not very civilised on this matter also).

After that if dad is free he talks to me of greatness of the sword and his adventures but for some reason sometimes I feel he advertising to something in middle of his words that's adults do especially when he is talking about Elinalisa or Ghislaine and he only talks about this parts if mom not near.

If dad is not free Lilla asks me which book from the 4 allowed me to read. From 'the legend of Perigruies' who is apparently one of the heroes who sealed satan of this world. Laplace lost 5 of his comrades in the fight against him. And this book tells his story of fighting the demon describing it in one sentence: a fairy tale story for strong individuals and their heroic sacrifice to save humanity from the evil demons of this world.

The next book will be 'the three swordsmen and the labyrinth' it takes about swordsmen and their styles and apparently the style dad calls rat style is the North style which the creator is Perigruies surviving comrade and dad favourite is very strong offences weak defence is it's logic and from the very low information I got about the style I can say the people who favourite this style are musclehead people with respect to father strength.

The style says quite literally attack now, think later. No comment. I hope dad doesn't fight with this style an unbeatable opponent.

The second style will be water god style and from my way in life I think I will be a great user of that style. The style is defence first and counter attack later. It depends on people's smart minds and right reactions. It's the perfect counter for the sword god style and it's a rare feat if 2 swordsmen one from SGS beats WGS on the same level of power. (Also for some reason Lilla looks at the style of poses drawn with melancholy. Was she some kind of swordswoman?).

Lastly, the North god style, also known as ruffians or rat's style to dad, is not orthodox school by any means; this style depends on creating tactics and adapting in the middle of fighting. (Like my past life isn't that a good thing. Then why is the style hated).

Some people who aren't using the sword but using the style still get the title but it's a rare thing. Also apparently there is something called fighting spirit in this world where swordsmen used to get stronger and sturdier which make high level ones unbeatable. Also this style is the counter to water god style but very weak in front of sword god style is it some kind of loop?

Describing this book will be sword styles and labyrinths details. (Also it's the only book dad reads to me).

Ignoring the many unanswered questions that book gave me to the next one which is Fittioa region monsters echo system and weaknesses. One of them even explains the scar on father's chest. Apparently there are normal animals like my past world but with affected mana they transform into monsters. This region has 2 kinds of monsters commonly found which are hunting dogs which are oversized wolves that can stand up and they fight in packs that can reach number of 30 if kept unattended. The next one will be terminator boar which usually will be the leader of either former monster or normal boars. It's very strong compared to the former reaching the rank of c-rank monsters; it rarely fights in groups only if a strong terminator boar appears and controls a pack of them.

Both monsters have very strong limbs and strong fangs avoidable at all prices, good to note. Their guts and necks are their weak points. Sometimes on rare occasions where something called mutated monster have something called mana stone which is apparently used as mana fast rechargeable way to magician but they need detoxify magic after that and for beginners the must expect to vomit and on very weak people to expect blood in the vomit and strongest c-rank monster can recharge 3 advanced spells. And weakest in c-rank is 1 advanced spell.

Mana stones are said to have almost all uses in everything but never explained in detail in this book. Last good info on the book is that both meats are edible but the terminator one is tasty.

The travelling around the world book is illustrated book on some of it's late pages even have the drawing of this world and apparently this one is flat one almost 20% of my past world will be celebrating if they were on my place now. Okay in this world there are 5 continents, and one big sea in the middle called ringus sea. There are small islands and small seas but they are not mentioned with details in the book. 

Okay for the important stuff in this world 6 used languages which known

Human god tongueBeast god tongue Fighting god tongue Demon god tongue Sea god tongue Sky god tongue 

Excuse the 'god tongue' said with every language like the swordsmen book also mean people love the name god on their names on this world and strongest person from every race or fighting style is usually called god with his style or race like Laplace Demon god of this world or north god the strongest on north god style who had the name and apparently he is either immortal or this name is inheritance between very strong individuals. Before forgetting there are rare languages like the miguridian race on the demon continent or hand language on the central continent or the most rare one is the dragon god tongue which went extinct with the race but some of their ruins can still be found and their language is sculpted there. (It's like Egyptian holographic words about pharos).

