I woke up.
Not with a jolt.
Not with a start.
But like one slowly rising from a drowning, helped by a silence too dense, too stuck to the eyelids to be truly left behind. It wasn't a return — not yet. More like a transition. A slow, blurry push from one world to another, with that grey blur between the two sticking to the skin like an old fever. My body wasn't following. Or if it was, it did so with that strange delay one feels after a fall, when the limbs seem to respond with a different rhythm, softer, more distant, as if they still doubted whether they truly had to start living again.