Chapter 1

The final gong, signaling the start of the ceremony, still echoed, resonating among the tall pillars adorned with dragon carvings and reliefs of the Ramayana. Incense smoke rose from the offerings of cempaka flowers and neatly arranged canang sari in front of the temple at Ayu's parents' home, blending with the scent of damp earth after the morning rain. 

Around her, several women dressed in traditional Balinese kebaya with golden sashes whispered softly, discussing how fortunate Ayu was to be marrying a man from a highly regarded family in their region. The village priests began chanting sacred prayers, accompanied by the sound of the gong, making the atmosphere feel even more solemn. But Ayu did not feel the sacredness—her chest felt heavier, her breath shallow, as if she were suffocating under the weight of this arranged marriage. She struggled to calm herself, recalling her mother's words from that morning. 

"A Balinese woman must know her place, Ayu. We do not choose; we are chosen. Tradition is greater than love. This is an honor for you and our family, not a punishment." 

Standing in the courtyard, Ayu looked radiant in her white lace kebaya, the golden sash wrapped elegantly around her waist, and a red-and-gold songket sarong draping down to her ankles. Her black hair was styled in a perfect bun, adorned with a golden hairpin shaped like a frangipani flower—a symbol of purity and devotion. 

Yet, despite her graceful appearance, her heart was in turmoil. Then why does it feel like a trap? she thought, battling herself, torn between logic and emotion. She had no control over the situation unfolding before her. 

Because someone who should not be here was now standing at the temple gate. 

Ayu's breath hitched. She wanted to believe this was just an illusion, that her mind—still lingering on the shores of Sanur Beach—was playing tricks on her. But no. Daniel was here. Real. Staring at her with determined eyes. 

The foreigner stood out among the sea of men dressed in traditional batik sarongs and udeng headpieces. His gaze was sharp, piercing Ayu's heart deeper than any dagger. His blonde hair was slightly disheveled, his face damp with sweat. His white linen shirt was crumpled, his pants dusty, as if he had run a great distance to get here. The camera still hung around his neck, but this time, he wasn't here to capture the beauty of the temple—he was here for Ayu. 

Whispers filled the air once more. The women seated near the offerings exchanged glances, some covering their mouths with their scarves. Among them, Uncle Made—the head of the family and the village elder—rose from his seat. His presence commanded respect; he wore a pristine white shirt, a brown sarong with lotus motifs, and a black udeng, symbolizing the authority of a leader. His deep voice carried across the courtyard. 

"Who are you?" he asked, his tone calm yet firm. 

Daniel swallowed hard but did not back down. His gaze flickered to Ayu, who had lowered her head even further. 

"My name is Daniel Whitmore," he said, carefully choosing his words to sound composed despite the tension in his voice. "I came to speak with Ayu." 

Uncle Made crossed his arms over his chest, his sharp gaze unwavering. "This temple is sacred, and we are conducting a traditional ceremony. Outsiders are not permitted in this area. If you have no business here, you should leave." 

Daniel stood his ground, his body rigid, his eyes searching for Ayu, who had moved from her initial spot. His silent plea was clear. And at that moment, Ayu realized—she had to make a choice. 

If she pretended not to know him, the ceremony would proceed as planned, the marriage would take place, and her family would not lose face or risk punishment from their ancestors. But if she acknowledged him, everything would change, and there would be no turning back. 

Under the burning twilight sky, streaked with golden orange blending into soft purple, with the setting sun casting a dramatic silhouette over the horizon, in the presence of their ancestors enshrined in black stone statues, Ayu clenched her fists and closed her eyes. She knew this moment would bring new turmoil into her life. After a few heartbeats, she took a deep breath and stepped forward toward the two men locked in tension. 

"Uncle …" Her voice trembled. "He just wants to talk to me for a moment. There's nothing wrong with that, is there?" 

Uncle Made turned to her sharply. "Talk?" he repeated, his voice now lower but far more dangerous. "At the temple? During a sacred ceremony? With a foreigner?" 

