For Lack of Proof

I took a step. Then another. Not like one moves forward. Not like one conquers. But like one yields. Like one accepts to no longer retreat, even without understanding where one is going, even without expecting anything.

My foot gently struck that strange surface, living membrane more than ground, and in the faint vibration that rose from the sole to the throat, I felt something give way inside me — not a pain, not a fear, but that leftover resistance one keeps by reflex, even though the body knows there's no longer a battle to fight. I wasn't walking. I was laying down a trace, fragile, permitted.

It was there, precisely there, in that bare gesture, that step laid without force but without escape, that I understood — not as a constructed thought, but as a diffuse vertigo, a sudden hollow in the sensory space.

Something was missing here. Truly. An absence heavier than weight, more palpable than matter itself. Not an object, not a landmark, not a light.