Also there are many races in this world but the most in numbers will be like this.

Humans, which I'm fromBeast people and Some racists count elves and other races who are demons and sky people and sea people and talk beast god tongue count them as one. (Well I'm human and it's not my problem but I won't stay silent in front of prejudice).Demon races which have too many races to count and many of them either extinct or almost extinct and all the races including them scared of bogeyman of this world the superds the henchmen of Laplace in the last war on killing everything that moves.Sea people who apparently are not very open minded with the other races especially humans because of bad blood from very old times called the second demon war which is equivalent to world war 2 in this world and it was 3000 years ago.Sky people, a very closed race sometimes accept kind hearted people after years of tests only humans are allowed there and only respect friends of Perigruies.And some extinct races like the dragon races are rarely seen. The last known one is Urupen who apparently sacrifices his life to save his comrades in fighting vs Laplace.

With all of this reading I can proudly read human tongue in this world. Which I think is a rare feat at this age but I'm not normal in the first place. Also on some rare occasions mom left the 5th book the magic in front of me unattended so I can read it but I read it in silence and mom usually takes the book away before dad comes home.

Magic in this world, like swordsmanship, has 7 levels. Beginner level, intermediate level, advanced level, saint level, king level, emperor level and god level in this book the strongest one is 2 advanced level spells which are earth fortress which is defensive spell.

I memorised all non fire beginner level chants which are water ball, water arrow, ice sword, earth bullet and, whirlwind and windball. And I can use them in secret. Water ball I do it on used diapers and ice sword I lick it then drop it to melt on the sun, earth bullets never leave my hand after making them like getting ammo on stone throwing fight out of thin air. The air spells ones have no effects if used in secret. After that the water wall and water arrow since also I can't make them leave my hand so they also have no effects on anything. 

Also worth mentioning I can now use magic from all of my limbs and I can feel magic power now is what they called in this world. Also they have circuits in all of my body really like nervous system but combined with circulatory system I still can't understand how strange is the inside build in this world of humans when I'm old enough maybe I will Explore the human body from the inside. for science reasons. 

Also I can overcharge spells like how I overcharge healing my lung with intermediate healing spell and voola after a full year and some natural healing of children. The hole on my lung no longer produces pain but a very small almost unnoticeable one is there in its place.

Also my mana reserves is nothing like said on the book where they said mana is set since birth and my mana reserve triples everyday I think I can stay for 15 minutes straight using X-Healing without suffer mana exhaustion and also apparently my sleepy state that I create with magic is called magic exhaustion and I shouldn't push myself too much on this because probably I may die if I did. 

Also for some reason I can over power my spells or make them weaker. One time I was using X-Healing I got the Idea of overloading the spell with all my mana in one go. Thankfully Lilla had closed the door and left and mom and dad were busy. Because I unintentionally had lit the whole house for 3 seconds green and as for the effect it healed my lung by 10% in one go.

If I do it twice more I think I will be healthy child but it's high risk high return from what I understand dad and mom made a promise that I will be knight as dad but if pursue the magic that's mean I will drop the sword and if you want my opinion I want both but unfortunately for me that world don't know this term. (Yet).

Also something I realised about the god of north he is a user of gravity magic which I can't find a single info about. And my child inside has almost 1000 ideas of how I use it but I will have to wait till I can discover its secret. The only new secret I discovered on my own is that you can realise mana without realising a spell which is useless. Like why I will sacrifice my mana for no reason except if I want to waste the mana like daily without raising suspicions.

When I fell I hit the bottle neck or I did something amazing in magic I will tell my family. Also since I started walking I have tried to walk as much as I can now I can climb up and down stairs of the house alone and even semi run for 5 meters then fall and continue to crawl the last bit. Also my crawling speed is almost 1m/s. When running, I can run for 20 minutes without any problems. Also Lilla told me she was scared of me always calling her from either next to her or under her or even right in her back thinking about it. I was scaring her for no single reason so I solved my bad habit. (I think).