Daniel clenched his fists in frustration, unable to bear seeing the woman he loved flinch in fear. "I love Ayu." 

The atmosphere shifted instantly. 

Ayu's tears fell freely, her lips trembling uncontrollably as she bit down to stifle a sob. Murmurs rippled through the crowd, questioning what had just happened. It was the first time Daniel had said it aloud—in front of everyone, in front of her family, and in front of the ancestors. 

Her mother's face turned pale, while her father's gaze darkened with rage. The women arranging the offerings paused, and the priest holding the incense stopped mid-motion. Ayu and Daniel had become the center of attention, and everyone was waiting for an explanation. 

Uncle Made exhaled deeply, then gestured for Ayu to stand beside him. "Ayu, come here." 

It was not a request. It was a command. 

Ayu stiffly moved to stand next to her uncle. She glanced at Daniel one last time before lowering her gaze. This was the man who made her feel free, who made her believe she could choose her own path. But she also looked at her family, her traditions, and the land of her birth—everything that now weighed on her shoulders as an unbreakable responsibility. 

If she chose to leave with Daniel now, there would be no way back. But if she stayed, she would betray her own heart. 

At that moment, she realized—there was no choice without pain. 

The temple torches flickered in the night breeze. Ayu bit her lip, her songket-covered hands clutching the hem of her sarong. "Daniel, you don't understand …" she whispered, her voice barely audible. 

"But I want to," Daniel replied, his voice now softer. "I want to understand why you have to surrender to something that doesn't make you happy, Ayu." 

Her father, still standing firm, spoke in a deep, unwavering tone. "He is not one of us. He will never understand what we are doing." 

Daniel looked at each person around him. "Then let me learn. Let me prove that our love is greater than tradition." 

Ayu's eyes widened at his words. They cut deeper than she had expected. 

Uncle Made, the elder who had remained silent until now, finally spoke. His voice was wise but unreadable. "You say you want to prove something?" His sharp gaze scrutinized Daniel as if measuring the depth of his heart. "Then we shall see how far you are willing to sacrifice for Ayu." 

Ayu stiffened. She knew exactly what her uncle meant. And this time, she was not the only one who had to make a choice. 

The night before, the sky over Sanur Beach was clear, adorned with stars scattered like shimmering jewels. Gentle waves whispered softly at the shore, occasionally caressing the warm white sand beneath bare feet. The night breeze blew slowly, carrying the distinct scent of the sea, mingling with the fragrant incense from a small temple by the beach. 

From a distance, the flickering lights of fishing boats resembled stars falling onto the ocean's surface. The sound of a guitar strumming from a beachside café played melodiously, blending with the laughter of tourists enjoying a romantic dinner under dimly lit lanterns. Some couples walked hand in hand along the pathway stretching by the shore, relishing the rare tranquility that was hard to find in other parts of Bali. 

On the other side, a group of tourists lounged on colorful bean bags, sipping fresh coconut water while occasionally admiring the spectacular fire dance performance. Tongues of flame twirled in the air, casting exotic shadows over the sand. Children ran around laughing, chasing small lanterns soaring into the sky, carrying their hopes and dreams. 

Ayu stood by the water's edge, her dress fluttering as the ocean breeze kissed the shore. Her dark eyes gazed at the darkening horizon, as if searching for answers among the stars. Behind her, Daniel stood with heavy breaths, his voice hoarse with restrained emotions. 

"I cannot be with you, Daniel. This decision was made the moment I was born," Ayu's voice was soft, yet sharper than a blade. 

Daniel clenched his fists, struggling to contain his emotions. His gaze was filled with unbearable pain. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. "This is your life, Ayu! Why must you marry someone you don't even love?" 

Ayu turned away, biting her lower lip to suppress the tide of emotions threatening to break free. Her eyes remained fixed on the rolling waves, mirroring the battle waging within her heart. The moonlight caught the glimmer of unshed tears at the corner of her eyes. 

"Because I am a Balinese woman."