The Countdown to Hell

{This Chapter Contents Some Trauma Be Warned)

June's POV

I locked the door.

I know it'll piss him off when he comes to my room. But I can't help myself. It's not like it will stop him—not like it ever has. He has a key. He's always had a key.

Still, locking it makes me feel like I have some control, even if it's just an illusion.

I glance at the clock.

Fifteen minutes.

That's all I have before he comes.

I clench my fists, my breath coming in short, shallow bursts. He always gives me exactly twenty minutes after I step inside the house—twenty minutes to do what, I don't know. Maybe he thinks I sit here, waiting for him, knowing what's coming.

And he's right.

I do.

Not because I want to. But because preparing myself is the only thing that keeps me from completely shattering.