Also I make an ice sword in secret and repeat low level moves dad does and if I want to describe it. Very hard that my arms are almost sore all the time. But my arms strength and grip got better and unintentionally it increased my writing grip for better. In secret I think I can call myself literated person. Since I can write and read every single word in the human tongue.

Well it's good I have great talent in learning languages. Because that's a really new high score in one year I can read and write and even talk in one year. Everyone in the house thinks I can barely read letters but being a reincarnated person I fully understand how to build words with what I know. But I still have problems with double meaning words till now. 

Also mom since the day she caught Paul teaching me the Greyrat way with females she started to teach me millis religion whenever she got the chance. (Father one day I will get my revenge, you made mom blame me for something I still 17 year early).

Also to my disappointment they don't celebrate birthdays yearly in this world they just remarked that today is my birthday no more no less. (What cheapskates, wait or they just expected I will die, so they forget about my birthday?).

Also I started calling mom 'mommy' and its effect is unbelievable, almost scary with this I can ask anything and expect yes. And if asked for something I know she want to refuse I go for the next choice calling pretty and please to my words and don't ask me how I somehow can now make stars in my eyes I add them when asking for favours and believe me with this I asked to stop feeding me both the traditional way and baby ways and start to treat me as grown up and all of the household agrees.

(I should have followed the high school teacher who advised me to continue acting not as a side hobby but as a job I can quite literally control the whole house alone).

Also I started calling Lilla "Ms Lilla" for the simple reason that I owe her a really big favour and if she tells my family everything I will be in trouble. She protested at first when I called her with respect but when she realised where I'm coming from she kept silent.

When I'm angry with Paul I call him 'father' in normal situations I call him 'dad'. I'm saving 'daddy' for a big occasion or a big favour. Other than that I know how to control him by asking advice about swords or praising him or the swordsmanship.

If you want my honest opinion I love all of them very much. I can't live without any of them. In this one year I grown very fond of them all. 

Well today is my birthday and I will use it in this world. You can't leave the house before you are at least 1 year old because of the fear of illness and curses and tradition (apparently this has something to do about being in this world in the middle of dark ages).

Also I asked dad to show me swordsmanship from now on and mom was the most happy that I didn't need her healing for 5 months and I was finally healthy the day she realised I had been cured she hugged me very tight again cracking 2 of my ribs for the second time. (I'm scared, I think I'm gonna cry for real).

Also I did caugh Lilla do questionable acts on the master bedroom but I just moved without producing sound and when mom was going for the next floor I made one. Lilla realised I helped her she smiled at me then nodded her head then continued her job. (I feel like I just finished 1% of my debt).

For the people who are going to ask about the house architecture here, the house consists of 4 rooms on the upper floor which includes a study and guest room. Leaving only room for me and a big room for mom and dad and I want somehow to suggest for them to build thicker walls without raising suspicions or at the very least close the door. (If anything I hate my photographic memory). 

My room is very spacious for me but I love the free space in the first place. I just hope they either build an extension to the house or go to a bigger one before getting my third brother or sister because I don't want to share a room where they have curiosity about what they saw and ask me what they are doing. (I won't be able to answer them).

Don't blame me if I tell them they are playing, my sibling will ask me to play the same game with him, which is a very bad idea. And if I told him they are arguing since they say very bad words to each other while enjoying each other. Maybe I will traumatise the child. Maybe saying I don't know will be a great answer. Thinking about it he may interrupt them to ask them what they are doing. Still a bad idea ahhhh.. (my head is going to explode from thinking, didn't they slow down for a day 5 months ago, why did they stop).

And that's how is my have been and what I had done in this period finished 4 books and become literature in new language discovered the house fully grasped everyone character in the house and my first birthday is no different than any day except the put me plate on the table and made the dinner table extra graceful than normal.