A tranquil dawn and a lachrymose dusk

Dawning day with another unlucky morn because of another cult people that chants simple words with a loud tone for it to become that deafening..

I rise from the bed feeling the oak wood floor i walk to get closer to the window just to only see more people that have join the rally of the previous people that came to rally.

It became annoying for me because i cannot wake up peacefully without being shouted by people only for to sing..

So i said "Okay.. i will sing for you to stop annoying me i will sing also at night for you all to rest or bond with your dear ones but its not gonna be everyday i will rest for my voice to rest is that fine?"

I hear the murmuring of the people that have gathered to rally then one person said while shouting for me to hear "Okay we accept the reason we did this to know the person that can sing and we cannot sing for your information young bartender and forgive us for breaking your peaceful morn for the past day's"

Then others agree as well for they just realized that they have broken just one person peaceful days for their own desires...

I saw them leave one by one and some by groups..

"So tiresome" i said then left a deep sigh of relief while being annoyed caused by their attitudes..

I walk away from the window then got downstairs to bath, clothe myself with my uniform, make breakfast, eat and left to go to work..

Autumn have stopped so next its winter..

I might have to buy some warm clothes..

While i was lost in thought i saw the people murmuring wondering if i was going to sing, i left a deep sigh then sang a song it was mainly about the winter season.

They was enjoying it–i didn't care about them so then i adjust my pace to get fast to go work..

I saw the tavern getting closer as if it was going to me but i was the one who was running.

I open the door and said "Boss! i am here"

Boss replies back saying "Okay come here and do the job you are the expert in this."

I walk to my workstation i saw a lady she was a beautiful person but i shrug it of knowing women here are a clinging leech for wealth.

I enter my workstation then i did my particular jobs..

There were alot of order for just simple beer no one even tried other mix drinks i breathe deeply and then letting a deep sigh because i was disappointed with their taste.

I Heard a soothing voice saying "i want a lune de Miniut with an orange heart garnish" with a smile.

I was surprise for her to choose that since none of this barbaric people choose it but this lady did..

So i made the one she choosed to order..

She said "What a cooling drink you made and what is your name?" she said it but the last part was with a shy tone..

I didn't want to use this body's name so i just said "A lost soul you can call me with that, so what is your name everything cannot be free lady i said my name so do you."

"Mysterious huh? well if that is what it is call me Fading existence" she said that as a joke.

I reply back saying "Okay, Fading existence when are you gonna pay?"

She said "never thought you were gonna do it seriously out of all things you can say to this beautiful lady you choose to say when i am going to pay. hmph. Here is the pay"

She stood up walk away from my workstation then left the tavern with an annoyed expression..

"Fading existence huh what a way to enter my memories to just leave" i said then i heard my boss saying hey daydreamer! continue working and stop daydreaming of her.

So i continue my work after costumers and costumers job was done so i left then just said to my colleagues "Thank you for your hardwork" so they did to and so i walk away from there then opening the door and closing it.

I saw a full moon with a few minutes to almost being covered by the clouds.

I venture to some place then i saw the park it was dark but still brighten by some street lights, i walk to the park venturing it then i saw a chair and so i got closer to sit in the chair.

I sat on it and look at the sky seeing a light radiated by the full moon that is covered by the clouds i was looking at it while i was lost in thought remembering my orginal souls memories..

I was in a lachrymose state that made me to become a rain, i wanted to go back to my original self but can't for my soul is locked already in this flesh, i am lonely i want to talk someone that i know...

I stood up in the chair wipe my tears and walk to go my not my really house..

Then i sang while walking.

Another day, another night, all just feel the same,

I go through the motions, but nothing really changed.

I sit in silence, thinking back to you,

Wondering if you still remember me too.

I just want to talk to you, hear your voice again,

Tell you all the little things I never got to say back then.

I don't need much, just a moment or two,

I just want to talk to you.

Flashes of laughter, the way you used to smile,

Moments we shared, even if just for a while.

I reach for the past, but it slips through my hands,

Like footprints fading away in the sand.

I just want to talk to you, hear your voice again,

Tell you all the little things I never got to say back then.

I don't need much, just a moment or two,

I just want to talk to you.

Maybe you've moved on, maybe you've let go,

But I'm still stuck in the days I used to know.

I just want to talk to you, even just once more,

Even if it's only in a dream behind a closed door.

I don't need much, just a moment or two,

I just want to talk to you…

It echoed to the streets while i was saying "not the song they will expect but it will make them remember someone."

I enter the house i cleaned myself, made dinner, ate the food, wash the dishes, got upstair and then fall to bed seeing the moon in my window glowing making me fall asleep.